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Tweak says, "I acknowledge your pain"

steph brown has a (spoileralert) wrote in rooms,
@ 2015-09-12 02:11:00

Entry tags:

*journal, barbara gordon, bruce wayne, damian wayne, death, destiny, eddie nigma, jason todd, pamela isley, selina kyle, stephanie brown, tim drake

public.
[As Steph B.]

First weekend here, so where tf are the good parties at?

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	Re: phonecall: steph/tim grief 2015-09-13 05:35 am UTC (link)
	Steph! [Like he cant believe her! Then, contemplation.] I'll sweep the city. I can always [Beat.] come by after? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: phonecall: steph/tim spoileralert 2015-09-13 05:42 am UTC (link)
	Tim! It's not like we aren't allowed to have social lives. [A couple of beats. Quietly:] I'd offer to come out with you, but Barbara just kinda flipped out on me and I dunno if I should be Batgirl anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: phonecall: steph/tim grief 2015-09-13 05:46 am UTC (link)
	I gave up my social life to become Robin. [He's quiet too for a moment.] Thats okay. Theres probably nothing serious going on anyway. Did you notice the rogues are our age? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: phonecall: steph/tim spoileralert 2015-09-13 06:07 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. Don't I fucking know that. [Not bitter, Steph. Not bitter at all. And clearly still not smarting about Babs.] They are? [Nah, didn't notice at all.] Wait, who? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: phonecall: steph/tim grief 2015-09-13 06:11 am UTC (link)
	[He doesn't touch the first part.] This Cat girl was talking to some chick named Pamela, plus Nigma, I think. I didn't see anyone else, but that could just mean they're out in the city somewhere. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: phonecall: steph/tim spoileralert 2015-09-13 06:21 am UTC (link)
	[Noted, Timmy Drake. Noted. A noise.] Nigma? [Huff.] 'Kay, so they're all our age. Maybe they're all okay right now? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: phonecall: steph/tim grief 2015-09-13 06:25 am UTC (link)
	Maybe they are, but I'm still going to case the city. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: phonecall: steph/tim spoileralert 2015-09-13 06:27 am UTC (link)
	[A pause.] I wonder if I have my Spoiler stuff here somewhere. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: phonecall: steph/tim grief 2015-09-13 06:29 am UTC (link)
	[Sad.] Go to your party, Steph. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: phonecall: steph/tim spoileralert 2015-09-13 06:32 am UTC (link)
	[Hmph!] I'm literally offering to go out with you, Timmy! But just- [A sigh, and she sends him her convo with Babs.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: phonecall: steph/tim grief 2015-09-13 06:38 am UTC (link)
	I thought you wanted to do your party? [Then, a pause while he reads.] She's upset, she was the first. It hurts to be replaced. [He seems to be speaking from experience.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: phonecall: steph/tim spoileralert 2015-09-13 06:43 am UTC (link)
	It's not gonna to be tonight. [Sigh.] And like you said, it's not like we can't go after even if it was. [A longer sigh.] I get that. But I never meant to hurt her. I never did! I didn't take Batgirl from her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: phonecall: steph/tim grief 2015-09-13 06:50 am UTC (link)
	I'm suiting up, if you want to go. [Softly.] Didn't you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: phonecall: steph/tim spoileralert 2015-09-13 07:00 am UTC (link)
	I can't go out as Batgirl, she'll kill me. [Huff.] No, I didn't! Tim, you know that. Why would you say that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: phonecall: steph/tim grief 2015-09-13 07:05 am UTC (link)
	Can't you go as Spoiler? And I'm just saying, she was Batgirl first. I took Robin from Jason who took it from Dick. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: phonecall: steph/tim spoileralert 2015-09-13 07:13 am UTC (link)
	That's what I said. I was wondering if my stuff was here. Since this isn't our Gotham. [A noise.] Batgirl was given to me by Cass. And Barbara trained me. I didn't just snatch it for her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: phonecall: steph/tim grief 2015-09-13 07:16 am UTC (link)
	[He doesn't sound happy.] I don't know what to tell you, Steph. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: phonecall: steph/tim spoileralert 2015-09-13 07:20 am UTC (link)
	[Clearly upset, but trying not to show it.] It's fine, Timmy. I should've known this was bound to happen eventually. I screwed up Robin, this makes sense, too. [Changing subjects.] Glad I'm still alive? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: phonecall: steph/tim grief 2015-09-13 07:26 am UTC (link)
	[He doesn't say anything for awhile. He's been out of character for this whole convo, not quite chatty.] Yeah, of course. [Pause.] She's upset. I was upset too. Now I'm just numb to it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: phonecall: steph/tim spoileralert 2015-09-14 03:26 am UTC (link)
	[Yeah, she can tell. A moment:] Timmy, what's wrong? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: phonecall: steph/tim grief 2015-09-14 03:55 am UTC (link)
	I'm not Robin any more. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: phonecall: steph/tim spoileralert 2015-09-14 03:29 pm UTC (link)
	[Obliviously:] Yeah. You're Red Robin. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: phonecall: steph/tim

grief
2015-09-15 04:03 am UTC (link)

[Surprise.] Yeah, I didn't realize you knew about that. I became Red Robin and I left. I didn't feel like I belonged at the Manor anymore. I didn't expect to hear from some of these people ever again, and its just... weird. Jason doesn't even know who I am. I guess what I wanted to say was that you didn't screw up Robin. I didn't screw up Robin. It just got taken away from us.

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	Re: phonecall: steph/tim spoileralert 2015-09-15 04:19 pm UTC (link)
	Everything is convoluted and fucked up, Tim. [A bubbled laugh, slightly sardonic.] You didn't. I did. It's fine. Maybe I'm just meant to stay as Spoiler. I don't want to ruin Barbara's life more than I'm doing now anyway. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: phonecall: steph/tim grief 2015-09-16 05:48 am UTC (link)
	Spoiler is something you made, you should be proud of that. [A huff, some rustling sounds.] I don't even know if my Red Robin stuff is here either... but that's not going to stop me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)