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weasley_now ([info]weasley_now) wrote in [info]pandorarpg,
@ 2011-11-01 21:57:00

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Entry tags:!status: complete, ^date: november 01 2003, character: ginny weasley, character: hermione granger, character: percy weasley

Who: Hermione, Percy, Ginny
What: Family time for grieving
When: November 1, 2003 a bit after 9 am
Where: Burrow
Rating worksafe



After hearing the news from Ron Hermione's immediate concern had been Molly's well being. Not only that, but she needed a mother of her own at a time like this. Once she was able to get herself dressed, they floo'd to the Burrow.

Now Hermione sat in a chair by the window a cold cup of tea held between her hands. She was staring out the window to the spot where she had flung herself into Harry's arms the night they'd moved him from Privet Drive. As soon as the Death Eaters had been on them that night Hermione had worried that Harry was gone. Now he really was. Maybe this was all some horrible mistake. Perhaps a ruse the Ministry was perpetrating as a part of the investigation into the other death. At any moment Harry would come walking through the tall grass that surrounded the Burrow. She wished it even if deep down she knew it wasn't true.



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[info]youngestmformev
2011-11-02 02:32 am UTC (link)
The first face Percy had seen upon arriving at the Burrow had been his mother's, and he'd almost given in to the urge to turn tail and run. The look on her face, the feel of the Burrow... it reminded him too much of what they'd gone through after Fred's death, down to him feeling like an interloper who didn't belong.

Back then, it had been survivor's guilt at having lived while his brother had died, and feeling as if he'd been responsible for it, having distracted Fred with a joke at the wrong time. To be honest, Percy still felt that way.

This time, it was the fact that, of all the family, Percy had been the least close to Harry. Even worse, there had been far too many times when Percy had resented his presence in the Burrow, feeling as if he had usurped Percy's place in the family long before Percy left that fateful day. Over the last few years of rebuilding, those feelings had lessened, however the fact that they had been there in the first place made him feel like he shouldn't be there.

But he was, and it was because whatever his feelings had been for Harry, he loved his family more, and they needed- well, perhaps not needed, or wanted, but he would give them his love and support whether they liked it or not.

Once he finally disentangled himself from his mother's arms, he spotted Hermione alone by the window. He had always liked the girl, even when they had disagreed on issues such as Mr. Crouch's keeping of a House Elf. She was perhaps the only one - aside from himself, of course - with enough sense to quell her Gryffindor streak.

He stepped over calmly, but not quietly, not wanting to startle her.

"How are you holding up?" he asked softly. "Is there anything I can fetch you?"

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[info]weasley_now
2011-11-02 09:16 pm UTC (link)
The early morning hours had been a blur. Hermione knew that she had spoken to Molly briefly about the fact that Harry was dead, what she didn't recall is whether or not Molly had already been aware of the situation prior to her arrival. What Hermione did know is that it seemed they had hugged for hours when it was likely only a few minutes. Then again, the heaviness that came with the word that Harry had died was insuring that time stood practically still even though it was indeed steadily marching on.

Hermione didn't know how long she'd sat there but it would have been obvious to anyone that came upon her that her tea was quite cold and likely not fit to be drank. "I'm good," she lied as she lifted her cup in response to Percy's question. "You're mother made me some tea." Her eyes never left the spot in the yard.

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[info]youngestmformev
2011-11-03 02:12 am UTC (link)
Percy looked down at the cup and noticed the distinct lack of steam rising from the liquid. He shook his head, and placed a comforting hand on her shoulder.

"It looks a little cold. Would you like a refill? Perhaps something to eat? I'm sure Mum's got something suitable in the kitchen."

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[info]weasley_now
2011-11-03 02:28 am UTC (link)
"Sure," Hermione absently responded. She didn't make any move to hand her cup to Percy. She only agreed because she thought feeling useful might help with his grief. She had read somewhere that some people had to keep busy when faced with extreme grief. If anyone other than Harry (or Merlin forbid Ron) had died, Hermione would have likely pushed into her own work. The problem was that her current work was an assignment given to her by Harry.

Even though she had said she would take food, Hermione wasn't sure she could keep anything down, food or drink wise. She remembered when her maternal grandmother had died. Everyone brought food regardless of whether it was needed or not. She could only imagine if the wizarding world tried to send food how quickly they would be buried beneath the mounds.

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[info]ginny_gin
2011-11-05 03:03 pm UTC (link)
Ron or Hermione had woken Ginny up. Or maybe it had been mum. Or somebody. Anybody. It didn't matter, not really, not when they brought news that made her want to crawl back into bed and pull the covers over her head and make the world go away forever.

Instead, she got up. Had someone urged her to? She had already forgotten. Somehow she managed to get dressed, pull a comb through her hair, go through the routine motions of someone getting ready for the day. Somehow she found herself stumbling downstairs. She avoided the kitchen (mum was probably there), walked in on Hermione and Percy.

Of all people.

"Percy. You're here."

A statement, not a question. Couldn't she shift into anger? Why couldn't she shift into anger? Anger was easier to deal with. Comforting, almost. She needed anger right then, but she couldn't seem to reach around the hollow numbness to grab it.

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[info]youngestmformev
2011-11-05 05:41 pm UTC (link)
Percy felt a flush of defensiveness, but quickly put it in its place before it could colour his words. Yet he couldn't stop the slight straightening of his spine, nor the pulling of the comforting hand from Hermione's shoulder. He did, however, reach down and pluck the cold cup of tea from Hermione's fingers.

He then looked up and took a tentative step toward Ginny, but paused, not quite knowing what to do or say. Anyone else in the family would have pulled her in for a hug, but Percy had always had difficulty with such overt displays of affection. Instead, his instincts took over.

"I wanted to be here for the family," he said simply and truthfully. "I was just about to get Hermione a fresh tea and something to eat. How about I get you something as well?"

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[info]weasley_now
2011-11-05 10:51 pm UTC (link)
When Hermione heard Ginny's voice she was reminded of just how long she'd been seated at that window. Just after they'd all processed the information Molly had headed to the kitchen to make tea and Ginny had remained upstairs. After taking the cup of tea, likely around seven that morning, Hermione had retreated to the spot in which she was still seated.

When Percy took the cup of tea Hermione stood. She hadn't planned on moving just yet, but flat tone in Ginny's voice spoke more than any words she could have said. It was the same tone Hermione's voice had taken. "She'll have a cup of tea," Hermione spoke not really caring if Ginny wanted tea. She simply wanted to give Percy a reason to leave so she and Ginny could share a moment of grief alone.

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[info]ginny_gin
2011-11-06 01:53 am UTC (link)
Leave it to Hermione to take over. To always know what to do and when. Hermione wouldn't stay in bed with the covers pulled over her head. No, she would have already come up with a plan of action, something that would amaze them all, something that would prove what happened actually hadn't happened, and then...

And then...

And then what?

"Yeah, I'll have some tea." Eating was probably a good thing right then. And if she didn't eat, eventually mum would force the issue, and she just couldn't deal with mum right then. "Maybe some toast."

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[info]youngestmformev
2011-11-06 02:03 am UTC (link)
Percy nodded and attempted a small smile, which really was little more than a wince accompanied by the slight upward tilt of the corners of his mouth. But he was trying.

"I'll be right back," he said before turning to head into the kitchen, thankful his sister had agreed rather than argued. As his mind worked, he decided he'd make enough toast for both women - Hermione might not admit to needing anything, but perhaps seeing Ginny eat might encourage her to do so as well.

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[info]weasley_now
2011-11-06 02:22 am UTC (link)
Toast, that was something her mother had always made Hermione when her stomach was upset. Toast and warm tea, comfort food for whatever ails you. However, Hermione didn't think she would actually be able to keep any of it down at this point in time. Should Molly come in and start insisting they eat at least she could make an excuse to leave and return to her own flat. Besides she did have business to take care of some time this afternoon.

"How are you holding up?" she asked Ginny not quite sure whether or not the younger witch needed or wanted a hug right now. The last time Hermione had felt this lonely had been when Ron walked out on her while they'd been hunting horcruxes. Harry had been her comfort then, he would be her comfort no more. As the thought played at the corners of her mind, tears began to well up in Hermione's eyes once again.

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[info]ginny_gin
2011-11-06 02:27 am UTC (link)
"I..."

She was on the verge of giving her a pat answer. A shrug, a uncommitted 'fine,' something or the other that would show just how well she was holding up. She didn't need tea and sympathy, right? She could stand on her own and play it cool and...

"I don't..."

Shrugging and playing it cool would mean that it hadn't actually happened. That at any minute, he would walk through the door with a lopsided smile and...

"I don't know."

She couldn't do this.

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[info]weasley_now
2011-11-06 02:36 am UTC (link)
I don't know was the most honest answer Hermione could have expected. It fit her feelings perfectly at the moment. To say everything was fine would be a complete and utter lie. But honestly, who wanted to hear laments of sorrow when they were dealing with sorting out their own feelings.

Hermione had no words. There was nothing to say. All her hopes rested in the idea that this was some sick prank. That perhaps something was going on with the case that had required Harry to become an undercover agent thus requiring his death. But the look on Ron's face had told her that couldn't be the case no matter how much she wished it to be.

She did the only other thing she knew to do at a time like this. Hermione wrapped her arms around Ginny and hugged her tightly.

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[info]ginny_gin
2011-11-06 02:42 am UTC (link)
For a moment, Ginny stood there stiffly. Stupidly, probably with a stupid, stiff expression on her face. She didn't need to be hugged. She didn't need anyone's pity or sympathy or-

"He can't. He can't be dead." The tears welled up and poured over all at once, and she found she was clutching at Hermione suddenly. "He can't be dead, Hermione, it doesn't make sense. He can't."

Her knees buckled. If she hadn't been holding Hermione, she would have slumped down to the floor.

"It has to be a sick joke. It doesn't make sense. He can't." She was babbling, but she couldn't seem to stop. "I don't want to believe it."

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[info]weasley_now
2011-11-06 02:56 am UTC (link)
Hermione had hugged Ginny out of her own need for comfort. She hadn't planned on making Ginny cry. She had honestly hoped that Ginny would tell her to toughen up and be brave. Instead, Ginny broke and spoke the words that Hermione hadn't allowed herself to even consider speaking. The tears poured uncontrollably out of Hermione's eyes.

"That's what I keep telling myself," she confirmed Ginny's words while still refusing to use them herself. It had been easy to accept the deaths of Fred, Remus, Tonks, and others because the bodies had been there to prove their deaths. This whole word of mouth without any physical proof was something Hermione was having difficulty accepting.

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[info]youngestmformev
2011-11-06 03:10 am UTC (link)
Percy had forgotten about his mother being in the kitchen - he'd had to fight off her worried advances and tried to calm her himself as he made tea and toast. Molly, however, kept murmurring about arrangements that had to be made, and what Harry would have wanted. He felt just as helpless as he had when Fred had died, but at least then he'd known his mother had been happy just to have him there.

He doubted that would work this time.

When he poured the tea, he poured a third for his mother and set some toast before her, telling her that she had no right to bother anyone else about needing to eat until she'd done so herself. She'd glared at him and looked about to argue, but... had quickly deflated. Percy hated seeing his mother so sad, and again resisted the urge to flee.

Finally with the tea and toast on a small tray, he made his way back into the living room, only to see his sister and Hermione locked in a grief-filled hug. To say he suddenly felt awkward was a severe understatement.

He coughed aloud and acted as if there was nothing amiss. "Here we are, tea and toast, as promised." He placed the tray on the coffee table, then took it upon himself to force a cup of tea into each of the girls' hands.

"Would either of you like a fortifying potion, or some pepper-up? We might have some upstairs in the bathroom."

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[info]ginny_gin
2011-11-06 03:17 am UTC (link)
Percy walked into the room and Ginny abruptly pulled away from Hermione, accepted the cup of tea that was pushed into her hand. She could practically feel the tears dry on her face, could feel the way her shoulders stiffened and her expression settled into something that was not quite grief-stricken.

"Thanks, Perce." She blew the steam off the top of the cup. "I'll skip the potion. No reason to drug myself into feeling better."

She was being a prat. She could be kinder, she knew it, but snarkiness was easier to deal with. Snark she could do. Grief? Pain? Better to drown that in a cup of tea behind a mask of uncommitted blankness.

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[info]weasley_now
2011-11-06 03:27 am UTC (link)
Hermione wiped her eyes and gave a gracious nod as she took the tea. She knew that the Weasley siblings didn't always appreciate Percy, but she had grown to accept that he was a bit different from the others. She decided to allow Ginny to deal with her brother as she turned again to look out the window.

She listened as Ginny spoke out against the use of potions at this point in time. Hopefully he would accept Ginny's answer and apply it to her as well. Besides, taking a potion to mask the grief would only cause it to hit harder when the potion wore off.

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[info]youngestmformev
2011-11-06 03:31 am UTC (link)
"All right then," Percy said with a nod. He'd offered, that's what was important after all. Nobody needed to know that he'd relied on such potions far too often in the last five years than was good for him.

"Come, eat up. I believe I overheard Mum say she was going to cook up a storm if everyone insisted on not eating." It was a lie, but better a white lie if it made them eat. He'd had his own breakfast before coming over, wanting to deal with his family on a full stomach.

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[info]ginny_gin
2011-11-06 03:37 am UTC (link)
She had no snarky reply regarding the toast and would have felt childish and petulant making one anyway, so she picked up a piece and nibbled on the crust. It tasted like cardboard. It tasted like nothing at all, but she had asked for the toast and Percy had gone to get it for her. The least she could do was try to eat some of it.

"Mum will cook up a storm sooner or later." She had done that after Fred died. It was her way of giving herself something to do, allowing herself the kind of distraction that let her feel useful anyway.

She ate in silence for a long moment. Let someone else take the lead.

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[info]youngestmformev
2011-11-06 03:53 am UTC (link)
"Yes, she is quite good at that." And Percy had no doubt his mother would indeed cook them up a storm, eventually.

Percy was left standing there, feeling useless once again now that the food and drink were here. If George - or Merlin help him Fred - were there, he'd tell some sort of joke and make the others angry at him to distract from their grief.

"When I was at work the other day," he began tentatively, but growing more confident as he spoke, "I met a man who was looking for a way to transfigure a rat into a politician, and so I told him that it wasn't necessary, there were plenty of rats already in the Ministry."

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[info]weasley_now
2011-11-06 04:05 am UTC (link)
At Percy's attempt at a joke Hermione turned and gave him a contemptuous glare. "I would say that if the given reports are true that the politicians aren't the only rats that have been in the Ministry as of late." The more she processed the his poor attempt the more logical connections her mind made and suddenly grief was over taken by anger.

She placed the tea cup on the window ledge. "A rat, Percy," she turned her body full around and began to walk towards him her finger pointing at him indignantly. "It was a rat that ruined Harry's life in the first place. You're rat to be exact," she was fuming. "You're rat took Harry's parents from him. And some rat inside your precious Ministry took Harry from us."

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[info]ginny_gin
2011-11-06 04:13 am UTC (link)
Ginny stared at Hermione in stupid shock for a moment. Percy's attempt at a joke had been stupid, yes, and usually Ginny was more than happy to take him to task for his transgressions, but...

Well, she wasn't usually one to feel sorry for old Big Head Boy, but...

"Who did it?" She sat her teacup down so hard, some of the liquid sloshed over the side and onto the end table. "What do we actually know? Hermione?" She looked at her. "I was half-awake when you gave me the news. What do we know?" She turned her glare on Percy. "What do we really know, right now?"

Who had to pay?

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[info]youngestmformev
2011-11-06 04:28 am UTC (link)
Percy had thought Fred would have been proud, or at least groaned aloud, at his attempt at a joke. Nothing, however, could have prepared him for the reaction it had wrought from Hermione. He visibly shrank at the accusations, logically knowing they were unfair but feeling guilty nonetheless.

Thankfully, Ginny's questions gave him something he could grasp, something he could answer without having to delve into his own feelings on anything.

"According to the Prophet, there was someone found at the scene, and who is presently in custody. The last name was Smith. The first name... Ezekiel? Zanzibar? I believe there was a zed there somewhere..." He paused as he tried to remember, his usually immaculate memory temporarily flawed by the moment.

"Zacharias? I think that was it. Zacharias Smith."

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[info]ginny_gin
2011-11-06 04:33 am UTC (link)
"Smith?"

It was a good thing she had put the teacup down or she probably would have dropped it right then. Right on mum's favorite rug.

"Zacharias Smith? Smith? Of all people? Smith?"

She was laughing suddenly, hard laughter, with a strange, almost manic edge to it. She couldn't seem to stop, laughing so hard that her knees buckled and she slid down onto the rug.

"Smith? Zacharias Smith killed Harry Potter? Zacharias 'I can't be arsed to do more than save my own skin' Smith killed the Boy Who Lived? Smith?"

Her stomach hurt. She clutched at it, willed the laughter to stop, but it kept on coming out, barking, hard laughter that sounded not at all natural.

"Smith. Smith did it. Smith killed Harry." Tears flowed down her cheeks. She didn't bother wiping them away. "Smith, of all people."

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[info]weasley_now
2011-11-06 04:48 am UTC (link)
The sorrow Hermione understood. Denial she got. Anger made sense. But laughter, that just didn't seem to fit this particular situation. Hermione heard the same words come out of Percy's mouth that Ginny had heard, but she didn't see the humor. People were often capable of different things at different points in time.

"Ginny?" she turned and looked at Percy. For the first time in a long time Hermione Granger didn't know what to do. She knelt down beside her friend and put a hand on the other witch’s back. She didn’t say another word as there was nothing to say. Zacharias Smith obviously had some explaining to do, but to laugh at the situation was something Hermione couldn’t comprehend because it simply was not logical.

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[info]youngestmformev
2011-11-06 04:55 am UTC (link)
"From what I read, it's not yet certain if he did it," Percy tried to correct, somewhat taken aback by the laughter. "He was found at the scene. Perhaps he was simply the first to find the body?"

He hoped that would help a little, if only to stop the hysterical laughter. He envied Hermione her ability to kneel down and offer physical comfort. It was simply not something Percy was comfortable with, no matter how much he might wish it were otherwise at times like this.

"I trust the Aurors will investigate."

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[info]ginny_gin
2011-11-06 11:17 am UTC (link)
"Oh, Merlin. Oh, Merlin." The tears flowed fast and free now. She couldn't begin to imagine how she could try to stop them, so she didn't bother. The laughter continued unbidden, strange and unhinged, bordering on manic, but she couldn't stop.

Who cared anyway?

"Smith couldn't hex his own arse without a chart and an instruction manual, and he killed Harry? He did it? He did it? Him?" She would hyperventilate, she could feel it, but oh Merlin, if she didn't laugh she would scream. She would scream and she would never stop.

But it was true, wasn't it? Smith couldn't charm his way out of paper sack. Which meant...

Which meant...

The laughter stopped abruptly. Her expression darkened. "Whose patsy is he?"

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[info]weasley_now
2011-11-06 01:21 pm UTC (link)
Hermione pulled her hand from where it rested on Ginny's back. She had never seen Ginny quite like this but was fairly certain the results would not be good.

"You're right," Hermione agreed, "Smith couldn't have done it." She turned to Percy. "Are there any other details that are known that can be told?"

Suddenly the laughter stopped and Hermione turned to check Ginny's well being. The way her expression darkened was scary. "Ginny," Hermione spoke softly, "I doubt he would do anything for another person." She couldn't think of what someone would be able to offer Smith that would entice him to put his own personal safety on the line.

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[info]youngestmformev
2011-11-06 10:23 pm UTC (link)
Percy shrugged helplessly. He didn't like to admit his limitations in front of his family, but in this case he was going to make an exception.

"I'm not kept apprised of DMLE business except when it's directly related to the Minister's office, except at the monthly staff meetings. I wish I knew more, but I don't."

He looked at Ginny worriedly. "There is still a lot of information we don't know. The Aurors will look at the evidence and prosecute accordingly. Minist- Kingsley," he said, purposefully speaking the Minister's first name, as the Minister had often told him to do, to remind the others that the head of the Ministry was no longer the untrustworthy type, "has no doubt made this a priority, and will ensure that justice is served."

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[info]ginny_gin
2011-11-07 09:42 am UTC (link)
"I am sure he will," Ginny said quietly, after a long moment. "I'm sure that Kingsley Shacklebolt will make this his top priority."

She wasn't being sarcastic. She was sure Shacklebolt would do such a thing, but that didn't change much, did it? It didn't change that Harry was dead and that Smith, the self-serving git, was somehow involved.

Well, then.

"Thanks for the toast and tea, Perce." She stood up. "I think I need to go lie down for a while." And before they could question or detain her further, she strode from the room and headed upstairs.

She had some thinking to do.

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[info]weasley_now
2011-11-07 12:03 pm UTC (link)
There was nothing else to say. The words spoken by both Weasley’s had been all that could be said at the moment. Nothing Hermione had to say would add any substance to the moment. The Ministry would do their best. At least with Kingsley in charge their best now was a bit better than it had been all those years ago.

Hermione also reached for a slice of toast. Regardless of the fact that his joke had been in extremely poor taste, Percy was trying to be helpful. "Yes, thank you Percy." She gave a slight nod then returned to her perch by the window.

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