Hey guys!
I’ve come to the OOC today because I need help. I’m having a rough go of things and am very insecure about my place in game. I guess what I feel can best be described as pressing my nose to the glass—everyone inside is having fun and I’m not. (Which feels really, really shitty. And I apologize if I’ve ever done this to anyone in the past, it was my not my intention.)
I've had problems making meaningful connections with other characters and this makes it difficult to care about larger plots since I don't feel my characters’ presence matters. It’s hard to be excited for something that you can’t find a way to get involved in. I understand that my schedule is kind of goofy (EST M-F mornings, typically), which can kind of complicate the rhythm/pacing of RP when most everyone is on evenings and weekends. And I want to try and do better, but I’m also I’m turning to you guys for help and advice.
Is there anyone else with this availability problem that can provide me with some options? What more can I do to get me and my character involved in the plot? Respond to tags quicker? Write more narratives? More open scenes?
On that note, would anyone like to scene? Would anyone like to develop a relationship (friendship or otherwise) with any of my characters (Jade and Hawkeye)?
I want happy-fun-times, too. I love my characters here and I don’t want to see them go. Please, guys, I’m really looking for help and/or some constructive criticisms.
Thank you for listening and thank you in advance for any ideas you have to offer.
Warmest regards,
Meesha
PS: Happy RP-ing!