InsaneJournal

I can't believe I'm doing this so that people I don't even know can see it, but I have to say that I'm in love with Silvertongue's wife. Not how I love Roxanne, not even close. But she's there in Capricorn's village and she's good to me and I... do love her. That's not why I didn't let Silvertongue where she was, though. I swear it wasn't. It's just that, if he knew she was there he might not care that she hadn't been read out properly and just take her back and not bother to read me back to Roxanne.

I miss Roxanne beyond words. Beyond reason. Beyond sanity. Gwin's important to me, but I wouldn't even think twice about sacrificing him if I could have her back.

I'm sorry, Gwin, but I would.

I don't dislike it here, and I'm happy that I can show off a little with my skills. Even if it wasn't necessary to earn money I'd do it, just to focus my mind elsewhere, and to cheer people up in whatever little way I could.

But I'd sell each and every one of you down the river to go home to Roxanne. I feel no malice, and I hope you understand, but she's my heart, my happiness, my future and my life.