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Tweak says, "'Cause I'm Kevin frickin' Solo"

Siri Tachi (neverlosefocus) wrote in makebelievecomm,
@ 2013-09-14 22:03:00

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obi-wan kenobi, siri tachi

[VOICE; LOCKED TO OBI-WAN]
Would you feel like taking a walk with me?

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neverlosefocus
2013-09-18 12:05 am UTC (link)

Kissing him was never going to lose its appeal. She hoped he didn’t mind; it was something that she’d do her best to keep from doing too much of in public, until they’d figured out what they were, but it was something that had slotted easily into her already bad habit of casual physical contact. She could feel the warmth of his hands on her waist through her shirt, and she pressed closer to him, sliding her other hand into his hair.

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	master_kenobi 2013-09-18 09:24 am UTC (link)
	Lost in the moment, it took him another inordinately long moment to realize they were still outside. He paused, pulling back slightly. His voice was breathless when he spoke. "Um... maybe we should... go inside. Somewhere. Somewhere less... exposed." He was more concerned about Ani walking outside and spotting them than anything else. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	neverlosefocus 2013-09-19 12:52 am UTC (link)
	Her laugh was soft, and a little breathless, her blue eyes bright and her hands still tangled in his hair. “Probably, yes.” That would mean withdrawing, at least a little, and she (reluctantly, always reluctantly) stepped back just a bit, beginning to slip her hands from his hair. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	master_kenobi 2013-09-19 11:01 am UTC (link)
	He almost followed those hands. Jedi weren't touched often and certainly they weren't touched like that. He hadn't even been aware of the effect it could have on him. As he recovered, he slipped his hand into hers, turning to head back to the castle. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	neverlosefocus 2013-09-20 04:00 am UTC (link)
	He’d probably get used to it eventually, since it was something that Siri already had no trouble doing despite how new the sliding hands into his hair was. His hand was warm in hers, and she marvelled for a moment at the feel of it. It felt... right. All of this did. She fell into step beside him as they headed back to the castle. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	master_kenobi 2013-09-20 09:20 am UTC (link)
	"Where, um, where should we go?" he asked as they stepped back inside. It was difficult to know just how careful to be. He wasn't hiding it, but he wasn't advertising it. He certainly didn't want it shoved in Ani's face until he could at least explain his reasoning for it adequately. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

neverlosefocus
2013-09-20 05:45 pm UTC (link)

After a moment’s thought, she began leading Obi-Wan towards the North West tower. The roof should be out of the way enough. Which seemed... good. She was a bit new to all this, but that seemed preferable. And she hadn’t exactly expected this when they turned around and headed back inside. But she certainly wasn’t complaining about stealing away for a few moments.

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	master_kenobi 2013-09-20 10:48 pm UTC (link)
	He followed easily, but he'd never been this way. It made him curious. "Where are we going?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	neverlosefocus 2013-09-21 05:40 am UTC (link)
	“The north west tower,” she told him. “And then the roof. It has a decent view of the grounds. The forest.” (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	master_kenobi 2013-09-21 09:00 am UTC (link)
	"The roof? I didn't realize it was accessible." Except by Ahsoka's method, perhaps. He glanced at her. "Is this one of the places you go at night?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	neverlosefocus 2013-09-21 05:44 pm UTC (link)
	“We could scale the outside of it, if you wanted. But it’s easier to just take the stairs.” She couldn’t help but tease him a little. She nodded. “One of the places. I still prefer the lake, but when you’re not sleeping there’s a lot of time to explore.” (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	master_kenobi 2013-09-21 10:31 pm UTC (link)
	"I'm sorry to hear you're still having trouble," Obi-Wan said as they headed up. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	neverlosefocus 2013-09-21 11:16 pm UTC (link)
	"It's improving," she told him quietly. "There are still nights where I'm not getting sleep, but they're slowly becoming less frequent." A few more steps and they were walking through the door that lead to the rooftop. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	master_kenobi 2013-09-21 11:32 pm UTC (link)
	"You dream about...what happened to you, don't you?" he guessed. He looked over at her, squeezing her hand. "You have a mark on your chest. It wasn't there before. Blaster bolt. It isn't hard to put together." He had, after all, seen her in variations on very little clothing in their undercover missions. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	neverlosefocus 2013-09-21 11:54 pm UTC (link)
	Siri wasn’t surprised he figured it out. She’d known he would, sooner, or later. Something loosened in her chest, and her grip on his hand was tight. She nodded. “Yes.” (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	master_kenobi 2013-09-22 09:14 pm UTC (link)
	His voice falls quiet. It's barely above a whisper. "Were you alone?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	neverlosefocus 2013-09-22 09:21 pm UTC (link)
	She shook her head. “No. I wasn’t.” Her voice was quiet, and sad. She hadn’t wanted him to know that he would have to watch her die. But she couldn’t keep it from him anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	master_kenobi 2013-09-22 09:39 pm UTC (link)
	But he didn't press her for details. That was all he wanted to know. "Good." He gives her hand one more squeeze, then glances around. "Nice view." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	neverlosefocus 2013-09-22 09:47 pm UTC (link)
	She appreciated it. That gave her time. Time to think. Time to ready herself. She gave him a crooked smile, walking farther out onto the rooftop. “It is. It’s one of the reasons why I like it.” That, and its being out of the way. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	master_kenobi 2013-09-22 10:23 pm UTC (link)
	"While another would be the relative seclusion?" he guessed. The lake wasn't always a private place to be alone with one's thoughts. "You haven't woken me since that night. Did I say something wrong?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	neverlosefocus 2013-09-22 10:52 pm UTC (link)
	She looked at him in surprise, leaning forward and pressing a gentle kiss to his lips. “No, Obi-Wan. You didn’t.” She wasn’t sure why she hadn’t, honestly. “You didn’t say anything wrong.” (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	master_kenobi 2013-09-23 08:44 am UTC (link)
	"As long as... as long as you'd tell me if I did." He wasn't sure what to say for a moment, so he looked out at the view of the forest. "I'm afraid...I'm afraid I don't really know how things like this proceed from here." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	neverlosefocus 2013-09-23 06:22 pm UTC (link)
	“I would. You know I would.” Her laughter was soft. “And I do?” She smiled. “This is new to both of us. We’ll just have to figure it out... together.” (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	master_kenobi 2013-09-24 10:11 am UTC (link)
	He laughed softly. "Well. You've spent a great deal more time with... people who aren't Jedi. I suppose you have that in common with Anakin." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

neverlosefocus
2013-09-24 08:13 pm UTC (link)

She smiled, cupping his cheek with a gentle hand. “That doesn’t make something like... this, like us, any less new. Unfamiliar.” It gave her guidelines, at the very most. A general idea, and even then that were really applicable, due to not taking into account the... unfamiliarity most Jedi had with attachments. With relationships.

They’d just have to find their own way.