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Tweak says, "Just keep swimming!"

Siri Tachi (neverlosefocus) wrote in makebelievecomm,
@ 2013-09-14 22:03:00

Entry tags:

obi-wan kenobi, siri tachi

[VOICE; LOCKED TO OBI-WAN]
Would you feel like taking a walk with me?

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	master_kenobi 2013-09-21 11:32 pm UTC (link)
	"You dream about...what happened to you, don't you?" he guessed. He looked over at her, squeezing her hand. "You have a mark on your chest. It wasn't there before. Blaster bolt. It isn't hard to put together." He had, after all, seen her in variations on very little clothing in their undercover missions. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	neverlosefocus 2013-09-21 11:54 pm UTC (link)
	Siri wasn’t surprised he figured it out. She’d known he would, sooner, or later. Something loosened in her chest, and her grip on his hand was tight. She nodded. “Yes.” (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	master_kenobi 2013-09-22 09:14 pm UTC (link)
	His voice falls quiet. It's barely above a whisper. "Were you alone?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	neverlosefocus 2013-09-22 09:21 pm UTC (link)
	She shook her head. “No. I wasn’t.” Her voice was quiet, and sad. She hadn’t wanted him to know that he would have to watch her die. But she couldn’t keep it from him anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	master_kenobi 2013-09-22 09:39 pm UTC (link)
	But he didn't press her for details. That was all he wanted to know. "Good." He gives her hand one more squeeze, then glances around. "Nice view." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	neverlosefocus 2013-09-22 09:47 pm UTC (link)
	She appreciated it. That gave her time. Time to think. Time to ready herself. She gave him a crooked smile, walking farther out onto the rooftop. “It is. It’s one of the reasons why I like it.” That, and its being out of the way. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	master_kenobi 2013-09-22 10:23 pm UTC (link)
	"While another would be the relative seclusion?" he guessed. The lake wasn't always a private place to be alone with one's thoughts. "You haven't woken me since that night. Did I say something wrong?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	neverlosefocus 2013-09-22 10:52 pm UTC (link)
	She looked at him in surprise, leaning forward and pressing a gentle kiss to his lips. “No, Obi-Wan. You didn’t.” She wasn’t sure why she hadn’t, honestly. “You didn’t say anything wrong.” (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	master_kenobi 2013-09-23 08:44 am UTC (link)
	"As long as... as long as you'd tell me if I did." He wasn't sure what to say for a moment, so he looked out at the view of the forest. "I'm afraid...I'm afraid I don't really know how things like this proceed from here." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	neverlosefocus 2013-09-23 06:22 pm UTC (link)
	“I would. You know I would.” Her laughter was soft. “And I do?” She smiled. “This is new to both of us. We’ll just have to figure it out... together.” (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	master_kenobi 2013-09-24 10:11 am UTC (link)
	He laughed softly. "Well. You've spent a great deal more time with... people who aren't Jedi. I suppose you have that in common with Anakin." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

neverlosefocus
2013-09-24 08:13 pm UTC (link)

She smiled, cupping his cheek with a gentle hand. “That doesn’t make something like... this, like us, any less new. Unfamiliar.” It gave her guidelines, at the very most. A general idea, and even then that were really applicable, due to not taking into account the... unfamiliarity most Jedi had with attachments. With relationships.

They’d just have to find their own way.

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master_kenobi
2013-09-25 09:22 am UTC (link)

He watched her for a moment, then lifted a hand, his fingertips landing tentatively on her shoulder, lingering then moving to lightly touch her face, brushing her cheek, then skimming along the underside of her jaw. It was more an experiment in touch than anything else. He'd clapped Anakin on the shoulder before and he'd touched people when it was required to help them - to grab their hand or even to lift them over his shoulder - but this was far different and far more unfamiliar territory. It was intimate. The invitation wasn't explicit, though she often touched his face, so it was implied. His fingertips continue their faint journey down her throat to her collarbone, then lifted, falling back to his side.

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neverlosefocus
2013-09-25 08:09 pm UTC (link)

Oh.

His fingertips left trails of sparks in their wake, and her breathing rather unsteady. Siri was used to being the one to initiate, of being the one touching. And he’d touched her before, a hand on the arm, a grasp of the hand. But not like this. Never like this. It was new, and profound, and dizzying, all at once. It sent shivers down her spine and she never wanted him to stop.

She stepped closer as his hand fell back to his side, her fingertips brushing lightly down his cheek, ghosting over his lips, his jaw-line. Leaning forward slowly, she kissed him, the hand that had been cupping his cheek slipping once more into his hair.

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	master_kenobi 2013-09-26 12:23 am UTC (link)
	There was a very brief moment when he wondered whether he'd overstepped his bounds - too much too soon - but that didn't seem to be the case as she followed up his action by kissing him. He sank far more easily into the kiss this time, returning it with a little more confidence, his hands moving to rest at her hips. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	neverlosefocus 2013-09-26 03:57 am UTC (link)
	She was acutely aware of every inch of him, from the softness of his hair to the weight of his hands on her hips and the feel of his lips against hers. Oh, Force... She pressed closer to him, her fingers curling gently along his jaw as she kissed him raptly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	master_kenobi 2013-09-26 10:00 am UTC (link)
	He could understand why this sort of thing had been prohibited by the Code. The emotions it stirred were strong and threatened to fill him to bursting. But he didn't draw away from them. Not this time. When she pressed closer, he pulled her tighter against him, his hands sliding from her hips around to the small of her back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

neverlosefocus
2013-09-27 03:28 am UTC (link)

Now that she knew, knew of the way their emotions could feed and build off each other in... moments like this, she could almost anticipate it, but there was no controlling it. No stopping it. And she wasn’t sure she wanted to even if she could. The emotions made her as breathless as his touch did, and his pulling her tighter against him caught her by surprise. She’d always... wanted him, even if she hadn’t thought about it after they’d come to their agreement, had buried it and hidden it with all the rest of her feelings for him, but standing there in his arms, kissing him... the desire burned.

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master_kenobi
2013-09-27 10:13 am UTC (link)

Twenty years of emotions set aside, returning now all at once, shooting through both of them, wrapping around them, willing her closer until they felt like one person...

And no reason to stop.

Until he felt so breathless, so restless with desire, so filled to bursting with emotion that he had to. For a moment. But he didn't move away. He rested his forehead against hers, gasping lightly.

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	neverlosefocus 2013-09-28 06:23 am UTC (link)
	Her breathing was just as ragged, and her acute awareness of him hadn’t ended with the kiss. She was still pressed tightly against him, and it wasn’t close enough. It was nowhere near close enough. She’d never... ached so much for someone before. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	master_kenobi 2013-09-28 08:24 pm UTC (link)
	An ache was the way to describe it, but it wasn't a bad feeling. Though the need he'd always felt for her deep down, suppressed for so long, had become almost overwhelming. "Siri... I..." His breath caught. "I..." Nope. Nothing coherent. He kissed her again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	neverlosefocus 2013-09-29 09:55 pm UTC (link)
	It was twenty years of emotions, of wanting and needing that had been ignored and buried and hidden away. That no longer had to be. He kissed her again and that want, that need, burned brighter; she gasped into the kiss, pressing all the more tightly against him as her fingers tangled in his hair. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

darkforcerising
2013-09-29 10:23 pm UTC (link)

Anakin coughed, loudly, that emphatic kind used get people’s attention. And then he waited, with his arms crossed and fighting a smile, for the two wayward lovers to notice him. The fact that he’d been able to approach with nothing dampened in the Force, open the door to the roof even, without interrupting their lip exercises left him doubtful they would come to their senses quickly.

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master_kenobi
2013-09-29 10:55 pm UTC (link)

Wrong. At the sudden sound - the sound of something as luminous in the Force as Anakin being able to sneak up on them - Obi-Wan's eyes snapped open and he startled back half a step.

He hadn't felt his former apprentice's approach at all. Not even a vague tickle in the back of his mind.

"Anakin." He cleared his own throat, taking another step back, then looking from Siri to Anakin and, after appearing about to say something, suddenly stopped and looked at the ground instead.

What was there to say? It was exactly what it looked like. He straightened his cloak and clasped his hands in front of him, hidden in its folds.

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neverlosefocus
2013-09-30 10:42 pm UTC (link)

Sithspit.

Flushed and breathless and unashamed, Siri let go of Obi-Wan, her hands slipping into the pockets of her jeans. She wanted to reach out to him but she wasn’t sure how he would take it. And she didn’t want to add to the shame and humiliation already radiating off of him. She knew why he felt that way. But they weren’t doing anything wrong. She knew him, knew it would take him time to realise that. And she would just have to help him realise it. She reached out to him through the Force, a gentle, tentative brush of contact. It’s okay, Obi-Wan.

She gave Anakin a crooked smile. The rooftop. Really, Anakin? “Hello, Anakin.”