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Mokona = Soel = Modoki (travelsized) wrote in kiseki_logs,
@ 2013-05-01 11:21:00

Current mood:	bouncy
Entry tags:	! event, ; memory hunt event

Memory hunt log!
Who: Everyone!
What: Memory hunt event!
Where: All over Kiseki and the extended areas!
When: Starting now, without a definite ending point!
Rating: NC-83
Warnings: I assume violence and shippy shenanigans will happen at some point

Summary:

The memory hunt event has begun! Play out anything you'd like concerning this event here \o/

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	toneverdying 2013-05-14 06:08 pm UTC (link)
	[Sob.] I get it already. [You don't have to keep saying it] [...] I knew that this "you" wouldn't want that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

stillstaying
2013-05-14 06:33 pm UTC (link)

[Sighs, the frustration he feels towards himself seeping into his voice as well]

It shouldn't have been any different, before. [Because like this, he can't remember that those versions of him wouldn't have been like this, wouldn't have yet been the shopkeeper, not yet tied to the spirit world like he is. For him, there is no discernible difference between that "him" and this "him", which is why Dou's phrasing sounds incredibly strange to him... because it would have been the same, wouldn't it?]

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	toneverdying 2013-05-14 06:36 pm UTC (link)
	[He doesn't realize Wata doesn't remember that] But it was. Both times, it was only that way, that you ever changed your mind about me. When you returned the first time, after becoming the owner... You still remembered the things that had happened here. [So it was never a shopkeeper!you who fell for him. He shouldn't have expected any different.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stillstaying 2013-05-14 06:47 pm UTC (link)
	[........................ wait, what?] Becoming the owner? [Have your memories been messed with, like Himawari's?] Don't you remember? I was the owner long before I even met you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	toneverdying 2013-05-14 06:52 pm UTC (link)
	[............... Wait, what? indeed] No you weren't. Yuuko-san was. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stillstaying 2013-05-14 06:56 pm UTC (link)
	[Just looks incredibly confused, his face remaining blank even after hearing that name.] ... Who? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	toneverdying 2013-05-14 07:02 pm UTC (link)
	[........ Oh, fuck everything] You-- [You don't remember her.] [...] Yuuko-san. You don't know who that is? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stillstaying 2013-05-14 07:20 pm UTC (link)
	Yuuko-san...? [The name feels strangely familiar, and yet he has never heard it before. So he shakes his head, shrugging.] No, I don't. Are you sure this world isn't just making you imagine her? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	toneverdying 2013-05-14 07:22 pm UTC (link)
	Of course not. There's no way... Everything was because of her. [That all of them got closer, that both of them learned the truth about Hima, even your decision in the end and all those changes...] You started to smoke and drink like she did. You even wore her clothes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

stillstaying
2013-05-14 07:27 pm UTC (link)

[Isn't looking at him, but he is still listening, quiet and attentive... and yet, he can't believe any of that. He knows how everything was, that he met the two of you as his customers, that he's been smoking and drinking for a long time now, completely at his own volition.]

[But, even so... he doesn't like what this world is doing, first making Hima forget, and then giving you false memories.]

If this place is messing with you, of course you'd think that.

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	toneverdying 2013-05-14 07:29 pm UTC (link)
	[He feels into his pocket, hesitating for a moment, but he feels that golden egg against his fingers and knows he has to be right] No. If that's not it, then how did you become a shopkeeper? What are you waiting for? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stillstaying 2013-05-14 07:34 pm UTC (link)
	Waiting? I'm not-- [But just like with Syaoran, as he tries to find the answer to that, there is a sudden pain in his head, and he leans against his hand, his fingers massaging his temples in an attempt to make that feeling, that haze in his head to go away.] I... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	toneverdying 2013-05-14 07:35 pm UTC (link)
	[Moves a hand to his shoulder without even thinking of it] Are you okay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stillstaying 2013-05-14 07:47 pm UTC (link)
	[Doesn't protest, for once glad of the support, of the familiarity of it] I... [Sighs, glancing at him before admitting, voice quiet] I don't know. [And that is the answer to all of his three questions-- why did he become the shopkeeper? What is he waiting for? He doesn't know.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	toneverdying 2013-05-14 07:53 pm UTC (link)
	[Lifts his other hand to cup his face, briefly, just trying to get him to relax] Don't... You fainted one time, because of things you couldn't remember. If you force it... [It'll happen again, most likely] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stillstaying 2013-05-14 08:01 pm UTC (link)
	[Stays still for a moment before nodding- you're right, it seems like trying to remember is what is causing all of this. So he stops trying, and slowly, the headache quietens to only a slight ebb at his temples.] [.....] So it wasn't you whose memories were altered, after all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	toneverdying 2013-05-14 08:04 pm UTC (link)
	[Shakes his head, lifting the hand on Wata's shoulder to rub lightly at his temple.] I don't know. I don't think so, but you two didn't seem to realize it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stillstaying 2013-05-14 08:08 pm UTC (link)
	[Sighs, relaxing slightly at that, the gentle press of his fingers taking the rest of the pain away.] [...] That's how it works. You won't realise what you've forgotten, not until you've been made to think about it. It was the same with the others here, as well. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	toneverdying 2013-05-14 08:11 pm UTC (link)
	[Keeps doing that, probably lingering more than strictly necessary] I remember, though. My childhood, my family, the temple, meeting you two... Everything that we went through. Going to college, even the students' names. It doesn't feel like there's anything missing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stillstaying 2013-05-14 08:15 pm UTC (link)
	[Does notice that, but doesn't say anything about it... it's not important, not now. He can allow that much.] Then maybe it's just the two of us. [Him and Himawari-chan... and damn, that's not fair to you at all, is it. That you'd have to deal with both of them forgetting...] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	toneverdying 2013-05-14 08:17 pm UTC (link)
	There has to be something we can do... I can't just leave you like this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stillstaying 2013-05-14 08:28 pm UTC (link)
	[He almost points out that he left Himawari like that, without her memories still, didn't he? But he can't say something like that to you.] [...] It'll wear off, eventually. You told me that all the things this place does do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	toneverdying 2013-05-14 08:29 pm UTC (link)
	This isn't just about forgetting! [Hima was fading out, too...] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stillstaying 2013-05-14 08:39 pm UTC (link)
	[He doesn't know about that, so he can't help but wonder if you're not just overreacting. But... you wouldn't be so upset if there wasn't a reason for it, either.] What do you suggest we do, then? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	toneverdying 2013-05-14 08:42 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know. How do you get someone's memories back? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)