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Tweak says, "I like turtles!"

Mokona = Soel = Modoki (travelsized) wrote in kiseki_logs,
@ 2013-05-01 11:21:00

Current mood:	bouncy
Entry tags:	! event, ; memory hunt event

Memory hunt log!
Who: Everyone!
What: Memory hunt event!
Where: All over Kiseki and the extended areas!
When: Starting now, without a definite ending point!
Rating: NC-83
Warnings: I assume violence and shippy shenanigans will happen at some point

Summary:

The memory hunt event has begun! Play out anything you'd like concerning this event here \o/

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	toneverdying 2013-05-27 07:58 pm UTC (link)
	[Nods, doing his all to be firm about this, to remember what Hima said about them] When you yell too much, you're exaggerating. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stillstaying 2013-05-27 08:03 pm UTC (link)
	[Does his best to curb his instinctive reaction, which is to do just that, and remain as calm and outwardly collected as he can-- if he can't manage this much...] [He has to.] [...] What does it matter to you? I told you already... I don't want it. I don't want you. Anything else is irrelevant. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	toneverdying 2013-05-27 08:05 pm UTC (link)
	[Ow.] [...] You used to say the same about everything. That you hated me. That you didn't want me being around you, or eating your food... I'm too stubborn to accept something like that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

stillstaying
2013-05-27 08:20 pm UTC (link)

[Doesn't say anything for a while, concentrating on the food even while his thoughts are whirling-- he wonders what Yuuko-san would say. Doumeki's words bring back those memories of her, teasing him about that, laughing at them... would she do the same, now? But he doesn't believe that; she always was serious when he needed her to be.]

[................ he misses her so much. And he can't deal with this right now. Or ever.] [Rubs at his temples, his eyes closing for a moment, wondering how everything turned so much more difficult between them. If it wouldn't just be easier...]

I don't expect you to. [He knows you too well for that.] But don't...

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	toneverdying 2013-05-27 08:25 pm UTC (link)
	[...] [Steps closer, reaching tentatively to place his hand on Wata's shoulder, hopefully keeping enough distance that it doesn't freak him out] Maybe it's just foolish. But... Aren't you always saying people change? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stillstaying 2013-05-27 08:53 pm UTC (link)
	[He expects that touch by now, knowing how Dou operates- and he doesn't shrug it away, even though some part of him is telling him to.] Change is inevitable. It's because of that that the future... [His voice gets quiet, almost not like his own-- as the words he's echoing are not, either.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	toneverdying 2013-05-27 08:55 pm UTC (link)
	... I don't care about that. [The future, inevitability, whatever it is... He can worry about those things in due time] I just want to be with you. I can't give up on that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

stillstaying
2013-05-27 09:05 pm UTC (link)

[It's that never-ending stubbornness, that willingness to disregard everything else that makes him snap; he whirls around, his voice raised, but differently from before-- this time, it's serious, it's real.]

There are things I can't give up on, either! And letting you waste-- [He cuts himself off, curling his hand into a fist before he tries again] -- and letting that happen is one of them.

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	toneverdying 2013-05-27 09:07 pm UTC (link)
	[He very much notices the shift in tone, so he's pulling his hand off, confused] Waste...? [Wha?] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stillstaying 2013-05-27 09:14 pm UTC (link)
	Nothing. [He says this quickly, almost too quickly, turning away again, under the guise of checking that the abura age isn't boiling] Just... leave it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	toneverdying 2013-05-27 09:16 pm UTC (link)
	No. [He finally seems to have a clue, he's not about to dismiss it] Letting me waste what? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stillstaying 2013-05-27 09:28 pm UTC (link)
	[You idiot stop being so stubborn] I told you, it's nothing. I'm not about to change my mind, anyway. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	toneverdying 2013-05-27 09:29 pm UTC (link)
	[That's how he rolls. And when you get dismissive, it means he's onto something] What do you think I'm wasting? My time? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stillstaying 2013-05-27 09:32 pm UTC (link)
	[...............] [Lets out a soft breath, sounding resigned, almost tired.] Everything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	toneverdying 2013-05-27 09:33 pm UTC (link)
	[............... Oh you idiot] [Reaches for his shoulder again, his grip firm this time, forcing him to turn around] Look at me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stillstaying 2013-05-27 09:42 pm UTC (link)
	[Has no choice but to look at him, though reluctantly, seeming almost wary in a way, guarded] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	toneverdying 2013-05-27 09:44 pm UTC (link)
	You're an idiot. I'm not wasting anything. You two are everything. [You have been for way too long. And he'd already decided.] ... I don't care if you push me away, if I bother you, if you think it's wrong. I'm going to stay by your side until the day I die. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

stillstaying
2013-05-27 10:03 pm UTC (link)

[Those words do nothing but serve to make him angry, frustrated-- he focuses only on these emotions, too overwhelmed to even consider these words, that devotion in any other way.]

You're wasting your life! Some day, you'll die, and I... I won't. I'm not the same as you, anymore. With Himawari-chan, you could at least... live.

[You shouldn't waste all your life on someone who can't leave the shop, who can't be... anything to you. If you keep visiting him? Fine, he can't stop that. But he won't be so selfish as to take your love when he knows he can't ever match it, can't ever offer the same kind of devotion back. He's tied to the shop, to the spirit world, to his job-- to his promise. The prices have to match, and you're offering him far too much.]

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	toneverdying 2013-05-27 10:07 pm UTC (link)
	Even if I can't live as long as you, that doesn't mean whatever time we spend together is wasted, you dumbass. Besides, if Himawari and I were together alone, do you think she or I would be satisfied or happy? All this time you've been away, we've just missed you. It's not enough if it's just us. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

stillstaying
2013-05-27 10:18 pm UTC (link)

[Averts his gaze, knowing that he can't make him understand, can't make him see this the same way he does.]

It'll have to be enough. [He doesn't say he couldn't or wouldn't be with her-- with Himawari-chan, it's always been different. It's never been about the price, never been about her wasting her life; she doesn't, she lives it, because she knows that's what he wants for her. At least now, when they both know they can't be together.]

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	toneverdying 2013-05-27 10:20 pm UTC (link)
	Is this why you've been an idiot with her, too? Things are different, here. You can meet with her. We can-- we could be together. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stillstaying 2013-05-27 10:28 pm UTC (link)
	[Shakes his head] No. I wanted to, but... I assumed she didn't want that. [He even manages to sound slightly sheepish at that. IT MADE SENSE AT THE TIME, OKAY?] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	toneverdying 2013-05-27 10:35 pm UTC (link)
	Of course she doesn't. [Idiot ugh.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stillstaying 2013-05-27 10:58 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah... I get that now. I tried to tell her, but... [She didn't remember.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	toneverdying 2013-05-27 11:02 pm UTC (link)
	[S- sob.] You'll be able to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)