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Tweak says, "I can change that."

granт ward (comeuppance) wrote in jurassiccitynet,
@ 2017-04-11 10:05:00

Entry tags:

clint barton / hawkeye (616), gabriel gray / sylar, grant ward (616), grant ward (mcu), jessica drew / spider-woman, lance hunter, lucifer, phil coulson (616), phil coulson (mcu), will daniels

So I'm coming to terms with the fact that my mind was manipulated. And also with the fact that the situation was such that my friends would have expected betrayal over mind control. Perils of deep cover operations. But I can also acknowledge the manipulation doesn't excuse my actions. My loyalties were altered, but the choices I made in the service of those loyalties were mine. I guess what I'm saying is that I'm sorry for the shit I did, especially trying to murder powered heroes and actually murdering some of them. And for definitely killing your girlfriend, Phil. And for being a dick, well more of one than I usually am, here.

Except the part where I was a dick to other me. He can choke. Also I genuinely think his girlfriend is awful.

jess.

I know you have no reason to like me or help me. But you seem to have your shit together the most out of Phil's family. So...help? I think I've caught feelings.

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	comeuppance 2017-04-11 10:43 am UTC (link)
	You can count. I'm impressed. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	disappointeddad 2017-04-11 10:45 am UTC (link)
	I can see some things don't differ too dramatically by reality, then. Though... all of that definitely does. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	comeuppance 2017-04-11 11:13 am UTC (link)
	I'm an asshole. I own it. Yeah. I try not to pay attention to your weird, terrible universe. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	disappointeddad 2017-04-11 11:18 am UTC (link)
	I guess there's not a lot of options except to lean into it. Ours sure as hell did. Is it really that odd comparatively? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	comeuppance 2017-04-11 11:49 am UTC (link)
	Exactly. It's just different. Really different. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	disappointeddad 2017-04-11 12:02 pm UTC (link)
	I'm getting part of that. For one, mind control didn't really come into the picture with you. Pretty sure we were actively told it wasn't part of the situation. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	comeuppance 2017-04-11 12:53 pm UTC (link)
	It was less direct control and more manipulation. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	disappointeddad 2017-04-11 02:58 pm UTC (link)
	Curious. That is always worse, though. Making someone do something is less effective than making them want to do something. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	comeuppance 2017-04-11 03:40 pm UTC (link)
	That's probably true. Have you considered that your Ward probably just needs a good spanking? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	disappointeddad 2017-04-11 03:48 pm UTC (link)
	He's over thirty. I can't just take him over my knee like a naughty toddler. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	comeuppance 2017-04-11 03:51 pm UTC (link)
	I think you'd be surprised. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	disappointeddad 2017-04-11 03:59 pm UTC (link)
	I'm pretty sure an attempt wouldn't end well for either of us. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	comeuppance 2017-04-11 04:30 pm UTC (link)
	Your lack of imagination is astounding. Seriously, you're adorable. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sliderule 2017-04-12 07:40 pm UTC (link)
	The mental image on that one is just disturbing. On so many levels. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thislooksbad 2017-04-13 08:10 am UTC (link)
	He means it in a kinky way. I think. And yeah, that's definitely how I wanted to introduce myself to someone new. Hi, Clint Barton. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)