InsaneJournal

Tweak says, "I render flesh, not heal it."

bestisyettocome (bestisyettocome) wrote in flippedrpg,
@ 2013-07-07 10:13:00

Entry tags:

! journal, ch: can: lily l potter, ch: knap: harry potter, ch: knap: john potter, ch: knap: petunia evans, ch: knap: sirius black, ch: mercy: daphne greengrass, ch: squib: astro black, ch: swap: hannah potter, p: abby, p: ashton, p: emmy, p: giles, p: lisa, p: veetee

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So...you guys are planning my welcome home party, right?

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	_greenergrass 2013-07-08 01:45 am UTC (link)
	... Okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bestisyettocome 2013-07-08 02:31 am UTC (link)
	Hey, I'm still really glad to know you're still here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Harry _greenergrass 2013-07-08 02:37 am UTC (link)
	I've thought of asking to go home. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Daphne bestisyettocome 2013-07-08 02:44 am UTC (link)
	Would that make you happy? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Harry

_greenergrass
2013-07-08 02:50 am UTC (link)

I don't know. I'm trying to be happy here, and try new things, and make friends, and sometimes I am happy but... I miss my sister. I miss her more than I thought I could ever miss someone. And I think Melinda's gone. I haven't seen her in days and I can't find her anywhere. Without her... I'm lonely.

I feel like ~~no one wants me~~ I don't fit in. My bed is cold and empty and smiles and promises and trips can only carry me so far.

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	Daphne bestisyettocome 2013-07-08 03:00 am UTC (link)
	[...] I'm sorry nobody else is taking the time to see how wonderful you are. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Harry _greenergrass 2013-07-08 03:10 am UTC (link)
	Everywhere I turn someone has someone else. A marriage, a lover, a family; things I want more than anything, but can't have. The smile I put on fades a bit more each day and nothing I try will brighten it. I'm sorry. I shouldn't be burdening you with this. I'm sure you have celebrating to do with your family. I just didn't have anyone else to tell. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Daphne bestisyettocome 2013-07-08 03:13 am UTC (link)
	To be honest, there is no celebrating. I saw my mum and the rest of my family last night. I've been with Astro and Eris ever since, trying to sober them up. There isn't much celebrating, just...healing. Don't be sorry. I'm sorry that I'm the only one you can talk to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Harry _greenergrass 2013-07-08 03:17 am UTC (link)
	It's good that they have you... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Daphne bestisyettocome 2013-07-08 03:20 am UTC (link)
	You do as well. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Harry _greenergrass 2013-07-08 03:25 am UTC (link)
	~~No I don't. I'm last. Always last.~~ Yes. It's good. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Daphne bestisyettocome 2013-07-08 03:27 am UTC (link)
	Daphne, just because I'm not there with you now doesn't mean I don't care. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Harry _greenergrass 2013-07-08 03:33 am UTC (link)
	I didn't say that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Daphne bestisyettocome 2013-07-08 03:45 am UTC (link)
	But I know that's how you feel. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Harry _greenergrass 2013-07-08 03:54 am UTC (link)
	I feel.... I feel a lot of things. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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