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Tweak says, "Women and children first!"

bestisyettocome (bestisyettocome) wrote in flippedrpg,
@ 2013-07-07 10:13:00

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! journal, ch: can: lily l potter, ch: knap: harry potter, ch: knap: john potter, ch: knap: petunia evans, ch: knap: sirius black, ch: mercy: daphne greengrass, ch: squib: astro black, ch: swap: hannah potter, p: abby, p: ashton, p: emmy, p: giles, p: lisa, p: veetee

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So...you guys are planning my welcome home party, right?

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	eris \| mr tumnus ~ post talking to bran harlotstarlet 2013-07-07 08:53 pm UTC (link)
	I don't want to love you because when you leave you take my heart with you. And what's left just hurts and I just want it to stop. It won't stop until people can't hurt me anymore. They can't hurt me if I don't love them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

eris | mr tumnus | astro ~ post talking to bran

bestisyettocome
2013-07-08 12:20 am UTC (link)

You don't think every time they took you and Astro away that I wasn't hurt? I'm glad I hurt and you know what, I'm glad you're in pain because it only strengthens our love for each other. Bran and Juni got married, so fucking what. Honestly, I'm not surprised. All of you are fucking high and/or drunk, they're young, dumb, and in love and hell..let them have this moment. If I had half the balls Bran has, I would have married you and Astro by now. Think on it. I am in love with you. I am in love with Astro and I wouldn't want it any other way. And your mum...its like another you..only scarier.

I have my family at home, I don't have you.

And I want to be here because you're here. If you stop loving me now, I'll have no reason to be here anymore.

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eris | mr tumnus | astro ~ post talking to bran

harlotstarlet
2013-07-08 12:58 am UTC (link)

It hurts all the time, Harry. I'm sad all the time and I don't want to be. I want to be happy again, the way it was before I lost you. You told me not to fall in love with you. Do you remember that? I do. But I did it anyway and now my heart just breaks all the time.

I can't handle anyone else right now, Harry. I just want you to be here, even when I tell you that I don't want you to be here.

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	eris \| mr tumnus \| astro ~ post talking to bran bestisyettocome 2013-07-08 01:01 am UTC (link)
	Why are you sad? I'm here now. Older. I know things. Things you'll both enjoy, I promise. I'm here and I want to be here because of you both. I wasn't planning on leaving anyways. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eris \| mr tumnus \| astro ~ post talking to bran blackro 2013-07-08 01:46 am UTC (link)
	I want to say I would have stayed if I had seen this earlier but...I don't think it's true. I'll try and hurry back if you two want me to... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eris \| mr tumnus \| astro ~ post talking to bran bestisyettocome 2013-07-08 02:34 am UTC (link)
	...what isn't true? We need you to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eris \| mr tumnus \| astro ~ post talking to bran blackro 2013-07-08 02:40 am UTC (link)
	That I would have stayed. I don't doubt that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eris \| mr tumnus \| astro ~ post talking to bran bestisyettocome 2013-07-08 02:43 am UTC (link)
	Why wouldn't you have stayed? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eris \| mr tumnus \| astro ~ post talking to bran blackro 2013-07-08 02:45 am UTC (link)
	Fogs clearing and I need to breathe. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eris \| mr tumnus \| astro ~ post talking to bran bestisyettocome 2013-07-08 03:02 am UTC (link)
	I'll still be here when the fog is gone, waiting. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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