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Turgon the Wise | Sarafinwë Turukáno ([info]turukano) wrote in [info]compass_network,
@ 2013-05-05 01:40:00

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Entry tags:!open, maryanne walker (oe), ~john mitchell (oe), ~tony stark

Death touches this island in wicked ways. In too many ways, too frequently, really. And there is no service we might do for all those who fall, whether we know them or not.

But I thought it might.. be more equal and respectful to erect a stone wall and write the names of those who pass upon it. Each of them! Even if they are gone before now. And let there stand a permanent marker to their lives here. A collective marker, rather than individual stones. Are we not a community of misfits? Lost in the void. For though, when we die and leave this place, we are leaving behind a piece of ourselves. We have irrevocably touched each other in many ways by simply being here, and so we might honor those influences by remembering those who come and go.

And with such a wall we may let our names and theirs stand in testimony to the future inhabitants of this island. I am under no illusions and believe that one day all the original dwellers will be gone from this place. And who should remember us but the stones and the streams and the lonely streets?

Let us leave our legacy, if only in name, if not in deeds.



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[info]tuor
2013-05-06 05:42 am UTC (link)
Eärendil! Nay, nay you must be wrong.

Take my son from the list.

Take it off.

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[info]maryanne_walker
2013-05-06 05:44 am UTC (link)
He was older. I'm sorry Tuor.

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[info]tuor
2013-05-06 05:45 am UTC (link)
He should not be on there! It will frighten him, and my wife.

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[info]itarille
2013-05-06 05:49 am UTC (link)
Tuor!

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[info]tuor
2013-05-06 05:49 am UTC (link)
Do not worry my love, he is here with me, playing with his boat on the floor He is fine. He is laughing.

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[info]itarille
2013-05-06 05:58 am UTC (link)
Do not let him from your sight!

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[info]tuor
2013-05-06 06:04 am UTC (link)
I will not. I shall not let anything happen to him. I promise.

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[info]maryanne_walker
2013-05-06 06:03 am UTC (link)
That's why I... Added that little bit in the parentheses. But I didn't know how ya'll would feel about not having him remembered.

I'll remember him regardless. He was beautiful. Like you, and your wife. Even in death

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[info]tuor
2013-05-06 06:04 am UTC (link)
He is but a little boy. Have mercy.

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[info]maryanne_walker
2013-05-06 06:09 am UTC (link)
I'm not putting his name on. I don't have that kind of skill. Right now he's just on a piece of paper.

I just.... If it were my son, I'd want him remembered. That's what I was thinking about. I was thinking about Tim.

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[info]tuor
2013-05-06 06:10 am UTC (link)
My son does not need to be remembered. He is alive. He is only four years old.

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[info]maryanne_walker
2013-05-06 06:15 am UTC (link)
Okay.

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[info]itarille
2013-05-06 05:45 am UTC (link)
Nay! My child! You are wrong.

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[info]maryanne_walker
2013-05-06 05:50 am UTC (link)
Unfortunately... I don't forget anybody who's been here.

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[info]itarille
2013-05-06 05:59 am UTC (link)
Have you no mercy? He's a child.

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[info]maryanne_walker
2013-05-06 06:06 am UTC (link)
He was a man, full grown when he was here before. I didn't kill him. I just remember.

I was the first one here, besides the fabled 'little girl'.

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[info]itarille
2013-05-06 06:14 am UTC (link)
You have no heart! To tell a mother and a father that their son has died! Died before he is a man grown.

You are cruel and without mercy.

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[info]maryanne_walker
2013-05-06 06:20 am UTC (link)
I didn't say he died. Just that he was here. The people who disappear, we don't know what happens to them.

I wasn't doing it to be cruel! Do you think I like remembering every face? Every name? I'd love to forget. I'd love to not feel the weight of their being here as if it's my fault. I loved some of them. They were my family.

I look for every single person.

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[info]itarille
2013-05-06 06:40 am UTC (link)
Nay only that you did not kill him.

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[info]maryanne_walker
2013-05-06 06:46 am UTC (link)
I didn't kill him. I promise. I haven't killed anybody in over a year.

I looked for him. Never found him. His scent just ended. There was no blood, no... anything. That's how they disappear, b

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[info]itarille
2013-05-06 07:01 am UTC (link)
Stop! Stop it. I beg you! He's a child. His name Eärendil was given to him by his father and it means sea lover, and Ardamírë a name I gave him myself. It means the Jewel of Arda.

He is four summers old, he has straw colored hair and grey eyes. He likes to build boats and set them afloat in the fountains with his grandfather.

During the harvests he likes to run about with his father and aid the elves.

He's right handed like his father, too, and from him he has learned to hold a sword. For his first birthday the entire city celebrated, and for his fourth we gave him armor and a shield emblazoned with the heraldic device of his father's house and my own.

He speaks Quenya and some Sindarin, but his knowledge in the Common Tongue is limited. He wants to sail the seas and the first words he learned was a song his father sang to him every night since the day he was born.

He's my son and he is more than a name. He is more than anything you shall ever know or believe of him.

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[info]maryanne_walker
2013-05-06 07:22 am UTC (link)
He was full grown, before. I want to say he was taller than Tuor, but I haven't been that close to either to be absolutely sure, and I'm short, everyone is tall to me. But he still had sandy colored hair and grey eyes. He was a beautiful mix between you and Tuor.

I don't know how old he was, I never asked.

He was nice. That's the reason he's on that list. Because he disappeared. Not because he died. There are a lot that just disappeared. The Winchesters, The Kinneys and The of Locksleys. The Banners. The Petrellis... They deserve to be remembered too, because they left their mark. On my soul. With at least one person.

It's not an honor to you, as his mother, that he left an impression with someone, as a grown man, enough that he should be remembered? A good impression?

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[info]itarille
2013-05-06 07:42 am UTC (link)
Nay! It brings me no comfort or honor! It brings me pain and I beg you twice now cease your words!

My heart is broken.

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[info]maryanne_walker
2013-05-06 07:51 am UTC (link)
Are you not reading what I've written? Why are you heart broken? Because he was here? Because he's not now? Are you fucking insane? I didn't say anywhere that he was dead. Just that he was here. Get your head out of your ass.

You can't erase my memory. And shame on you for not wanting him to be remembered.

Now you shut up. Because I'm tired of reading your selfish self pity.

Fucking elves

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Maryanne | Mitchell - [info]hamrammr, 2013-05-06 09:52 am UTC
Maryanne | Mitchell - [info]maryanne_walker, 2013-05-06 10:03 am UTC
Maryanne | Mitchell - [info]hamrammr, 2013-05-06 10:08 am UTC
Maryanne | Mitchell - [info]maryanne_walker, 2013-05-06 06:19 pm UTC
Maryanne | Mitchell - [info]hamrammr, 2013-05-06 06:34 pm UTC
Maryanne | Mitchell - [info]maryanne_walker, 2013-05-07 03:19 am UTC
Maryanne | Mitchell - [info]hamrammr, 2013-05-07 06:27 am UTC
Maryanne | Mitchell - [info]maryanne_walker, 2013-05-07 06:50 am UTC
Maryanne | Mitchell - [info]hamrammr, 2013-05-07 06:56 am UTC
Maryanne | Mitchell - [info]maryanne_walker, 2013-05-07 07:07 am UTC
Maryanne | Mitchell - [info]hamrammr, 2013-05-08 06:23 am UTC
Maryanne | Mitchell - [info]maryanne_walker, 2013-05-08 07:08 am UTC
Maryanne | Mitchell - [info]hamrammr, 2013-05-08 12:01 pm UTC
Maryanne | Mitchell - [info]maryanne_walker, 2013-05-08 10:22 pm UTC
Maryanne | Mitchell - [info]hamrammr, 2013-05-09 05:56 am UTC
Maryanne | Mitchell - [info]maryanne_walker, 2013-05-09 06:12 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]itarille, 2013-05-06 10:40 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]tuor, 2013-05-06 02:19 pm UTC
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(no subject) - [info]tuor, 2013-05-06 02:29 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]itarille, 2013-05-06 02:36 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]tuor, 2013-05-06 03:01 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]maryanne_walker, 2013-05-06 06:17 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]tuor, 2013-05-06 06:20 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]maryanne_walker, 2013-05-06 06:34 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]hamrammr, 2013-05-06 07:25 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]tuor, 2013-05-06 07:46 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]hamrammr, 2013-05-06 08:53 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]tuor, 2013-05-06 09:01 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]hamrammr, 2013-05-06 09:47 pm UTC
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(no subject) - [info]hamrammr, 2013-05-07 06:23 am UTC

[info]hamrammr
2013-05-06 09:49 am UTC (link)
I can understand your grief. But my descendants are on that list as well.

But be kind to Maryanne and don't ever accuse of her of having no heart. She has one of the biggest hearts I know. She only wants to say that your son mattered to her. Isn't that a good thing? To know your son mattered?

He doesn't even have to come from the same world as you. There are worlds that are close to ours but not exactly like ours. There is another 'me' here. There are things he has experienced that I experienced and that things that have been different for him. The child you cared for might still be alive.

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(no subject) - [info]itarille, 2013-05-06 10:35 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]hamrammr, 2013-05-06 10:52 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]itarille, 2013-05-06 02:44 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]hamrammr, 2013-05-06 05:40 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]itarille, 2013-05-06 07:15 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]hamrammr, 2013-05-06 07:43 pm UTC

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