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Tweak says, "Where did I leave my keys?"

Maryanne Elizabeth Walker (maryanne_walker) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2022-05-13 00:54:00

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!open, alexander hamilton, maryanne walker (oe)

My head still hurts. I think mixing Blue and Beer was a baaad idea.

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maryanne_walker
2022-05-13 07:30 am UTC (link)

Does he?

Yeeaaah I was a good 100 pounds heavier.

I have two seasons when babies can happen, December 1st through March 1st, and June 1st through July 15th. The June 1st one is because of a wish, one Clint made. I don't know if I'll still have it because I was a man all through last June 1st to July 15th. If that's too much information sorry. Male ~~Pheromones~~ scents are a bitch during this time.

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	unimpeachable 2022-05-13 10:01 am UTC (link)
	Oh yeah. I mean maybe I shouldn’t be announcing this for him, but I’m sure he wouldn’t mind for you. Shiiiiit That explains a lot. [Private] You’ve got yourself a man now, right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

maryanne_walker
2022-05-13 10:46 am UTC (link)

~~Maybe I could associate the smell with someone else I ad~~ I'll shoot him a message. Just gotta get something more than text to speech to work.

That said! I would do it all over again. There's probably a lot I don't remember, but what I do remember, I had fun.

Yeah I thought it would. During the last days it's almost like the scents are stronger, even though I know they aren't.

[Private]

Eh, yes and no? Yes, he wants to do dirty things to me, and no because he's married to someone he was in love with in school, so not exclusively to me. Why?

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	unimpeachable 2022-05-13 10:10 pm UTC (link)
	If I was a real gentleman, I'd offer to bring it myself. It was a real good night. And don't worry - there is plenty of video evidence to jog your memory, thanks in no small part to my loving son. [Private] ~~Because I'm a bad, bad man~~ I was just curious. I noticed you at the ball in France, and wondered ~~how serious you were~~ about him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

maryanne_walker
2022-05-13 10:48 pm UTC (link)

You don't lose any gentleman points with me, you probably have a whole orchestra, made entirely of drums, playing in your head too. Plus I'm on my bathroom floor, and while I like you a whole lot it's not exactly a position I want you to find me in.

Lord. I'm just waiting to see what my daughter got. She was just drinking beer.

[Private]

Ah. Well, he has a farm girl fetish too, and AJ certainly is easy on the eyes.

Don't think I was too preoccupied that I didn't notice you too, ~~and your lady~~ you looked quite handsome.

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	unimpeachable 2022-05-13 11:01 pm UTC (link)
	I told you I get loopy on wine, and the kid was lining up shots. What ~~the fuck~~ did I raise?! Sure, sure, I'm a vision of dignity today. It's going to be quite the compilation. [Private] Oh, shit. Is that not kind of awkward for you? Well, thank you. You were pretty easy on the eyes yourself. ~~I was kinda jealous~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

maryanne_walker
2022-05-13 11:32 pm UTC (link)

Haha, an adorable ~~little shit~~ young gentleman! Laughing hurts. Mine knew what she was doing too. "This will make it take longer for you to get loopy".

That might be why she hasn't posted it yet.

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Nah, not too. He wasn't exactly into men.

Thank you. I.. kind of did it on purpose, but either Marie Antoinette's style was more revealing than I realized or the dress maker wasn't a fan.

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	unimpeachable 2022-05-13 11:55 pm UTC (link)
	Oh sure, that must be it! He’s a good kid, he knew I needed to let loose a little. A lot. She’ll strike when you least expect it. [Private] Gotcha. Oh, so you knew what you were doing? I believe that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2022-05-14 03:37 am UTC (link)
	He is a good kid. A very good kid, and sweet as pie too. So you did everything right. Yep. Probably drag it out on my birthday, because why not. [Private] Besides, he's a good guy. And he deserve someone like AJ. The wardrobe malfunction was not intentional though, so if you got flashed, I do apologize. I hope to god I did not flash Mr Darcy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	unimpeachable 2022-05-14 07:00 am UTC (link)
	Thank you. I'm very proud to call him my son. Sure, sure, I'll look forward to that. [Private] Hang on, he's just made eyes at her, or he's actually slept with your ex wife now? ~~This is like one of Madrigal's~~ Oh, you didn't flash me. I was just ~~a sucker for~~ enjoying seeing what ~~you~~ some the ladies would've looked like in my own time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

maryanne_walker
2022-05-14 07:29 am UTC (link)

I'm going to gush just a little more, he is very talented too.

I have until November to bribe her. So I need something good. I might have to do a hunt for a rare, and possibly very expensive, guitar.

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He just jokingly mentioned something. And I was doing research, because I haven't been with AJ in over a year, but I suddenly wasn't a man anymore.

Okay, good. ~~I think~~ Stays are very inappropriately named. I don't think I flashed Mr. Darcy either, because I danced with Rawdon after him and I think he would have said something. ~~I hope~~ Brain function is not at the greatest.

But, since we have the dresses, though, I don't see why they couldn't be used more often. It would be a shame for all that lace and silk and pretty to gather dust.

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unimpeachable
2022-05-14 08:02 am UTC (link)

Musically? That's good to know. He seems to have had the opportunity here to explore his own passions, without the same level of career pressure he'd have had back home. ~~At some point, I must've eased off~~

~~Jokingly mentioning someone's ex sound~~ ~~What sort of re~~

Crawley? He'd probably have filmed it!

Oh, you definitely should. I'd certainly enjoy it, if no one else does.

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maryanne_walker
2022-05-14 08:25 am UTC (link)

As his teacher he does me proud. I mean listening to him play just makes my heart sing. Not to mention listening to him sing.

Alexander, no, you can't tell me that. Normally I don't mind showing, but I like to do it on my terms, not because I was being period appropriate.

If I do, at least, I'll probably be wearing more clothes. And probably not the stays. Because the whole station doesn't need to see the goods.

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	Re: Private unimpeachable 2022-05-14 08:35 am UTC (link)
	That’s wonderful to know. I was far too wasted to appreciate his karaoke skills. I’m sorry, I forget myself. ~~I’m just hungover and lon~~ I’ll back off. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private maryanne_walker 2022-05-14 08:45 am UTC (link)
	Oh I was too, but in class I'm never drunk. Shit. What's today? No I was just messing around. I was basically hoping you'd tell me that I'm fretting over nothing that nobody noticed a thing, that I don't have to bury myself under a rock in the park. You're fine. You're one person that doesn't have to back off anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private unimpeachable 2022-05-14 09:23 am UTC (link)
	Tuesday? Wednesday? Either way I doubt Philip is coming to class. He’s not awake. I appreciate that, but you’d just apologized to me, and here I am stirring it up again when you’ve already got a man, and I’m near tears if anyone even alludes to my wife, ~~and I’m pining for~~ I’m just… I don't mean any harm, but I think you know that already. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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maryanne_walker
2022-05-14 09:42 am UTC (link)

Oh, good. I'm related to my other students, and they already know I'm not getting off this bathroom floor.

I have no claims on anyone, and neither does anyone on me. But, I know how you feel. I can hardly stand the smell of coffee without wanting to breakdown. Still. I'm lonely without being alone.

I do. I do know that. But I do know that I like the way you make me feel, it's a few seconds where it doesn't hurt to breathe. Even if nothing comes of it. And they are just words. If they don't hurt you, they definitely don't hurt me.

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	Re: Private unimpeachable 2022-05-14 10:05 am UTC (link)
	That’s it. Last night was a great distraction, but the reality is setting in again. Ugh, hangovers. I understand that completely. I’m glad that you like it too, I don’t want to cause you any heartache. Words can be dangerous, but it sounds like we’re on the same page. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private maryanne_walker 2022-05-14 10:28 am UTC (link)
	Well, your son did post that dirty song you sang. You could prolong the distraction... If your hangover would allow it. You like it? That's why I apologized, because I thought that the things I said were hurt you. And that was the last thing I wanted. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private unimpeachable 2022-05-14 10:40 am UTC (link)
	Oh my god I’m mortified. Little asshole. Not so little. Most of the time. Sometimes I feel guilty, but that’s not on you. I was a hell of a player before Eliza, but she tamed the tom cat out of me. Mostly. I need to visualise a disappointed look and then I behave again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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maryanne_walker
2022-05-14 11:01 am UTC (link)

Don't be. I don't know how I was even able to walk home after that. Let alone without a limp. Though I don't remember walking home so... I know for next time, if I am of the male persuasion, no tight jeans.

I can't say I know her, and would know her heart, but I know about the good things she did, the things she started... And someone that would do the things she did, I don't think she'd want you miserable, Alexander.

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	Re: Private unimpeachable 2022-05-14 12:03 pm UTC (link)
	Haha, well in that case, you’re welcome, I regret nothing, and I really should do some song research for the next time. She’s the kindest, sweetest person I’ve ever known. She really wouldn’t. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private maryanne_walker 2022-05-14 05:11 pm UTC (link)
	If you get underwear thrown at you, I can't be held responsible. Maybe skirts should be crossed off wardrobe list if I'm not a man. Then do things that make you happy, without guilt. If that's being a shameless flirt, then welcome to the club. Question, do you play poker? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private unimpeachable 2022-05-14 10:02 pm UTC (link)
	~~I don't even know what that would~~ ~~Oh fuck I~~ I'm so confused. I'm far too hungover for this. ~~Why?~~ Everything hurts. Yeah. Maybe the guilt will go one day. Not well. I'm not much of a gambler. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private maryanne_walker 2022-05-15 03:09 am UTC (link)
	I'll explain, and probably apologize profusely, later after the pain subsides. You'll meet somebody that will make you happy enough that the heart will override the head. Because you are a good man, and you deserve to be happy. Really? I would have bet on you giving Rawdon a run for his money. But money isn't usually used in poker games here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)