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Tweak says, "i love kelly"

Maryanne Elizabeth Walker (maryanne_walker) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2022-05-13 00:54:00

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!open, alexander hamilton, maryanne walker (oe)

My head still hurts. I think mixing Blue and Beer was a baaad idea.

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	Re: Private unimpeachable 2022-05-14 12:03 pm UTC (link)
	Haha, well in that case, you’re welcome, I regret nothing, and I really should do some song research for the next time. She’s the kindest, sweetest person I’ve ever known. She really wouldn’t. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private maryanne_walker 2022-05-14 05:11 pm UTC (link)
	If you get underwear thrown at you, I can't be held responsible. Maybe skirts should be crossed off wardrobe list if I'm not a man. Then do things that make you happy, without guilt. If that's being a shameless flirt, then welcome to the club. Question, do you play poker? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private unimpeachable 2022-05-14 10:02 pm UTC (link)
	~~I don't even know what that would~~ ~~Oh fuck I~~ I'm so confused. I'm far too hungover for this. ~~Why?~~ Everything hurts. Yeah. Maybe the guilt will go one day. Not well. I'm not much of a gambler. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private maryanne_walker 2022-05-15 03:09 am UTC (link)
	I'll explain, and probably apologize profusely, later after the pain subsides. You'll meet somebody that will make you happy enough that the heart will override the head. Because you are a good man, and you deserve to be happy. Really? I would have bet on you giving Rawdon a run for his money. But money isn't usually used in poker games here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private unimpeachable 2022-05-15 08:47 am UTC (link)
	I'll take notes. ~~I already~~ Maybe in time, yeah. Thank you. You do too, you know. Less of this 'deserves someone like AJ' shit. No, no, he's another level. I prefer more calculated risks. Oh, sure, I thought that's what you were getting at. ~~That's one way to figure out what kind~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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maryanne_walker
2022-05-15 09:41 am UTC (link)

It'll be a cautionary tale about tequila, with some Elvis education sprinkled in.

I'm too broken. I don't have what's needed for that level of a relationship, left. Clint took it all with him, and if there was anything left behind at all, it'll probably die next year with Tony. Besides, Peter is a good man. ~~I'm just a slut that sleeps with other women's husbands. Or wants to.~~ Before you start thinking this is the post drunken sad, I am not in a puddle on my bathroom floor. It's me not being in denial.

Okay if poker isn't your game, what is?

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unimpeachable
2022-05-15 10:53 pm UTC (link)

Lots of nonsense words, Maryanne. I was more hurting my head about ~~why you wouldn't wear a skirt and~~ what is considered underwear these days. Don't tell me now, please lord save it for the tequila and elvis chat.

I'm sorry. You've been through too much. ~~And here I'm crying about~~ If I'm ever too much, if I cause you pain rather than joy, you just shut me down, ok? Then I'll know that as long as you're not complaining, we're all good. ~~I feel like I've taken advantage of your~~

I don't know, I don't really have one. Maybe I should get Crawley to teach me and get back to you on that.

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maryanne_walker
2022-05-16 04:14 am UTC (link)

Tequila is a Spanish whiskey, its dangerous because it's good. Elvis is the King of Rock and Roll, more nonsense words I know, he is an experience you need to have, but not one you should have hungover. And... I could show you what's considered underwear. How I do that will depend on the mood.

I keep getting up. This wont conquer me, it's just taking longer than I'd like to get back up, and old tricks aren't exactly working. You will never be too much. I could listen to you talk until you're hoarse, and I could read anything you wrote until my eyes bleed. About whatever you feel like writing about or talking about. Especially if you're passionate about it. You'll have to do the same for me, if I become too much feel free to tell me to go jump in the lake.

I felt a sudden sense of doom reading those words, but I'm down for a challenge, get him to teach you all the tricks. Until then, what about billiards?

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unimpeachable
2022-05-16 09:47 pm UTC (link)

Oh no, no, we don't talk about booze right now. I cannot. Promises, promises. I'll look forward to that particular bit of education.

You're strong, but sometimes you don't want to have to be strong anymore. ~~I get that~~ High praise indeed, but I'll hold you to it. I always have too much to say. I will - if we know we can tell each other when there's a crossed line, then it's kind of freeing, and no one needs to start apologising for nothing, okay?

Ah, because you know that when I put my mind to learning something, I don't know how to go at it half-assed? Billiards I know, yeah.

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maryanne_walker
2022-05-17 04:41 am UTC (link)

Sorry sorry. I will have you know I keep my promises. But I will say, I am very glad I am not a man right now, because that statement would have brought on a lot of pain, now as is I am tempted to crawl into my shower and turn on the cold water. If you had it your way, would the showing of the modern underthings be worn? Or a tasteful displayed on a dress form?

I don't know what that would feel like, having to be strong for one reason or another has been something I've had to do since I was four. Where you are concerned I don't think there is too much, but I've also not been across the table from you while you're angry. I can agree to that. And for reference, no lines, of mine, have been crossed in this whole conversation. I'm fairly certain that, because I trust you, that there are no lines.

I don't think you go half-assed at anything, but also, if Rawdon Crawley wanted to see everyone on the station naked he'd challenge everyone to a game of cards, and this place would be a nudist colony in three to five hands. But I'm not discouraged! How about a game of Billiards, Tuesday evening, and I'll bring along my knowledge of Tequila, Elvis, and underwear?

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unimpeachable
2022-05-17 10:50 pm UTC (link)

If I'm ever asked that question, and honestly respond that I want it 'tastefully displayed', just shoot me, I've obviously lost the will to live then. Of course worn, although I suppose it might rather depend on who's doing the wearing.

It would make you nervous? Someone displaying anger, I mean? I'll never hit you. I'll promise you right now, even if I get furiously angry for some reason, I'll not hurt you. You have my word.

Ha, yes, I believe he could. Tuesday it is. What a hell of a combination.

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maryanne_walker
2022-05-18 03:14 am UTC (link)

Laughing doesn't hurt as bad as it did. I would be doing the wearing, because I don't know anyone as shameless and modesty free as me, that would also be able to stand still through whatever.

No, I had to deal with it for thirteen years, it takes a lot for me to be nervous, as far as emotions go. I'd like to think if I made you mad enough that you wanted to hit me, that I'd be able to keep you from doing it. I've got quick reflexes. But I trust you. And I hope I never make you that mad.

It all ties in, you'll see.

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	Re: Private unimpeachable 2022-05-18 03:27 pm UTC (link)
	Good. Definitely worn. You think you can stand through whatever? Interesting. What did you mean, then? About sitting across from me when I was angry? Of course you could stop me, but it doesn't mean you should have to. I won't put you in that position, and not just because you could easily crush me. Okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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maryanne_walker
2022-05-18 08:28 pm UTC (link)

Uh-oh, have I unknowingly issued a challenge? But yes, I can stand through most things, and maybe stand still.

Well, I was being covertly perverse. I've only read about your temper, and how strong it is, and how you might have to use it when arguing with some of the hardest headed men of the country, I just imagine I would be like in that position. Likely if I made you angry at me, unless I was angry at you, I'd do my best to fix it. I don't want to be cut by that silver tongue. But I think you seriously overestimate my powers, the only things that are different when I'm human is my vision, sense of smell, balance and reflexes. I'm also very bendy, and can kind of sense danger, no where as well as Miguel or Peter, but my fight or flight is strong.

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	Re: Private unimpeachable 2022-05-18 10:38 pm UTC (link)
	Noted. I'm really trying not to let it get the better of me here. There are certainly a few things I know would set me off, but I think you're very unlikely to push those buttons. Can you not just change at will, though? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private maryanne_walker 2022-05-19 04:28 am UTC (link)
	~~Shit~~ May I ask what those buttons are, so I can knowingly avoid them? I can, but it's not an instantaneous thing. Nor is it a quiet thing, and I still have control over myself when I'm furry, which is pretty powerful because some people don't. One of these days I'm going to have to let you see me change. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private unimpeachable 2022-05-19 06:40 am UTC (link)
	For real temper - talk shit about my mother, or my ~~illegit~~ background, or my heritage. Or talk down to me, to put it simply. I've got a thicker skin these days, but I have my limits before I just snap and prove them right. You won't hit them, I'm sure of it. Alright. ~~That help~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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maryanne_walker
2022-05-19 07:42 am UTC (link)

Oh, I definitely will not, my grandmother would rise from the grave and slap me silly if I even thought about doing any of that. Though... People who make me mad do tend to get talked down to, but I'm more than sure that you'd never do anything to hurt my kids, so I think we're safe there.

You'd have to be okay with seeing me naked, for me to show you the shift though.

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	Re: Private unimpeachable 2022-05-19 09:53 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. Philip is another hot topic. At whatever age he is. But I know you adore him, so we’re good there. Well, I’ve already agreed to use you as an underwear model, what’s one layer less. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private maryanne_walker 2022-05-19 10:21 am UTC (link)
	Of course, because no matter how old he is, he's still your baby. And it's more than my adoration that keeps him safe, like my children, I would lay down my life for him. Haha, how about we see how you do with the underwear first. I wouldn't want to go from something that could be fun to something that could be intense. And I'm not referring to the naked part. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private unimpeachable 2022-05-19 10:28 am UTC (link)
	That’s really good to know. Oh God no, I was thinking totally different days. Let’s not over complicate it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private maryanne_walker 2022-05-19 10:56 am UTC (link)
	One parent to another, I know what your kid means to you. Oh good, that's a relief. It may have to be a drinking night, that that happens on. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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