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Brynhild Ingouf (brynhild_ingouf) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2020-05-29 15:24:00

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!open, brynhild, dan foster, edward kenway, jacob frye, johnn redel, kelan, miguel o'hara, thor, zatanna

Filtered away from Astrid and Brenna
I have an odd request: Many humans offered their blood to me last time and the response brought me to tears. Are there any nonhumans that would offer the same?

Here is why I ask: A friend brought up the idea that I do not have to outlive everyone, that my 'immortality' could go away, for the lack of better words. Another seems to think this may end my life, but brought up a loop hole when I told him of the way I know of to remove my vampirism, to stave off of human blood. And I hope my self-loathing will be enough to open a door close to the time before I killed my Master so that I might do it again.

The reason I need to feed, and can't just go without blood all together, is I will lose selfcontrol. I will be come a ravenous beast, and that is not something I ever want to be, let alone on a floating island.

For those of you that are finding out about my vampirism this way, I am sorry. I did intend to be more delicate with it but opportunity did not present itself.

I am tired of being repulsive. I'm tired of outliving everyone I love, but I am not ready for an unnatural death.

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	Bryn \| Jacob brynhild_ingouf 2020-06-01 07:51 am UTC (link)
	Well if it's the right person they'll still be flattered by it, possibly even flirt back. Not that I've seen, but I mainly see him in a checked shirt and dungarees. Or naked, in the tub. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob derailedatrain 2020-06-01 01:59 pm UTC (link)
	That is my general aim, flirtation is good for you. If he did you likely would have noticed it, we're not a subtle bunch. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob brynhild_ingouf 2020-06-01 08:43 pm UTC (link)
	Agreed! It's very good for the self esteem. You have been especially good for my soul since you got here. A better person to ask would be Applejack, he works with her up on the farm. And the esteemed Captain will be joining us. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob derailedatrain 2020-06-01 09:03 pm UTC (link)
	Jacob Frye, good for the soul. I like that a lot, I may need to embroider it on a pillow. I'll keep that in mind. I knew he wouldn't refuse if there was a chance to not only drink but also show off his tattoos. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob brynhild_ingouf 2020-06-01 10:48 pm UTC (link)
	Can you do embroidery? Have you found the farm? If you're particularly sneaky you may be able to go up there and spy on him and see for yourself. Jacob you shouldn't mention these things, I don't need to be foaming at the mouth for someone who isn't interested. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob derailedatrain 2020-06-01 10:57 pm UTC (link)
	I can sew, embroidery can't be too difficult. You know, that sounds a bit like something that would happen in something like the book you lent me. Spying on an outlaw cowboy. I think you're giving up too easily on the captain. But if it helps I also have a couple tattoos. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob brynhild_ingouf 2020-06-01 11:10 pm UTC (link)
	I wish you luck, I can sew, but I can't do embroidery. Well, that might be the running theme in many of the cowboy bodice rippers. Ah so I can foam at the mouth for you both? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob derailedatrain 2020-06-01 11:50 pm UTC (link)
	That doesn't give me much hope, to be honest. What can I say, I have a good sense for filth. But I will have to pay a visit to the farm at some point, I haven't taken the time to explore out that far. Yes, of course. What's wrong with that? Better a reaction that makes me blush than no reaction at all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Bryn | Jacob

brynhild_ingouf
2020-06-02 04:32 am UTC (link)

It takes patience, something I didn't have. So I picked up the sword and let my sisters decorate things in a pretty way.

You know how the spine keeps going? It's at the end closer to the first wheel. Be very careful at the other end.

No, nothing wrong at all. You blush?

This leads a curious question. You said you two were a package deal, what does that exactly entail?

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	Bryn \| Jacob derailedatrain 2020-06-02 04:38 am UTC (link)
	My sister and I used to stab each other with the needles when we thought gran wasn't looking. What's at the other end? I do not, and if Kenway says differently he's a liar and he was very drunk at the time so his memory cannot be trusted. I said we could be. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob brynhild_ingouf 2020-06-02 05:23 am UTC (link)
	I used to stab myself, in the finger, every time. A giant tree, from another planet. But there are creatures there too. Oh. Oh Jacob, you are very adorable. I will be able to now that who I'm feeding on has changed. Oh. Could. Well, what would that entail? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Bryn | Jacob

derailedatrain
2020-06-02 05:49 am UTC (link)

Ah, I think I see.

No, not at all. I ran a street gang, adorable is antithetical to my work. I swear, I'm violent and intimidating at all times. And anyway, I would much rather see you blush when you're able.

I am better at this when it's left to suggestion, I swear. Look, he's very handsome, even with that silly accent. I am delightful company, blushes or not. Why make a choice if you don't have to? Unless I am overstepping the mark here.

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	Bryn \| Jacob brynhild_ingouf 2020-06-02 06:31 am UTC (link)
	Be on your toes if you go up there Jacob. I'm sure you are very violent and intimidating. But also adorable. I'm much better when I flush instead. You aren't over stepping, I just wanted to be sure I hadn't misread the suggestion. And now my imagination is doing dreadful things. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob derailedatrain 2020-06-02 06:44 am UTC (link)
	I promise I shall be very careful. I would like to see that very much. Dreadful? Surely you meant delightful. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob brynhild_ingouf 2020-06-02 07:06 am UTC (link)
	And if you see a large cougar up there, bring it no harm. Likely you will. If you keep up talk like that. Maybe delightfully dreadful? Or dreadfully delightful. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob derailedatrain 2020-06-02 07:13 am UTC (link)
	There's a cougar? Perhaps I don't need to have my curiosity sated. Dreadfully delightful does sound better, but perhaps we can find better words altogether? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob brynhild_ingouf 2020-06-02 07:55 am UTC (link)
	Well, yes and no. She is one of us. Like a werewolf, only a cougar instead. With what is playing in my mind, I think words would escape, hopefully, all parties involved. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Bryn | Jacob

derailedatrain
2020-06-02 08:06 am UTC (link)

Ah. I would say that makes more sense, only she is a werecougar. In space. Along with a pirate, a vampire and the most charming knight of the garter there ever was.

I don't know, sometimes a little verbal guidance doesn't go amiss. I like to know how I'm doing. Though if the captain decides to start shouting orders to us like we were his crew I may have to slap him.

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	Bryn \| Jacob brynhild_ingouf 2020-06-02 08:37 am UTC (link)
	Her affliction is not contagious though, it is genetic. Three of her ten children carry the same gene, yet it displays differently in all four. And either this is real, or perhaps you should stay away from whatever it is you drank last night. I'm afraid I might ruin the mood if he does. Because I'd find it amusing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob derailedatrain 2020-06-02 02:49 pm UTC (link)
	Don't tell me this whole month has been a dream and I'm back in my flat in London asleep. I would be very upset to discover that you were just a figment of my imagination. If laughter can ruin a mood then a mood deserves to be ruined. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob brynhild_ingouf 2020-06-02 08:08 pm UTC (link)
	Only me? You wouldn't be upset that the illustrious Captain was a figment? You know, I think you and I are going to have a lot of fun together. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob derailedatrain 2020-06-03 12:28 am UTC (link)
	Oh I would, certainly, though I at least know that he had existed at one point. My mind didn't create him out of nothing. You know, I think you're right. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob brynhild_ingouf 2020-06-03 04:07 am UTC (link)
	I could just be the product of a weird batch of mushrooms. And the Captain if he decides to grace us with his presence. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob derailedatrain 2020-06-03 05:56 am UTC (link)
	And thus my obsession with eating mushrooms before bed was born. I won't speak for Edward, but I'm fairly certain he will. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob brynhild_ingouf 2020-06-03 08:45 am UTC (link)
	I wonder what sort of dreams you'll have. Then I'll try to look forward, instead of down. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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