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Tweak says, "Whad'ye do w' a drunken sailor"

Brynhild Ingouf (brynhild_ingouf) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2020-05-29 15:24:00

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!open, brynhild, dan foster, edward kenway, jacob frye, johnn redel, kelan, miguel o'hara, thor, zatanna

Filtered away from Astrid and Brenna
I have an odd request: Many humans offered their blood to me last time and the response brought me to tears. Are there any nonhumans that would offer the same?

Here is why I ask: A friend brought up the idea that I do not have to outlive everyone, that my 'immortality' could go away, for the lack of better words. Another seems to think this may end my life, but brought up a loop hole when I told him of the way I know of to remove my vampirism, to stave off of human blood. And I hope my self-loathing will be enough to open a door close to the time before I killed my Master so that I might do it again.

The reason I need to feed, and can't just go without blood all together, is I will lose selfcontrol. I will be come a ravenous beast, and that is not something I ever want to be, let alone on a floating island.

For those of you that are finding out about my vampirism this way, I am sorry. I did intend to be more delicate with it but opportunity did not present itself.

I am tired of being repulsive. I'm tired of outliving everyone I love, but I am not ready for an unnatural death.

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	Bryn \| Jacob brynhild_ingouf 2020-06-02 07:06 am UTC (link)
	And if you see a large cougar up there, bring it no harm. Likely you will. If you keep up talk like that. Maybe delightfully dreadful? Or dreadfully delightful. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob derailedatrain 2020-06-02 07:13 am UTC (link)
	There's a cougar? Perhaps I don't need to have my curiosity sated. Dreadfully delightful does sound better, but perhaps we can find better words altogether? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob brynhild_ingouf 2020-06-02 07:55 am UTC (link)
	Well, yes and no. She is one of us. Like a werewolf, only a cougar instead. With what is playing in my mind, I think words would escape, hopefully, all parties involved. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Bryn | Jacob

derailedatrain
2020-06-02 08:06 am UTC (link)

Ah. I would say that makes more sense, only she is a werecougar. In space. Along with a pirate, a vampire and the most charming knight of the garter there ever was.

I don't know, sometimes a little verbal guidance doesn't go amiss. I like to know how I'm doing. Though if the captain decides to start shouting orders to us like we were his crew I may have to slap him.

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	Bryn \| Jacob brynhild_ingouf 2020-06-02 08:37 am UTC (link)
	Her affliction is not contagious though, it is genetic. Three of her ten children carry the same gene, yet it displays differently in all four. And either this is real, or perhaps you should stay away from whatever it is you drank last night. I'm afraid I might ruin the mood if he does. Because I'd find it amusing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob derailedatrain 2020-06-02 02:49 pm UTC (link)
	Don't tell me this whole month has been a dream and I'm back in my flat in London asleep. I would be very upset to discover that you were just a figment of my imagination. If laughter can ruin a mood then a mood deserves to be ruined. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob brynhild_ingouf 2020-06-02 08:08 pm UTC (link)
	Only me? You wouldn't be upset that the illustrious Captain was a figment? You know, I think you and I are going to have a lot of fun together. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob derailedatrain 2020-06-03 12:28 am UTC (link)
	Oh I would, certainly, though I at least know that he had existed at one point. My mind didn't create him out of nothing. You know, I think you're right. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob brynhild_ingouf 2020-06-03 04:07 am UTC (link)
	I could just be the product of a weird batch of mushrooms. And the Captain if he decides to grace us with his presence. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob derailedatrain 2020-06-03 05:56 am UTC (link)
	And thus my obsession with eating mushrooms before bed was born. I won't speak for Edward, but I'm fairly certain he will. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn \| Jacob brynhild_ingouf 2020-06-03 08:45 am UTC (link)
	I wonder what sort of dreams you'll have. Then I'll try to look forward, instead of down. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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