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Tweak says, "Argh! Sodding chip!"

Abigail Hobbs (abigail_hobbs) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2017-04-09 19:49:00

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abigail hobbs, finn collins, will graham

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Pop

I'm gonna ask Finn to come over. I need us all under the same roof.

Finn

Can you come over? Please.

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	abigail_hobbs 2017-04-13 12:18 am UTC (link)
	I wish I could do something to protect her. If she does try something, I can be the background with my rifle. Something that wouldn't call attention to me, you know? Yeah, okay. I think Pop will be okay either way. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_spacewalker 2017-04-13 01:08 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, exactly. But if something bad happened to you, or to her.. I can't say I'd... that things would go well after. Alright. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	abigail_hobbs 2017-04-13 02:17 am UTC (link)
	I'd be careful. I don't want to loss the life I have here or leave you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_spacewalker 2017-04-13 03:54 am UTC (link)
	Okay. And I know she'd appreciate your support. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	abigail_hobbs 2017-04-13 02:34 pm UTC (link)
	I wouldn't call it support. I'll never want her to go. It's more like protection from a distance. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_spacewalker 2017-04-14 03:27 am UTC (link)
	Maybe she wins, and none of us go? I have hope. Protection isn't a bad way to go. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	abigail_hobbs 2017-04-14 08:19 pm UTC (link)
	She wins, she goes. She doesn't want to be here anymore. It's all I can do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_spacewalker 2017-04-14 10:45 pm UTC (link)
	She wins, maybe something else happens? Where would she go? I mean she was born here, right? I'll stand beside you and hand you ammo? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	abigail_hobbs 2017-04-14 10:47 pm UTC (link)
	That's what I've been trying to point out to her! There's no other place for her! Or us! Or people like us! I love you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_spacewalker 2017-04-14 11:05 pm UTC (link)
	No... What I mean is, maybe something good happens. Something great. Like this place is less of a prison, and more of a home. She's going to do it, either way, so... hope for the best, prepare for the worst. I love you too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	abigail_hobbs 2017-04-15 12:16 am UTC (link)
	It is home already to me. That's too much of a maybe. No one's ever left and gone to someplace good. I don't want her to end up someplace bad. Like with my dad or on your ark. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_spacewalker 2017-04-15 12:57 am UTC (link)
	Maybe we'll all end up together. And I think your dad would have something to fear in her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	abigail_hobbs 2017-04-15 07:37 pm UTC (link)
	No one ends up together or they're not themselves. Papa didn't remember being Papa when I went back. She might not have powers if she leaves here; she might not even be able to exist. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_spacewalker 2017-04-15 11:44 pm UTC (link)
	I think this will be different. Maybe. I mean who's gone home because they've beat down the badguy? She might, though. She might win, and make everything great. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	abigail_hobbs 2017-04-16 07:41 pm UTC (link)
	The badguy? No, it won't be great if she goes. She's from a time when people had been on this island for generations and no one was ever able to stop the disappearances. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_spacewalker 2017-04-16 11:04 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, whoever, or whatever, is in the Spire. Or the spire itself. What if she doesn't go? Will she be, like, our queen? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	abigail_hobbs 2017-04-17 12:38 am UTC (link)
	You blame the man in the spire? Things can stay the same. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_spacewalker 2017-04-17 02:08 am UTC (link)
	For all the bad shit that's happened? Hell yes, I do. I don't know, I kinda like the idea of a queen that's powerful enough to end the badstuff. Not that I'm a coward, it's just... book worthy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	abigail_hobbs 2017-04-17 02:14 am UTC (link)
	He wasn't the one talking about killing Anders. I like what we have now. I am a coward. I'm terrified of losing you and Pop and all of this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_spacewalker 2017-04-17 02:40 am UTC (link)
	Babe, if he had done the things he was... If he was even talking about you the way he was the woman at the farm... I would have rang his neck myself. I know he was your friend, and I'm only sorry he's gone for that reason alone. I'll think good thoughts for us both then. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

abigail_hobbs
2017-04-17 03:12 am UTC (link)

Then you'd have to ring my neck too. I was influenced by a god too. And a bunch of people that slut shamed one of my papa's patients. And Adele's father if he comes back. He said horrible things about Sookie when they broke up. There's probably more over the years, I can't even think of them all.

Or you can choose not to kill because someone's rude, not kill over words ~~I had that fear with Papa, not you too.~~

Even if I'm gone tomorrow, you don't have to kill for me. You don't have to join Katherine's plans, whatever those plans are. I want you to have a long life.

Just keep the good thoughts. And be happy with me.

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_spacewalker
2017-04-17 03:36 am UTC (link)

He wasn't influenced by a god when he was saying all those things Abigail. He was talking about a person like they were some... thing that he could just stick his dick in. A person that someone else loved.

I wouldn't kill him, unless he actually put his hands on you, and you didn't want him to. Over words... I'd break his nose, if not a few other bones.

I love you, Abigail. I'd kill for you if you were gone tomorrow. I'd be on the front lines. I wouldn't care anymore. You're all I've got, all I have to lose.

I just... want to think of alternate versions of what might happen. Where I get to stay with you.

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abigail_hobbs
2017-04-17 03:46 am UTC (link)

He was. He had to live with that god in his head every day. He was never free of it. Maybe now he has some peace in death.

I should introduce you to Sookie, and Katherine, and the Sullys. Maybe someday Pop can be like your Pop-in-law. Especially if we're all under the same roof.

I shouldn't be your everything. Because I could be gone. I know you could be gone too. It sucks. It's a part of life.

You're here now. With me now. Let's enjoy that.

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	_spacewalker 2017-04-17 06:40 am UTC (link)
	He died? Maybe, though he has asked me to call him Will. Which is a little weird, but something I'll survive. I think. I don't like thinking about it. Yes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	abigail_hobbs 2017-04-17 05:59 pm UTC (link)
	That's what I think happened. That's not weird. His name's Will. If he asked you to call him Mike, that'd be weird. Let's cuddle and watch movies tonight. Not serious movies. Something silly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)