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Abigail Hobbs (abigail_hobbs) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2017-04-09 19:49:00

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abigail hobbs, finn collins, will graham

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Pop

I'm gonna ask Finn to come over. I need us all under the same roof.

Finn

Can you come over? Please.

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	_spacewalker 2017-04-18 08:57 pm UTC (link)
	No one found any bodies. That's an awful big accusation. They could be. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	abigail_hobbs 2017-04-18 09:10 pm UTC (link)
	They never found those girls my dad killed. Yeah. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_spacewalker 2017-04-19 03:54 am UTC (link)
	Yeah but this place is a lot smaller. And crawling with people that kinda have a knack for figuring that stuff out. Your Pop being one. Outright killing someone wouldn't be smart. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

abigail_hobbs
2017-04-19 03:46 pm UTC (link)

Killing them around the same time as disappearances is very smart.

Some people must know. I can't be the only one to notice that the people who get threatened 'disappear' afterwards.

I killed my dad when he was here. Pop probably knows. Others might too.

This isn't like my world or your ark. We don't have FBI locking people up and we don't float anyone. Which is a good thing. I'll take being afraid of dying over being afraid Jack Crawford locking me up any day.

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_spacewalker
2017-04-20 03:26 am UTC (link)

Yeah, but that would take knowing people are going to disappear. And when. I don't think anyone can know that. Besides the things that brought us here.

Who else has vanished after being threatened?

You probably did this place a service.

Sorry.

No it's not, but we've got people who aren't human, people who aren't real in most places. People who are more lawful good than anyone on the ark.

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abigail_hobbs
2017-04-20 06:57 pm UTC (link)

Or noticing the missing names right when it happened and then choosing to kill to make it seem like it was all part of the same group.

Who else? A girl not much older than me who talked about someone's picture. A mentally ill, possibly disabled woman that my Papa was treating. I don't want to think of any others. I'll have worse nightmares.

Lawful? Maryanne is the law here. She makes sure that we all know we're never, ever to cross her. She makes sure she knows we're not strong as her, not as smart as her and she causes us all to fear, triggers PTSD when we hear about the terrible ways she can make people suffer and die. Do you think she cared about the pain she caused me when she talked about putting people in cookpots or when she brought my Papa into her argument with Anders? It's her way, her law, too bad for my pain. You know all of this. We've talked about it before, about how we can all suffer through it in order to live. It's just the way life is here.

I don't know what's good. Some people probably think it's good that Anders is gone. Some people might think it's good that my dad and Nicholas Boyle are dead. Papa thought it was good that I was my Dad's lure because it allowed me to live. I thought Papa was good, no matter what.

I don't believe in good and bad anymore. Except for you and Pop and a few others that I know are good.

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	_spacewalker 2017-04-21 01:03 am UTC (link)
	She'd have to move exceptionally fast, and she lives outside the city. With children. ~~I think you'~~ Why don't you bring this up to other people if you think she's so bad? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

abigail_hobbs
2017-04-21 01:20 am UTC (link)

Other people have read the same scary things I have. They don't need reminders.

I know how to live with fear. I've done it all my life. So do other people here. Some of them are afraid of me.

It's best to just live our lives, enjoy them while we can. We'll have cuddles and movies tonight and I'll make you a big breakfast in the morning. Bacon or something different if you want.

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	_spacewalker 2017-04-21 02:31 am UTC (link)
	You have your reasons. You care about hers? ~~I know why she wanted to Anders bodily harm~~ who's afraid of you? I don't know.. I think I'm going to go to the shop. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	abigail_hobbs 2017-04-21 02:40 am UTC (link)
	I care about surviving and you and pop and Katherine and so many things. I don't want to lose anything more. Anyone who's seen me in the fog or when Hel was in my head or when I was fighting the zombie-robot things could be. But you said you'd definitely be here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_spacewalker 2017-04-21 02:58 am UTC (link)
	But you want her to care about you, and your stuff, right? Everybody was fighting the zombie-robot things, babe, even me. We were all doing what we could. I will be, I just need to think. ~~Or to get out of my head~~ I do that best when I've got some tools in my hands bending metal to my whim. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	abigail_hobbs 2017-04-21 03:07 am UTC (link)
	Who? Katherine? I felt scary, like it made me powerful, like I had some part of my dad in me. Oh. Is it okay if I ask Pop to stay with me until you get here? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_spacewalker 2017-04-21 03:12 am UTC (link)
	Maryanne. I was scared. But not of you. Yeah, that's fine. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	abigail_hobbs 2017-04-21 03:16 am UTC (link)
	I just want to stay off her radar. Me, my friends, papa, pop, you, all of us off the radar. Thanks. Okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_spacewalker 2017-04-21 06:16 am UTC (link)
	You know it's not completely bad to have someone that's a little scary. Not with all the stuff that happens here. And... Maybe it'll keep people from doing really bad things. I don't think she killed anybody though. No bodys, no blood... And she doesn't seem like a clean killer, she's a giant cat. You're sexy, not scary. I'll bring you a present. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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