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Ruby kills for fries. (wedoitmyway) wrote in colligo_network,
@ 2012-04-20 22:23:00

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adam young, claire winchester, jude harvelle, lucifer, ruby, sam winchester

...Jade is gone. So is Gabe.

I really hate this place sometimes. Like now.

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	Ruby. wantedthedevil 2012-04-21 03:27 am UTC (link)
	There's nothing really anything to be done. I'm not strong enough to bring them back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lucifer wedoitmyway 2012-04-21 03:30 am UTC (link)
	Do...do you want to talk about it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Ruby.

wantedthedevil
2012-04-21 04:01 am UTC (link)

It was just something we could ignore here. The fact that I stabbed him, that I killed him because he had planned on killing me. That neither one of us wanted to do it, but in the end, it was necessary because I was determined to go through with my plan and Gabe was determined to stop me.

Now I've got to live with the knowledge that I'm the reason he's not around anymore.

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Lucifer

wedoitmyway
2012-04-21 04:18 am UTC (link)

I know what you mean. Sort of. I mean, I manipulated Sam into thinking I was "on his side" back home. I got him hopped up on my blood, and turned him against his own brother so I could trick him into killing Lilith and triggering the Apocalypse. And then Dean stabbed me in the gut while Sam held me still. I'm not saying we ignored that here...but we grew past it. And I know that if either one of them got sent home, I know I'd have to live with knowing that they're somewhere where I'm dead, and they've got a million problems that could possibly stem all the back to contacting Sam in the first place. If that happens.

I guess I'm just trying to find something kind of relatable.

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	Ruby. wantedthedevil 2012-04-21 04:59 am UTC (link)
	I guess we're all trying to avoid thinking about something here. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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