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Tweak says, "It's only time"

Ruby kills for fries. (wedoitmyway) wrote in colligo_network,
@ 2012-04-20 22:23:00

Entry tags:

adam young, claire winchester, jude harvelle, lucifer, ruby, sam winchester

...Jade is gone. So is Gabe.

I really hate this place sometimes. Like now.

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	goallbuffyonus 2012-04-21 02:33 am UTC (link)
	What? ~~Son of a~~ ~~Dammit!~~ Fuck, I I'm sorry, Ruby. If you want to come over, or need someone to talk to, I'm here. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	wedoitmyway 2012-04-21 02:37 am UTC (link)
	I just...don't know what to feel right now, Claire. Jade was the first real friend I had here. First real friend I had in my entire life actually. And I really don't want to break out into song about it again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

goallbuffyonus
2012-04-21 02:53 am UTC (link)

I know. But she isn't your only friend. And there's nothing saying that she won't come back. It's definitely happened before. I know that's a suck thing to say, really, but I'm not sure what else to really say because nothing is going to make it better.

Though, with any luck, the singing thing will end sooner rather than later. Or now, if possible.

[Ruby]
And do you want me to stab Lucifer for talking to you? Because I can totally do that. Not even an issue. Like, at all.

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	wedoitmyway 2012-04-21 02:58 am UTC (link)
	I know. I have other friends and family here, and I'm extremely grateful for that. It just...sucks. [Claire] Stabbing will only be needed if he tries something right now. Which he isn't. I think he's more pissed at his uncle for sending home his brother. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	( Babe ) righteousman 2012-04-21 04:15 am UTC (link)
	Fuck. I'm not gonna ask if you're alright, because that would be a stupid question. I know you and Gabe were really close. Is there anything I can do? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	fireinthesoul 2012-04-21 02:37 am UTC (link)
	I'm coming home. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	wedoitmyway 2012-04-21 02:39 am UTC (link)
	Please do. [Sam] I'm not okay right now. I'm really not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ruby fireinthesoul 2012-04-21 02:41 am UTC (link)
	Deep breaths. I'll be there with you in like five minutes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam wedoitmyway 2012-04-21 02:53 am UTC (link)
	It just pisses me off. Jade the first real friend I ever had. And Gabe was my friend, too. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	wantedthedevil 2012-04-21 02:44 am UTC (link)
	Uncle and I are going to be having words. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	wedoitmyway 2012-04-21 02:56 am UTC (link)
	Please. If you can smack him around a little bit for me, do that too. [Lucifer] I really am sorry about Gabe. I know you and I aren't exactly on the best terms, but I know having him sent home really must have sucked for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wantedthedevil 2012-04-21 03:15 am UTC (link)
	If I can get the upperhand, I intend to. [Ruby] I killed him. He's dead where we're from by my hand. There was no going home for him. Only returning to oblivion. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lucifer wedoitmyway 2012-04-21 03:19 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry to hear that. Truly, I am. ~~I really can't believe I'm asking this.~~ Is there...anything I can do? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ruby. wantedthedevil 2012-04-21 03:27 am UTC (link)
	There's nothing really anything to be done. I'm not strong enough to bring them back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lucifer wedoitmyway 2012-04-21 03:30 am UTC (link)
	Do...do you want to talk about it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Ruby.

wantedthedevil
2012-04-21 04:01 am UTC (link)

It was just something we could ignore here. The fact that I stabbed him, that I killed him because he had planned on killing me. That neither one of us wanted to do it, but in the end, it was necessary because I was determined to go through with my plan and Gabe was determined to stop me.

Now I've got to live with the knowledge that I'm the reason he's not around anymore.

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Lucifer

wedoitmyway
2012-04-21 04:18 am UTC (link)

I know what you mean. Sort of. I mean, I manipulated Sam into thinking I was "on his side" back home. I got him hopped up on my blood, and turned him against his own brother so I could trick him into killing Lilith and triggering the Apocalypse. And then Dean stabbed me in the gut while Sam held me still. I'm not saying we ignored that here...but we grew past it. And I know that if either one of them got sent home, I know I'd have to live with knowing that they're somewhere where I'm dead, and they've got a million problems that could possibly stem all the back to contacting Sam in the first place. If that happens.

I guess I'm just trying to find something kind of relatable.

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	Ruby. wantedthedevil 2012-04-21 04:59 am UTC (link)
	I guess we're all trying to avoid thinking about something here. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Lucifer humanincarnate 2012-04-21 03:05 am UTC (link)
	For whatever it's worth, I'm sorry. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Adam. wantedthedevil 2012-04-21 03:17 am UTC (link)
	He had a life here. Maybe not one that was at all appropriate for our ilk, but it was appropriate for Gabe. Why would Uncle decide that that needed to be ripped apart? I was a moron when I got here to think that he was some saint. He's no better than Father. No. He's worse. Father merely neglects. This is willful destruction. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lucifer humanincarnate 2012-04-21 03:22 am UTC (link)
	I know. I know. Look. I don't like it anymore than you do. But getting angry won't fix a thing. Asaph's gonna do whatever he wants to do because he can. It's just that simple. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Adam. wantedthedevil 2012-04-21 03:28 am UTC (link)
	But he can't just do whatever he wants when it destroys the lives of others particularly when it does so to his family. He should know better! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lucifer humanincarnate 2012-04-21 03:30 am UTC (link)
	Sure he can. He's got more power than the rest of us. We're nothing more than a bunch of bugs to be played with then squished, when he wants. That's what you do with bugs, right? Use them like you want them get rid of them when you're done? ... sorry. That was mean. I shouldn't have said that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Adam. wantedthedevil 2012-04-21 03:36 am UTC (link)
	~~That's not how I~~ ~~I didn't mean~~ Gabe wasn't a bug. And neither was Jade. But point taken all the same. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lucifer humanincarnate 2012-04-21 03:38 am UTC (link)
	Well, I know that. They could show back up again, you know. They've done it before. Loads of folks have. Even me, though most folks don't think I've figured that out yet. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Adam. wantedthedevil 2012-04-21 03:42 am UTC (link)
	They could. Be it'll probably be awhile before they do, if they do. And either way, what they had here before might never be the same. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	( Lucifer ) notsolittlerock 2012-04-21 03:23 am UTC (link)
	~~Momma would probably smack me for this~~ I totally get how you feel right now. I know it doesn't mean a lot, but I do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jude. wantedthedevil 2012-04-21 03:30 am UTC (link)
	I saw that your mother's been sent back as well. Apparently Uncle was just in the mood to break up some families today. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	( Lucifer ) notsolittlerock 2012-04-21 03:34 am UTC (link)
	Momma wouldn't want me sitting around feeling sorry for myself. And Gabe wouldn't want you doing that either. It sucks. It really sucks. But we've gotta pull ourselves back up and keep on keeping on. Come on by the Roadhouse. I'll pour you a drink on the house. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jude. wantedthedevil 2012-04-21 04:03 am UTC (link)
	True enough. Gabe would probably tell me to put on my big boy pants, sack up, and get over it. Of course, it's also his demise that we're talking about so he'd probably want at least a little fuss. Think your sister will be all right with that? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	humanincarnate 2012-04-21 03:05 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry, Ruby. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	wedoitmyway 2012-04-21 03:11 am UTC (link)
	Thanks, Adam. How are you doing? Everything all right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	humanincarnate 2012-04-21 03:13 am UTC (link)
	You're welcome. I reckon I can't really complain. Things here get a little funny, sometimes. Make my head hurt a bit. But it all works out, in the end, least. So there's that much. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wedoitmyway 2012-04-21 03:17 am UTC (link)
	If there's anything you ever need, please don't hesitate to ask Sam or myself. (Reply to this) (Parent)