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Tweak says, "To my Starlight, with love"

Lila Barton (aimattheheart) wrote in chances_net,
@ 2025-05-25 22:54:00

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marvel: lila barton (mcu), marvel: molly hayes (comics), marvel: pepper potts-stark (mcu), umbrella academy: ben hargreeves

Filtered to Friends and Family Who Aren't Clint or Klaus
It isn't that I'm not grateful for how much Clint cares and all, and I do love him a lot. And Klaus, too, he's been a really great step-dad type.

But I really, really hate how many major moments my actual Dad and Mom are missing out on. And like...it's been years now. I have to face up to the fact that they're just not coming. Or Cooper or Nate, for that matter. They missed prom, they're missing graduation, they won't see me open a business or go to college, they haven't gotten to meet Ben and Molly and America and Kamala and all of you and it just kind of sucks if I think about it for too long.

I'll probably regret writing all of this out in approximately ten minutes but I just keep thinking it and, well, yeah.

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	aimattheheart 2025-05-27 02:23 am UTC (link)
	Very much like that. Know what I've started to do? I write the letters anyway. I used to do it sometimes when I was little and my dad was ~~fighting~~ traveling, before I got my own phone. Then he could read them when I finally did see him again. Maybe you could write to your brother, even if it might be a long time before he gets here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notright 2025-05-27 09:29 pm UTC (link)
	I don't think Simon will ever get here. I can't see him. But maybe it's just... too far out? I think he'd like it here. He could be a doctor again. A real one, in a hospital. What do you want to tell your family about your life here the most? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aimattheheart 2025-06-01 03:03 am UTC (link)
	Did you see it when Inara or Wash was coming? It would be good for him to be able to work properly. Like he wanted to. But I still don't think he regrets saving you one bit. I just want them to meet everyone. Mostly Ben and Molly and you and the others who aren't in our world. And I wish my dad could have this extra time with my aunt. He deserves it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notright 2025-06-03 12:52 am UTC (link)
	Sometimes I see. Sometimes I don't. He could be a surprise. You're right. Simon loves me. That would be good. I think that's what I want the most too. For the people I like the most to know each other. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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