Awakening might kill me
WHO: Ariel and Hamilton
WHAT: Another attempt at awakening
WHERE: Ariel's house, street
WHEN: Some August morning.
She had experienced the scene so many times that it felt unreal. Parts of the dream unraveled like the opening of a game, and Ariel was in control of the wimpy girl, who looked just like herself. Dark storm clouds loomed overhead. A stone tower stood hauntingly in the distance. A little girl, maybe six or seven, stood guarding the tower doors. Her eyes were pinned on Ariel, and her arm, which must have the strength of a god, was never down by her side, but always outstretched towards Ariel and beckoning her.
Ariel looked down at the small dirt path destined to lead her to the tower, and she sat. Wrapping her hands around her knees, she rocked back and forth. Ariel felt empty. After a minute, she pushed the ground with her hands until her back was towards the tower, and resumed rocking. The entire world was silent except for a brief crash of thunder. It came every three minutes, exactly. Ariel had counted.
1. 2. 3. ... 998. 999. 1000.
Ariel's eyes shot open. She didn't move, or scream.
When the breeze through her window felt icy to her skin, Ariel realized she was covered in sweat. Sliding out of bed, she pulled the covers back over the mattress perfectly, and stepped into the shower. Rinse, lather, repeat. She looked at the clock. It was still 5 a.m.
"I need a walk," she said out loud, to no one.
Stepping out of the house, Ariel headed down the street. The dream had gone as it always had, and like clockwork, when Ariel finally counted to 1000, she woke up. But today, she still felt empty. The next five minutes she tried walking in silence, which meant trying not to think any thoughts, and staring at her feet. She didn't notice when slowly, the houses in her suburban neighborhood began to disappear, and were replaced by nothing but a cold, black darkness.
WHAT: Another attempt at awakening
WHERE: Ariel's house, street
WHEN: Some August morning.
She had experienced the scene so many times that it felt unreal. Parts of the dream unraveled like the opening of a game, and Ariel was in control of the wimpy girl, who looked just like herself. Dark storm clouds loomed overhead. A stone tower stood hauntingly in the distance. A little girl, maybe six or seven, stood guarding the tower doors. Her eyes were pinned on Ariel, and her arm, which must have the strength of a god, was never down by her side, but always outstretched towards Ariel and beckoning her.
Ariel looked down at the small dirt path destined to lead her to the tower, and she sat. Wrapping her hands around her knees, she rocked back and forth. Ariel felt empty. After a minute, she pushed the ground with her hands until her back was towards the tower, and resumed rocking. The entire world was silent except for a brief crash of thunder. It came every three minutes, exactly. Ariel had counted.
1. 2. 3. ... 998. 999. 1000.
Ariel's eyes shot open. She didn't move, or scream.
When the breeze through her window felt icy to her skin, Ariel realized she was covered in sweat. Sliding out of bed, she pulled the covers back over the mattress perfectly, and stepped into the shower. Rinse, lather, repeat. She looked at the clock. It was still 5 a.m.
"I need a walk," she said out loud, to no one.
Stepping out of the house, Ariel headed down the street. The dream had gone as it always had, and like clockwork, when Ariel finally counted to 1000, she woke up. But today, she still felt empty. The next five minutes she tried walking in silence, which meant trying not to think any thoughts, and staring at her feet. She didn't notice when slowly, the houses in her suburban neighborhood began to disappear, and were replaced by nothing but a cold, black darkness.