Helium Raven (severity_softly) wrote in pervy_werewolf, @ 2008-05-27 23:15:00 |
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Entry tags: | #lmom 2008, author: severity_softly, kink: dubious consent, kink: gagging, remus/severus |
LMOM: An Intimate Alliance of Contradictions, part 25/29 (Remus/Peter, Remus/Severus)
Title: An Intimate Alliance of Contradictions, part 25/29 (I hope)
Rating: NC-17
Characters/Pairing (this part): Remus/Severus
Characters/Pairing (overall fic): Remus/Peter, Remus/Severus
Summary: "It would take too long to explain the intimate alliance of contradictions in human nature which makes love itself wear at times the desperate shape of betrayal. And perhaps there is no possible explanation." ~ Joseph Conrad
Kinks/Warnings: dub-con, gagging
Overall warnings: Angst
Challenge: LMOM '08, day twenty-seven
Word Count: 1800-ish
Notes: POA era. Thanks so so much to innerslytherin for the beta-reading!
Part 1 l Part 2 l Part 3 l Part 4 l Part 5 l Part 6 l Part 7 l Part 8 l Part 9 l Part 10 l Part 11 l Part 12 l Part 13 l Part 14 l Part 15 l Part 16 l Part 17 l Part 18 l Part 19 l Part 20 l Part 21 l Part 22 l Part 23 l Part 24 l Part 25
Severus didn't try to kiss Remus again. At least not until the following night after they had eaten dinner with the rest of the staff in the decidedly quiet Great Hall. It was weird being in the school before the students were in it. Remus had experienced it on a smaller scale in the public school system in New Mexico and in the Wizarding school on Staten Island. That had never seemed so strange, but sitting at the staff table in the Great Hall at Hogwarts, with every sound you made echoing off the stone walls and staring at the four vast tables that would be overflowing with students in a week was a little overwhelming. It was intimidating, too, to be back teaching where you had been taught, sitting at that table with your former teachers who were now colleagues. It was intimidating even without the knowledge that the position Remus had taken was considered cursed.
Remus tried not to think about that. Sirius Black was out there somewhere, trying to kill James' son. Remus wasn't so much concerned with himself.
Remus walking back to his office when it happened. Something slid down the inside of his arm from behind, and when he spun, Severus was there, grasping his wrist.
"Twelve years is a long time." He was so close Remus had to tilt his head back to meet Severus' eyes.
He glanced around them. The entrance hall was empty, and Remus had to plant his feet where they were to keep from stepping back. He had a feeling Severus was trying to intimidate him, though he wasn't sure why. Still, standing where he was, so close to Severus, made Remus feel a little lightheaded. "It is," he breathed. Something didn't seem quite right about this, that Severus was so close where anyone could walk in, but Remus didn't have time to think before Severus was trying to kiss him again.
This time he did step back and fist his hands in the front of Severus' robes. "What are you doing?" he asked sharply.
Severus scowled, but stood back up to his full height. "Have you honestly allowed yourself to become that rusty, Lupin?"
Remus' eyes narrowed, and he leaned towards Severus. "Actually, I could probably teach you a few things now," he hissed, "I'm simply not interested in becoming your toy again." He spun on his heels and left Severus standing in the Great Hall. He didn't look back over his shoulder. He forced himself not to. But he was certain he'd seen a flash of surprise flit across Severus' face just before he turned.
Remus wasn't exactly sure he kept Severus distant. No, that wasn't true. He knew that it was his shared history with Severus that kept him distant. He had cared for Severus quite a bit in school and been chucked like it was nothing. He had no desire to fall for Severus again, and Remus had a feeling he would, only for it to happen again. If Severus were anyone else, he might have fallen in bed with him easily. It wasn't as though he had any qualms with flings and one night stands.
Still, he tried to ignore the way Severus looked at him - not just looked at him, watched him. It sent a funny little jolt through Remus he couldn't deny, even if he tried to. After a while, Remus found himself baiting Severus. He'd curse himself privately. He'd spent far too much time in clubs over the years. It was almost ingrained. He'd lean over a desk to pick something up, and let his hip pop out to the side to catch Severus' eye when he knew Severus was behind him. He'd hold Severus' gaze too long or smile too kindly at him.
It was sort of interesting having the power for once. When they'd been together in school, Remus had always bent to Severus' will, always done what Severus wanted of him. Severus had told him he had no self respect. After so many years of not knowing what he wanted, it all seemed so clear now, standing in the presence of Severus. There was something wonderful about watching Severus' lip twitch when Remus would tease and walk away. He shouldn't be doing it. He knew that. But Severus obviously wanted him. It was almost payback.
Almost.
It was two days until the beginning of term when Severus fell into stride behind Remus as he walked out to the grounds. He'd been meaning to go out and get some fresh air as he went over his lesson plans. It would be impossible to do so once the castle was full of excited students.
"Lupin," Severus said.
"Severus," Remus replied brightly.
"What are you doing?" Severus ground out.
Remus smiled, looking up at Severus with false innocence. He knew very well what Severus meant. He had, in fact, been waiting or an outburst of some sort. "I was going to sit out on the grounds and revise my lesson plans," he responded, as calm as could be. "You know--"
"You know full well what I meant."
"I do?"
"You're even more of a tart than you used to be," Severus snarled, his voice low and vicious.
Remus' smile grew. "A tart? Not a whore or a slut anymore? I thought you liked all that." Remus could see the lines of Severus' jaw go tight. "Oh, I suppose you only like it when you can have it and tell it what to do."
Remus turned to look at Severus just in time to see Severus round on him, and gasped as Severus shoved him back against the stone wall. Severus' lips were crushed against Remus' next, and Remus struggled for a moment under the sudden assault, but Severus wrestled his arms down and pushed the backs of Remus' hands to the wall. Merlin help him, Remus was already growing hard just having Severus' body pressed this closely, but he still managed to choke out, "Stop!"
Severus growled and pressed his own growing erection against Remus' and Remus shifted against it automatically, biting his lip to keep from moaning. God, this wasn't supposed to be happening. Remus yanked away from Severus' hands again, but Severus subdued him once more. "Be still," Severus whispered, and his tone of voice actually shocked Remus a little. It was cool and soft... and soothing. Remus hadn't ever thought it possible for Severus to sound that way.
Remus stopped struggling after that, and Severus' lips worked over his neck, licking at Remus' skin. "Severus, I told you--"
"Shut up, Lupin," Severus said, his tone still soft, though a hint of aggression had worked through the soothing quality. His fingers had Remus' shirt pushed open a moment later, and Severus' fingers were working on Remus' trousers.
"We're in the middle of a corridor," Remus panted. "I'm supposed to be a professor!" Long fingers curled around his cock and Severus slid to his knees. "Fuck!" Remus panted. "I said no!" He reached down to push at Severus, but found his hands tied above him and his lips under some sort of sticking charm. He was about to kick Severus, but his mind went fuzzy the next moment when Severus' lips covered his now fully hard cock.
Fuck, it was just as good as Remus remembered, the slide of Severus' lips, the flick of his tongue against the head of Remus' cock. Remus whimpered in both helplessness and pleasure, both feelings warring inside him, until the pleasure started to win out. Severus was getting his way, yes, but it wasn't as thought Remus didn't want him. He just wanted Severus on his own terms. After a moment, Remus started to thrust, working his hips forward and into Severus' mouth as Severus lips moved down on him. To his surprise, Severus moaned, and fisted his hand against the bulge in his own trousers.
The cold stone scraped against Remus' arse as he pushed, pivoting his hips, fucking Severus' mouth, and once he got going, Severus released the the spells on his hands and and lips. Remus fisted his hands in Severus' hair and pulled Severus toward him, pulling until he had forced himself as far down Severus' throat as he could go. It was deep enough to gag Severus, but Severus didn't fight it. He curled his fingers into Remus' hips, his nails digging in hard until Remus released him. Severus leaned back, gasping, and Remus couldn't take his eyes off the way Severus' body was limp, almost submissive.
"Is this what you wanted?"
Severus cracked his eyes open and looked up at him, heat returning to his gaze, and then he dragged his tongue along the underside of Remus' cock without breaking eye contact. Remus closed his fingers in Severus' oily hair and Severus swallowed him again. When Remus started to thrust again, pulling Severus toward him as he did, a low rumble started to work its way through his chest. He stilled and forced Severus to take him deeply again. Severus' nails dug into his skin once more, and Remus growled.
He could feel something at the head of his cock, air trying to escape, and it sent a rush of excitement through him. When he let Severus go this time, Severus moaned softly and took Remus into his mouth again immediately. Remus wasn't sure when Severus had pulled open his own trousers, but his hand was sliding over his own cock quickly now. Severus took Remus as deeply as he could, and Remus shoved himself into Severus' mouth again. Remus was already so close, and the sight of Severus' lips stretched wide around his cock, and his fists flying over his cock sent a wave of need and power through Remus.
He let Severus go just before he came, not wanting to actually choke Severus, and Severus swallowed as Remus came in his mouth. Remus was too limp from orgasm to notice, but Severus must have come too, because a moment later Severus was moaning quietly around Remus' cock, and when Remus slumped to the floor, Severus' hand wasn't moving over his cock anymore.
Remus was panting hard, slumped against the stone, when Severus leaned in to kiss him again, this time a slow, languid kiss, and Remus was too sated to do anything but whimper and returned it. It lasted a lot longer than Remus thought it should, and then Severus' fingers were brushing Remus' cheek, and Severus' body was pressed close, his chest against Remus'.
"Is it this difficult for everyone to get a proper kiss, Lupin?"
Remus opened his eyes, surprised, searching Severus' face for any sign that those words might hold the meaning that made Remus' heart jump, but Severus just leaned in and kissed him again.
Part 26