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Lorna Dane loves rocks and math (compassrose) wrote in worldinherhands,
@ 2008-11-04 09:39:00

Entry tags:

lorna dane, mia jesbar, simon

So one minute I'm fine and bouncy.

And the next. . . it's like no time has passed.

Maybe not exactly the same. But. . . I think I need to deal with the whole mess.

It's silly that I've done so much, and can't deal with the fact that I used to be in a relationship with someone who I may or may not still love.

But I'm beginning to think that I'm in love with Simon. Which is. . . amazing.

But until I've actually dealt with the issues I have with Alex, I can't really honestly go into a new relationship. And neither Simon nor I deserve that.

At least I didn't hide in the closet again.

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	psimon 2008-11-04 11:47 am UTC (link)
	Whatever you need, whatever it takes. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	compassrose 2008-11-04 11:52 am UTC (link)
	I know, baby. I'm sorry. When you get home, I'll probably glomp on you and snuggle a lot. It. . . won't bother you if I hang out with Scott, will it? It'll be nice to talk to someone else who's been through some of the same stuff. And I want to tease him about his new girlfriend. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	psimon 2008-11-04 12:01 pm UTC (link)
	You have nothing to be sorry about. Not at all. He is your friend. If you want to bring him back here, you are more than welcome, to, or just go, and hit that coffee shop you like so much. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	compassrose 2008-11-04 12:03 pm UTC (link)
	That sounds good. It's been a while since I've gone there. We should have hot chocolate when you get home. Now I'm in a hot drink kind of mood. How's filming going? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	psimon 2008-11-04 12:06 pm UTC (link)
	Sounds good. Okay. Just helped film a gang bang. It was fun. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	compassrose 2008-11-04 12:07 pm UTC (link)
	Were you a bangee or a banger? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	psimon 2008-11-04 12:08 pm UTC (link)
	A banger, today. Tomorrow, I can be a bangee. I am growing stronger with mind illusions. Guys like redheads. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	compassrose 2008-11-04 12:10 pm UTC (link)
	Oh really? I have an image inducer that we can test that theory with. You know, I've never known anyone who can make me smile so easily. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	psimon 2008-11-04 12:13 pm UTC (link)
	Heh. I am glad. Should I show up tonight as a sweet innocent redhead to make you giggle? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	compassrose 2008-11-04 12:15 pm UTC (link)
	Well, one of us should be a cute, sweet redhead. I'm not picky about who, really. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	psimon 2008-11-04 12:28 pm UTC (link)
	Lol. Hm. You could be this time, if you like? I prefer green, but red is nice. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	compassrose 2008-11-04 12:29 pm UTC (link)
	Well, you can be the redhead, then. I like green hair better on me, anyway. 'Cause I'm seeeexy. And you look good no matter what. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	psimon 2008-11-04 12:37 pm UTC (link)
	Ooooo? hehe. Okay. One sexy little redhead girlie just for you, coming up. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	compassrose 2008-11-04 12:49 pm UTC (link)
	Hee! And then a dark haired man to take me once I've worn her out? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	psimon 2008-11-04 12:54 pm UTC (link)
	Hmmm, surely, darlin. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	compassrose 2008-11-04 01:27 pm UTC (link)
	God, you're so incredible. I can't wait until you get home. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	psimon 2008-11-04 01:30 pm UTC (link)
	Mmmm, see you this evening, love. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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