Maybe not exactly the same. But. . . I think I need to deal with the whole mess.
It's silly that I've done so much, and can't deal with the fact that I used to be in a relationship with someone who I may or may not still love.
But I'm beginning to think that I'm in love with Simon. Which is. . . amazing.
But until I've actually dealt with the issues I have with Alex, I can't really honestly go into a new relationship. And neither Simon nor I deserve that.