Okay..right. Not even my magic will let me home. Maybe this board thing was right and Ben didn't do this..even if it is the sort of thing he'd do. can I panic now? It's not a dream, and I don't think I'm crazy.. at least I didn't, but I'm not so sure now I can't access my bank account or locate anyone I know. I think now might be an okay time to say I'm scared. Ben isn't here to see it