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elijah mikaelson ([info]ignobility) wrote in [info]wariscomingcom,
@ 2015-02-24 23:08:00

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Entry tags:alicia spinnet, bonnie bennett, camille o'connell, damon salvatore, elijah mikaelson, floki, hayley marshall, lexi branson, marcel gerard, niklaus mikaelson, rose hathaway

It's funny, really. Time passes and our perceptions of the past change. We often rewrite our histories, whether to ease our pains or to paint ourselves in a better light or for any of a myriad of reasons. We shape our own pasts and often it is the lies we tell ourselves that define us moreso than our truths. Honesty is such a difficult thing that we are rarely honest, even with ourselves.

And then, in an instant, we can remember. And know the truth about ourselves and the world. And, in that instance, everything changes and the way we see things is irrevocably altered. And we must reexamine ourselves and see if there is a way to fit into our old lives.

niklaus.

I am undone, brother. Our mother has made me into something I have never wanted to be. A monster. And yet, I cannot truly blame her. This was inside me all along, carefully hidden behind a mask I have worn for all too long. She merely made me remove that mask and acknowledge what was underneath.

I am sorry. I should not trouble you with this. I imagine there is quite a lot on your own mind, things being as they are. If there is anything I can do for you, you only need ask.

But there are things I must tell you, when you are ready to hear them.

hayley.
I am sorry.

I know that I should see you. I want to see you. But I cannot.

There is something wrong with me, a sickness inside me, and I would not subject you to that. I should not even presume, given how things have been between us of late, but I care for you too much to risk it. You deserve better than a broken man

alexia.
I need your help.


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[info]lildampeer
2015-02-25 05:24 am UTC (link)
The truth is the world sucks, but all we can do is keep fighting, keep trying to make things better.

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[info]ignobility
2015-02-25 02:06 pm UTC (link)
How very strange...

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[info]lildampeer
2015-02-25 06:49 pm UTC (link)
What?

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[info]floatsfeathers
2015-02-25 05:25 am UTC (link)
Well, that's a depressing thought.

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[info]ignobility
2015-02-25 02:07 pm UTC (link)
Life is often a depressing endeavor, Miss Bennett. Particularly a life too long lived.

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[info]floatsfeathers
2015-02-25 06:49 pm UTC (link)
It doesn't have to be. Kind of depends on your attitude.

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Elijah
[info]feelingepic
2015-02-25 10:40 am UTC (link)
You got it, you know that

What can I do?

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Elijah | Lexi.
[info]ignobility
2015-02-25 02:11 pm UTC (link)
Thank you.

I am losing control of myself. My mother did something to me and now I find that I am a danger to those I love.

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Elijah | Lexi.
[info]feelingepic
2015-02-25 02:14 pm UTC (link)
Your mother the crazy witch?

Oh.

Look I'll help however I can, you know that but I don't so much do well with magic. I had a friend that was amazing at it but Damon killed her too.

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Elijah
[info]rouxgaroux
2015-02-25 11:17 am UTC (link)
Yeah, no. Sorry Elijah. This is one of those things you don't get to shut me out of.

Klaus told me. About home, about what your mother Esther did. About the fire. And it sucks, but we can get through it. I want to help you get through it. Us monsters gotta have each others' backs, right?

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Elijah | Hayley.
[info]ignobility
2015-02-25 02:14 pm UTC (link)
I had to at least try.

Hayley, you need to understand. I am dangerous right now. I could hurt you. I could hurt Hope. And that is the last thing in the world that I want.

But I suppose I must respect your choices, however I might disagree with them.

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Elijah | Hayley.
[info]rouxgaroux
2015-02-25 09:49 pm UTC (link)
Wouldn't be you if you didn't give it a go.

But you need to understand, 'danger' isn't going to be scaring me away now not that it ever did. There's never going to be a time being around the Mikaelsons isn't some degree of dangerous. Hell, I'm plenty dangerous myself these days. I'm not some damsel blindly wandering into the spider's den; I know what I'm getting into, and I choose it - freely and willingly. The fact you respect that makes you a far better man than your brother you give yourself credit for.

Hope is another matter, and if you hurt her then... It's a good thing I trust you not to hurt her.

We're moving in this weekend; Klaus wants Hope closer now Caroline's gone back. It'd be good to see you before then, if you're up to visitors.

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[info]hrafna_floke
2015-02-25 11:24 am UTC (link)
And Loki said unto Andvari
"What requital do men get, when they wound each other with words?"

And Andvari said unto Loki
"Terrible requital. For a lying man must wade in the Vadgelmir, and his suffering will be long."

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Elijah | Klaus
[info]humanitytorn
2015-02-25 11:24 am UTC (link)
Then we can find a way to fight back, be it replacing that mask or helping you work through this.

You don't trouble me, you're family.

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[info]someonehasto
2015-02-25 12:36 pm UTC (link)
Ugh!

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Elijah
[info]lastnoteinasong
2015-02-25 12:38 pm UTC (link)
Sometimes the lies are for the good of others, if not ourselves.

What did she do to you?

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[info]youliedtome
2015-02-25 12:55 pm UTC (link)
Sometimes there isn't. A way to fit back in, I mean. Sometimes you just have to accept who you are now and move on.

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Elijah
[info]fightcompulsion
2015-02-25 03:36 pm UTC (link)
This has to do with what your psychotic mother did to you doesn't it?

If you want, I'm here to talk to anytime. It's kind of what I do.

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[info]aliciabspinnet
2015-02-25 03:37 pm UTC (link)
I always figured finding a balance between the lies and the truths we tell ourselves as the goal.

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