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Tweak says, "Gawsh."

winchester, sam. (ex_demonbloo908) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2015-01-11 14:50:00

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bobby singer, claudia donovan, faith lehane, henry swan, jacen solo, jo harvelle, rose hathaway, ruby winchester, sam winchester

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I wished for a bunker. It's underground, it's hidden, and it seems like the perfect place to take all of my hunting stuff so that Emily won't be too exposed to it. It seemed like a good idea.

Except I was going through my weapons, trying to figure out what I wanted to keep where when I kind of - there was this flash and I...did I attack someone? Someone here?

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Kol/Ruby

itchtokill
2015-01-12 12:41 am UTC (link)

I'm probably the last person you want to talk to about this, but... that wall. It doesn't seem that sturdy. My question is what's better. If he breaks it himself and everything floods him. Or if he hears it from you, from Dean, Bobby, people he trusts. I know keeping him in the dark is the best option, but it may not be much of one after a point. And short of someone messing with his head, compelling him to not worry about it, I don't think you're getting him to stop. Especially if these flashes keep coming. Just something to consider.

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Kol/Ruby

frostandsnow
2015-01-12 12:58 am UTC (link)

Not the last. Honestly Kol, we have different opinions, but I'm tired of fighting and you mean the world to someone I care about. And if nothing else you're willing to talk to me for the sake of Sam.

I get it. We need to do something. But I'm open to ideas cause he's decided letting Jacen look around his head is a good call and who knows what the guy is thinking half the time

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Kol/Ruby

itchtokill
2015-01-12 04:26 am UTC (link)

I'm as tired of fighting as anyone. And I don't really know Sam that well, but I know he's a good guy, like...the epitome of a good guy, and I know even if somehow it wouldn't literally, and physically, hurt him to remember everything, he'd damn near kill himself in the grief and the guilt. And he doesn't need that.

I don't really know... Is there some way to reinforce the wall? Plaster the cracks, so to speak?

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Kol/Ruby

frostandsnow
2015-01-12 10:54 am UTC (link)

He really is.

I just need to get him through this and we were told he couldn't know.

That's the plan. Jacen offered and I guess maybe he could do it? But on the other hand even scary Jedi guy is fighting Death's wall here, and hell trying to push out from behind it.

You should have seen his soul...I...

I've never seen something so broken and believe me mine is pretty messed up

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	Kol/Ruby itchtokill 2015-01-12 07:01 pm UTC (link)
	I know, I just have a feeling one way or another, this is gonna explode. And it won't be pretty when it does. I hope it works. I'm not sure I would've wanted to, honestly, Ruby. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Kol/Ruby frostandsnow 2015-01-12 11:22 pm UTC (link)
	No. It really won't. But I'm not sure we have any other choice. I've tried to be as honest with him as I can but what can I possibly say to explain all this I hope so too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Kol/Ruby itchtokill 2015-01-13 12:07 am UTC (link)
	I do't know what you could say either. This is one of the most delicate situations I think I've ever seen. And, well, seen a lot of situations in my day and all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Kol/Ruby frostandsnow 2015-01-13 05:19 am UTC (link)
	It's a mess. Its completely a mess. He cares too much about everyone around him to leave it alone but he has to. But any one of us would be the same, right. Knowing there were something everyone else knew. A secret every single person you call friend is hiding from you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Kol/Ruby itchtokill 2015-01-13 06:48 pm UTC (link)
	Oh, I know I would be. It'd drive me nuts. He handles it a lot better than I'd be able to. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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