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Tweak says, "I've fallen and I can't get up"

Tahiri Veila knows the price of pain (hrosha_gul) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2013-04-21 10:24:00

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jacen solo, mara jade skywalker, tahiri veila

[Filtered to Mara Jade Skywalker]

I think I need help
I'm not sure how much more of this I can handle
I'm in over my head

Master Skywalker, may I talk to you?

[Filtered to Jacen Solo]

Will you be requiring me today ~~my Lord~~

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	Tahiri lifeyoulive 2013-04-21 09:30 am UTC (link)
	Of course, what do you wish to talk about? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Master Skywalker hrosha_gul 2013-04-21 09:31 am UTC (link)
	Jacen. I don't know who else I can talk to, definitely not Jaina or Anakin. I know things are complicated between you, I just think I might need some help. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Tahiri lifeyoulive 2013-04-21 09:45 am UTC (link)
	~~My favorite topic~~ Is he becoming more difficult? I admit I have been wary of him in light of Allana and Tenel Ka being sent back home. I will of course help you in any way I can. Both of you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Master Skywalker hrosha_gul 2013-04-21 09:48 am UTC (link)
	I've been trying to keep him from slipping. He's not Caedus, really not him, not yet. But he's cold. ~~And violent and okay, this is me and pain and I enjoy it, we all know that~~ I'm starting to worry that I might not be enough. It's been nearly a month now and things aren't getting better. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Tahiri

lifeyoulive
2013-04-21 10:36 am UTC (link)

Which basically means he is not really letting himself feel the loss, he is simply burying it and focusing on anything else. Something must certainly be done before he slips further. While I know talking is not exactly his strong suit, he does need to let himself feel, to grieve and move on as best as he can. Though more than just words will be needed.

~~I hope I do not regret what I am about to propose~~ I can try talking to him in person, try moving him to feel the pain. To truly keep him from slipping, he can't get lost in the coldness, in the anger. He must embrace the pain of loss and accept it.

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Master Skywalker

hrosha_gul
2013-04-21 12:06 pm UTC (link)

We've been doing a lot of training and hunting. He's focused on that. But he has shut down many of his emotions. ~~There was just that once. And his rage when he killed the creature we were hunting. Also there's us~~

I'm just not sure how much more I can handle on my own. He's more likely to listen to you than me. Definitely more likely that listening to Anakin or Jaina.

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	Tahiri lifeyoulive 2013-04-22 07:17 am UTC (link)
	I promise you I will do whatever I can to get him to not shut down on himself any further. Sometimes I do question how much he will actually listen to me, but that is not the point here. I will ask him if he will meet with me. Let's just hope that he will listen to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Master Skywalker hrosha_gul 2013-04-22 10:01 am UTC (link)
	Thank you. Can you avoid telling him I approached you? He would never forgive me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Tahiri lifeyoulive 2013-04-22 10:27 am UTC (link)
	You're welcome. Do not worry, he will not learn of it. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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