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Tweak says, "Stop Stockwell!"

Rose Tyler Will Defend the Earth (plusone) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2012-08-09 23:39:00

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abby maitland, cara, elena gilbert, jenny, lancelot, rose tyler

Filtered Against Evil and Katherine cause she's a bitch and Dark cause everyone hates him
Congratulations are in order. I actually got out of bed, made lunch, and ate it at the table like a human being. So for all of you who were kind enough to show your concern, progress.

And now I'm back in bed.

And I still can't watch the telly because everything reminds me of him and I still don't have it in me to go back to the TARDIS and get my things and I still can't think about anything for more than a few minutes without thinking of him and why the hell does it have to be this way? And I know there are other things going on right now but the first damn person who tells me my priorities aren't in order is going to get

[John]

Thank you for the biscuits. Wish I were better company right now. The rest will likely be stale by the time I get over there so you may as well eat them.

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	John plusone 2012-08-10 04:10 am UTC (link)
	They told me that, too, John. Know what I learned? You move on, you keep going. But it always hurts because you always want them there and you can't. I literally tore apart dimensions to get him back last time. I don't think I have that option anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rose imhisblogger 2012-08-10 04:22 am UTC (link)
	Not entirely sure how. Everywhere I go I see him. I'm starting to think this is what going mad feels like. I wish I could for you. Nobody deserves this sort of pain. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	John plusone 2012-08-10 04:29 am UTC (link)
	I know. Believe me, I know. You'll see a profile that you think is his. You'll see something he'd like that you want to get for him until you remember there's no reason to. You'll hear a voice and turn around and get mad that it's not him. You keep going because if you don't, you'll wither away. But you don't ever stop wishing for him. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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