Rikki Chadwick is no ordinary girl (justaddh2o) wrote in wariscomingcom, @ 2012-04-07 18:37:00 |
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Entry tags: | anna cornick, bart allen/kid flash, galen marek, rikki chadwick |
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...I'm really, really sorry. Galen and I...we thought we could handle it by ourselves; the moon. We thought if we just blocked out the moonlight, I would be okay, like it worked back home. He didn't count on not being able to turn his back for a few seconds and I didn't count on the pull from Mako Island home being this strong with it being in a whole other universe. We screwed up and I can't apologize enough.
I didn't mean to hurt anyone, even though I know I did. It's never been that bad for me except that one time when I nearly killed Zane but okay well, there was the other time when we nearly killed Lewis but that wasn't just m...if I'd known it'd have escalated like that, I would've made him tie me down or something...or asked for help. I'm really sorry.
I guess this means letting you guys decide what to do with me next month, huh?
[Galen]
Most of all, to you... I meant what I was saying; it was hurting me, being stuck in that shield, but I'm sorry I was hurting you, too. I never would, not on purpose, Galen; you're my best friend. I can't apologize enough... Do you hate me, now...?
[Jedi who helped]
Thank you. I...don't know what else I can say, really...forever in debt. I know that. And I'm really, really holy shit sorry.
[Ron]
I read back and saw what you said to Galen. ...thanks. It wasn't his fault, what he was doing. And I'm sorry I didn't tell you more but I don't fully understand it myself, much less have any idea how to explain it to someone else. It wasn't anything personal and I was never well not never but dangerous back home. I don't think I would've been here except for the not-Jedi thing. I'm really sorry I didn't tell you. I was scared you'd tell Hermione. ...doesn't matter now, I suppose, since it's all over the boards.
...does anyone know about the mermaid thing? I didn't see it but after a while I had to stop reading. I was making myself sick.
If you decide being friends with me is too dangerous or not worth it, now, Ron...I'd understand. No hard feelings.