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Tweak says, "Chutney ferret"

Danny Ketch (heavensfool) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2011-06-07 00:55:00

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danny ketch, ron weasley, sam winchester

Every time I light up some sick fucker's soul and leave them writhing in some alley reliving all the pain they've ever caused anyone, I like it. Then I hate myself for liking it, but I can't stop.

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	ex_demonbloo908 2011-06-07 05:40 am UTC (link)
	They strung you out to steal your soul? Why? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

heavensfool
2011-06-07 05:55 am UTC (link)

The angels on my world can't touch the Spirit of Vengeance power directly. It's some kind of safeguard. But it was the only power Zadkiel could use to blow up heaven's walls so he could stampede in with his Black Host. I was already a junkie. The exorcism was a mistake. A week afterward I was so bad I tried to light myself on fire in Times Square, got my picture in the Bugle for the whole damn city to see. Probably the country or even the world, I think it and the article was on their website.

Zadkiel just took advantage of the opportunity to manipulate me into giving in too much to the Spirit. We can overdose. Give in too much and the Spirits grafted to our souls cannibalize the rest of our soul and leave us with nothing but aimless vengeance. We become total monsters worse than the fucking Punisher. He knew that stringing me out, finally giving me the full dose, and then killing Mary would make me do just that, and he knew that I'd dedicate myself to him if he offered to save me from becoming that.

I was too blinded by addiction to ask the smart questions or listen when Mary told me I was in over my head. He used me and once I had collected all of the power by killing every other Ghost Rider - my brother included - he pointed me like a gun and used me to blow down heaven's walls.

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ex_demonbloo908
2011-06-07 06:40 am UTC (link)

I don't turn into a skeleton bursting with flames or ride around on some kind of kickass motorcycle, but being manipulated by higher powers who were able to fuel an addiction of mine to break an entrance leading them to something they wanted? Yeah. I'm there.

It started when I was on a suicidal, drunken binge too. Go figure. I feel like you might have me beat out with the lighting yourself on fire thing, though. I just stopped caring on my part ; went around and chased down the worst monsters I could get my hands on, half drunk in the process, tried to make deals with demons that didn't wanna listen, and eventually sunk to the kind of lows that I'd never imagine myself getting into by screwing a demon. Fortunately, that demon was Ruby, so at least one good thing came out of it.

I'm sorry about your brother. Did you ever get Zadkiel back for what he screwed you into? Sounds like the asshole has a lot coming to him.

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