Dean Winchester hugs baby trees (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} withgunsdrawn) wrote in ![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif){kind=small} wariscomingcom,@ 2010-12-26 02:48:00 |
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| Entry tags: | castiel, dean winchester, john winchester, mary winchester, ruby, sam winchester |
[ooc: So, last night, Dean went over to Sam & Ruby's place, got drunk/high, and left when they got kinda frisky. He wasn't heard from again until the following morning when these notes appear on the network. Attempts to track his phone lead to it sitting on the front seat in the Impala, which is parked not too terribly far from the Complex. The notes are posted around 7am, December 26th.]
[Mom & Dad]
I’m gonna make it all okay, now. I’m sorry, but I have to. You guys are alive again, and I want you to get to stay that way, for once, and this is the only way I know I can do that. I don’t know if I’ll be back or not, and I don’t want you to worry about me, but I guess that’s kinda not gonna happen, but, I don’t know, try to just be happy, for me, okay?
I love you guys.
I love you guys.
[Castiel]
I’m done failing now. Happy?
I’m done failing now. Happy?
[Ruby]
I know we didn’t exactly have the best start, and things are kinda rocky sometimes, but... I think you’re good for Sam. I didn’t, before, and part of me still wishes I still didn’t, ‘cause it kinda goes against... pretty much everything I grew up thinking, but... you know how it is.
Be happy, make him happy, keep an eye on him for me, and all that.
I know we didn’t exactly have the best start, and things are kinda rocky sometimes, but... I think you’re good for Sam. I didn’t, before, and part of me still wishes I still didn’t, ‘cause it kinda goes against... pretty much everything I grew up thinking, but... you know how it is.
Be happy, make him happy, keep an eye on him for me, and all that.
[Sam]
So, I don’t really know what the hell I’m supposed to say, here. It was easier to do a ‘last words’ speech the first time around, that’s for sure. Probably ‘cause it was face-to-face. I’d do this that way, too, but... I doubt I’d finish before you had me knocked out and locked in a closet or something somewhere.
I’m saying yes to the archangel guy. I know you don’t approve, and I know it’s gonna suck, but it’s better than the world turning into what we saw in the future, man. I don’t really have any other choice. I won’t let things go that bad. Whether you say yes or not, it’s gonna get bad. I don’t think you will, I really don’t, not after all that, but if I can make it all stop before anyone else gets hurt, I can’t just ignore that option, and you know Lucifer’s going to come after the rest of our family, our friends, sooner or later, to try to get to you...
I don’t know what’ll happen. I’ll be back if I can, and then you can punch me or yell at me, or whatever you want, but just... don’t come looking for me, okay, Sammy? I’ve gotta do this. I know you’re pissed the hell off right now, I would be if I were you, but you know you’d do the same damn thing if it would fix everything, and you can’t even pretend it’s not true.
Don’t do anything stupid, man, okay? Just... go get married, have a good life. Look after my baby. You got people around, now, you don’t need me. Just let it be.
Love you, Sammy. I’m sorry.
So, I don’t really know what the hell I’m supposed to say, here. It was easier to do a ‘last words’ speech the first time around, that’s for sure. Probably ‘cause it was face-to-face. I’d do this that way, too, but... I doubt I’d finish before you had me knocked out and locked in a closet or something somewhere.
I’m saying yes to the archangel guy. I know you don’t approve, and I know it’s gonna suck, but it’s better than the world turning into what we saw in the future, man. I don’t really have any other choice. I won’t let things go that bad. Whether you say yes or not, it’s gonna get bad. I don’t think you will, I really don’t, not after all that, but if I can make it all stop before anyone else gets hurt, I can’t just ignore that option, and you know Lucifer’s going to come after the rest of our family, our friends, sooner or later, to try to get to you...
I don’t know what’ll happen. I’ll be back if I can, and then you can punch me or yell at me, or whatever you want, but just... don’t come looking for me, okay, Sammy? I’ve gotta do this. I know you’re pissed the hell off right now, I would be if I were you, but you know you’d do the same damn thing if it would fix everything, and you can’t even pretend it’s not true.
Don’t do anything stupid, man, okay? Just... go get married, have a good life. Look after my baby. You got people around, now, you don’t need me. Just let it be.
Love you, Sammy. I’m sorry.