I had a kid. When Zachariah messed with us all a while back. He gave me a kid. Her name was Lauren. She was only a baby but she was mine and Sam's and she was the most beautiful baby you ever saw. Sam had other kids, in this world and that confused the hell out of me, but the only way I could get past it was that they were magical kids, Fragments in a fake world created by an angel that hated us. But Lauren felt real Jo.
And I'm a demon. I don't think I could have a kid even if I wanted, which I don't. I couldn't handle it and neither could Sam. So while we both still have wishes. That's not even an option. Not to mention the highly disturbing fact that technicly the bauble would have impregnated you. By all accounts the wishes can't directly affect other people.
I flipped out at you because this is a war. Because you jokingly wished to magic a child into a war and its not like you're some woman who can't have kids. You have a husband. You were pregnant with a child in the future. His child.
I'm still furious with you, and I'm still not sure what to do with that. But you deserve to know exactly why