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ashton greymoore (he/they) (chaosburst) wrote in valloic,
@ 2024-02-18 14:12:00

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!: network post, critical role: ashton greymoore, critical role: chetney pock o'pea, critical role: dorian storm, critical role: orym, ₴ inactive: fen

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~~So uh~~ Sorry for missing your big win, Chet.

FEN

Hey, I know I left a note and all that but sorry for fucking off the other day. And also sorry for leaving a note, because that seems kind of lame of me too now that I think about it.

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	BH respectthealpha 2024-02-18 09:23 pm UTC (link)
	OH IT'LL HAPPEN AGAIN REAL SOON (Reply to this) (Thread)

	BH chaosburst 2024-02-18 09:47 pm UTC (link)
	I'm sure it will, old man. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BH respectthealpha 2024-02-18 09:52 pm UTC (link)
	COULD HAPPEN RIGHT NOW IF YOU HAULED YOUR ASS HOME. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BH chaosburst 2024-02-18 10:05 pm UTC (link)
	Well, maybe now I want to be CONTRARY. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BH respectthealpha 2024-02-18 10:06 pm UTC (link)
	DON'T MAKE ME FIND YOU AND HAUL YOU BACK BY THE SCRUFF OF YOUR NECK, PUP. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BH chaosburst 2024-02-18 10:27 pm UTC (link)
	Almost want you to do it so I can fucking see how you manage it when I'm twice your height. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BH respectthealpha 2024-02-18 10:34 pm UTC (link)
	Ain't stopped me before, won't stop me now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BH chaosburst 2024-02-18 10:46 pm UTC (link)
	Well, if anyone was scrappy enough to manage it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BH respectthealpha 2024-02-18 10:49 pm UTC (link)
	The reigning Fight Club champion. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	BELLS HELLS. mediumspoon 2024-02-18 09:34 pm UTC (link)
	I'm sure he will recount it multiple times until his next one! Is everything Can we Are you okay, Ashton? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	BELLS HELLS. chaosburst 2024-02-18 09:50 pm UTC (link)
	God he fucking will, too. Yeah yeah, I'm fine. Okay, no I'm not. I mean, I am. Physically. Shit's been fucking weird and I probably haven't been handling the healthiest. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BELLS HELLS. smileyday 2024-02-18 09:53 pm UTC (link)
	(Which is to say, maybe, not healthy at all?) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BELLS HELLS. chaosburst 2024-02-18 10:05 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BELLS HELLS. smileyday 2024-02-18 10:09 pm UTC (link)
	Less healthy than would qualify as growth? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BELLS HELLS. chaosburst 2024-02-18 10:11 pm UTC (link)
	That sounds about right. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BELLS HELLS. smileyday 2024-02-18 10:33 pm UTC (link)
	You know sometimes when people are yelling, it means they're caring really loudly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BELLS HELLS. chaosburst 2024-02-18 10:46 pm UTC (link)
	Usually why I'm yelling, I guess. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	BELLS HELLS. mediumspoon 2024-02-18 09:53 pm UTC (link)
	He already has? Twice before breakfast this morning. I'm not going to ~~uhhh~~ tell you how to live your life or anything, because I think FCG would do a much better job and I would be a hypocrite, but if you want to talk about it, we're here? ~~And you probably can't hide the~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BELLS HELLS. chaosburst 2024-02-18 10:07 pm UTC (link)
	Fuck, he's gonna be telling our kids about it. Got memories from home. I fucked up and pissed everyone off, rightfully so. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BELLS HELLS. mediumspoon 2024-02-18 10:10 pm UTC (link)
	I don't think anyone here though is pissed off at you, if it helps. Just worried. And even if you messed things up, I'm sure there was a good reason for it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BELLS HELLS. chaosburst 2024-02-18 10:28 pm UTC (link)
	It was a fucking stupid reason, in retrospect. And right now you aren't, but then if I tell you all what I did, you might get just as pissed as they were back home. Which I don't know, maybe you wouldn't. But that's all I've been thinking about and I took the coward way out and sat my ass at Taste of Tal'Dorei to avoid you all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BELLS HELLS. mediumspoon 2024-02-18 10:30 pm UTC (link)
	We're your friends, Ashton. You can trust us not to get mad at you, but you won't know until you try. It has to be better than hiding. Chetney still might fight you though, but that's just normally how he is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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chaosburst
2024-02-18 11:44 pm UTC (link)

We were in Zephrah and they told me there that I'm part titan. Other stuff happened there too, but that's the bit that's kind of applying to this fucking story. It sent us on this quest where we basically figured out my parents and the Hishari's ritual where they all died during was to stick this shard from an earth primordial into me and that's why I am the way I am today. But the shard was in me the whole time, just inert.

We found out where another shard was, from a fire primordial, in the Shattered Teeth. We met skeletal pirates, they were cool. Found the shard, had to jump into lava to do it. Ludinus was there, but fucker turned into snow.

Anyway, long story fucking short, but I took on the shard, kind of making a decision without telling anyone else and dragging Fearne into it and it nearly killed me in the process. I would have died for fucking real without Letters and Fearne and a ring that Chet got from his ex that he traded me for shoes. I started to just crumble from the fire, which is why I've got a new arm because my old one fell off. Everyone was pissed because it was a shitty thing to do and I fucking get it, I just--I don't know. I'm fucked up.

But the shard rejected me and Fearne took it in the end and it woke up mine and that thing last night during Fight Club was the effects of that. Guess I just needed to be punched in the fucking face to trigger it.

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	ashton tuzzah 2024-02-20 07:01 pm UTC (link)
	I mean.. in your defense, I am a pretty hard sleeper. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	fen/ashton chaosburst 2024-02-21 01:02 am UTC (link)
	Honestly, I'm normally right there with you on that. Sleep like a rock ha, all of that. (Reply to this) (Parent)