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ɢʟᴀᴅɪᴏʟᴜs ᴀᴍɪᴄɪᴛɪᴀ (ex_cupnoods206) wrote in valloic,
@ 2021-04-15 11:13:00

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!: network post, the raven cycle: ronan lynch, ₴ inactive: gladio amicitia, ₴ inactive: ignis scientia (2), ₴ inactive: ludwig, ₴ inactive: noctis lucis caelum (2), ₴ inactive: simon snow, ₴ inactive: toph beifong

I wouldn't say I'm usually an anxious person but there's definitely a feeling of it knowing at any moment you could turn into something stuffed and/or made of plastic. I'd take waiting around for murder turkeys over waiting around for this personally.

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	Re: 20 minutes later ex_cupnoods206 2021-04-15 10:21 pm UTC (link)
	yoga makes me angry i guess (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: 20 minutes later veggiehater 2021-04-15 10:28 pm UTC (link)
	Ha. I'm pretty sure it's supposed to do the opposite. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_cupnoods206 2021-04-15 10:33 pm UTC (link)
	i guess i lack zen. noct. ask ignis to show you a downward dog when we get home (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Gladnoct veggiehater 2021-04-15 10:45 pm UTC (link)
	Haha, gods. Glad I didn't go now. Both of us might've puppeted at the same time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Gladnoct ex_cupnoods206 2021-04-15 10:55 pm UTC (link)
	this is so dumb, i've trained with iggy for years and handled it, but five minutes into it now and it's enough to do this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Gladnoct veggiehater 2021-04-15 11:15 pm UTC (link)
	This is dumb because your puppet has abs not because we're not as good at repressing feelings anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Gladnoct ex_cupnoods206 2021-04-15 11:19 pm UTC (link)
	hey, my puppet worked hard for those abs. do you think he'd stab us if we cornered him in the kitchen and started making out with him? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Gladnoct veggiehater 2021-04-16 12:08 am UTC (link)
	Gods, I don't know. I mean, no I don't think he'll stab us. But getting stabbed could be a step up from whatever did happen. He told me how he was blinded the other day, Gladio. I can't stop thinking about it. You know, right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Gladnoct ex_cupnoods206 2021-04-16 12:32 am UTC (link)
	maybe he'll stab us. yeah, i know. it was a lot to hear, still feels like a lot even now. was that when you guys looked all serious during training? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Gladnoct veggiehater 2021-04-16 01:21 am UTC (link)
	You're going to be a puppet forever at this rate. Yeah. I just. First Nyx then Ignis? Makes me want to drop this ring in the ocean. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Gladnoct ex_cupnoods206 2021-04-16 02:35 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, probably. Sorry my sexual frustration about someone else is turning me into a puppet. I'm sorry, Noct. I know all of that isn't exactly easy to come to terms with. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Gladnoct veggiehater 2021-04-16 03:16 am UTC (link)
	It's Ignis. You get a pass. I think it would've been easier to wrap my head around if he hadn't said it wasn't for duty. ~~I don't des~~ It's hard thinking of you guys dying for just me and not Lucis. Not that I went either of you dying or doing anything for just duty reasons either. ~~Gods, it freaks me out thinking you~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Gladnoct

ex_cupnoods206
2021-04-16 03:53 pm UTC (link)

does that surprise you though? you're important to us. not because you're noctis lucis caelum, but because you're you. noct. think about how hard you fought to get prompto back from ardyn, how far would you have gone for him? we'd all go just as far for you.

i know it's hard not to feel guilty about what happened to ignis, i feel it too noct. keep thinking if i'd gotten to him quicker, if i hadn't let us all split up, if i had been there maybe i could have stopped it all.
but i also know ignis is his own person and the decision he made that day he made because he wanted to, not because he felt anyone or anything or duty was forcing him into it. as much as i hate what happened to him i know i have to respect that.

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	Gladnoct veggiehater 2021-04-16 04:54 pm UTC (link)
	No, I know, you're right. It doesn't surprise me. I know we'd all fight for each other no matter what. It's just a lot, after everything. It's scary. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Gladnoct ex_cupnoods206 2021-04-16 05:12 pm UTC (link)
	Look at that, serious conversations outweigh the puppet thing. Scary because of how far he'll go for you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Gladnoct veggiehater 2021-04-16 05:31 pm UTC (link)
	That and realizing there are some things I don't think I could come back from. I know we all risk our lives all the time, you're my shield for gods' sake, but I think I'd convinced myself that you guys are invincible just because I need you to be. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Gladnoct

ex_cupnoods206
2021-04-16 05:52 pm UTC (link)

Yeah, I get that. For all the training we did, we weren't exactly living anything other than a charmed life before everything went all to hell. Being thrust into a fight with the empire, the daemons, and everything else was kind of a shock. You remember when Ravus handed my ass to me? That shit shook me, Noct, along with everything else that came after. Way more than I was willing to admit then.

Coming across you and Ignis the way you were after the fight in Atlissia, I honestly didn't know what I would have done if that had been it.

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	Gladnoct veggiehater 2021-04-16 06:46 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah I remember. I'd never seen you look that unsettled. Gods. I'm sorry I dredged this up. Are you almost here? I need to see your dumb face in person. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Gladnoct ex_cupnoods206 2021-04-16 09:53 pm UTC (link)
	Don't be sorry, you're not dredging anything up - just wanted you to know I get how it feels. Realizing suddenly the people I care about, that I'm not, as indestructible as I naively thought. Five minutes and then you can look at my dumb face all you want. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Gladnoct veggiehater 2021-04-16 10:36 pm UTC (link)
	Not indestructible. But unbeatable together, right? Your face and your yoga pants, thank you. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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