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Leon S. Kennedy (notarookie) wrote in valarnet,
@ 2019-06-14 15:18:00

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clint barton (hawkeye), leon scott kennedy, michael glass, vanessa cleveland

Why can’t I dream about anything nice? I found my desk at the Raccoon City Police Department and it looks as though the department was going to have a little welcome party for me. The zombie apocalypse happened before I got here and now half of the department is dead and the other half are zombies that want to eat my flesh. There’s a part of me that wishes I’d reported when I was supposed to. The other half is glad that I didn’t.

I woke up this morning and apparently the gun I use in the dreams is here now. And so is my RPD uniform. The gun is useful, I guess. Not so sure about the uniform.

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	awcoffee 2019-06-15 08:31 pm UTC (link)
	on the plus side, halloween costume for this year? there's a part of you that'd probably be a zombie if you'd been there on time. lateness saves lives, always be late. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	notarookie 2019-06-15 08:53 pm UTC (link)
	I think wearing the uniform is like tempting a zombie invasion. I've heard its happened before? But I'd rather it didn't while I'm awake. Yeah, I know, which is why there's only part of me that wishes I'd arrived on time. Its just...I don't know, its dumb. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	awcoffee 2019-06-15 09:36 pm UTC (link)
	yeah. it happened. i don't think they were like culturally typical zombies, but they were a thing. nah. like wondering if something might've been different. folks like that trying and all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

notarookie
2019-06-15 09:48 pm UTC (link)

"Culturally typical"?

I mean, yeah, kind of. I don't know. I don't know what caused everyone to go zombie and my being there when I was supposed to be probably wouldn't have changed that. I'm a fucking 21 year old rookie cop, what the hell could I have done to stop it? But...they seemed like they were excited to meet me, like they were really good people. And here I am, arriving late and having to shoot them all in the head to save myself. I mean. Its fucked up.

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	awcoffee 2019-06-15 10:10 pm UTC (link)
	like the moaning, groaning, decaying zombies. typical. yeah. but zombies are fucked up. think about it, they're good people that were trying to be welcoming and whatever happened. you might be doing them one fucking kindness if all they know now is brains and shit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

notarookie
2019-06-15 10:23 pm UTC (link)

As opposed too...?

You know what? No. Don't answer that question because I don't really want to think about it.

Yeah, you're probably right. If I were turned into a zombie, I'd much rather have someone shoot my head off rather than shuffle around half decayed with my jaw falling off.

...then again, I'd be a zombie, so maybe I wouldn't care? These guys don't seem to care.

And that's kind of the point. These were people once, with names and lives and, fuck I don't know, probably families and shit. The me in the dreams doesn't have a chance to think about this, but I do and its fucking with me.

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awcoffee
2019-06-15 10:27 pm UTC (link)

i mean, it's not that bad? probably someone else in all this crazy going on has dreams of things like that right?

these ones were just like ... idk. alien zombies or something? apparently just like husk like things. not actual people things. different type, same name.

i kinda get it. in a way. a worse way but. they were those things, and now they're not. and when you think about it, if someone you knew, someone like a family member or whatever, was reduced to that, wouldn't you want them to just be put to rest or some shit? fuck man, i'd rather be dead dead than ambling around trying to kill people for brains or whatever else. it's shitty but it's a mercy in some ways.

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notarookie
2019-06-15 10:39 pm UTC (link)

Didn't I just tell you I didn't want to know? Alien zombies. Jesus Christ. Now I'm thinking about that kind of cluster fuck.

No, I wouldn't this to happen to anyone I know. Its worse than death, you're right. I haven't met anyone here who dreams anything like this and I'm glad Claire isn't actually here to have to go through this either. That and I'm about 95% sure her brother would literally put me through a wall if he knew I let her go off on her own during a zombie apocalypse.

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	awcoffee 2019-06-15 10:53 pm UTC (link)
	shooting off their heads still worked i'm pretty sure. silver linings all around then, eh? i mean aside from shitty zombie apocalypse stuff and all that, but still. i dunno if it's better or worse having folk that dream the same shit around. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)