Dean Winchester is Saved. (perditionfree) wrote in valarnet, @ 2013-07-15 16:49:00 |
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Entry tags: | adam young, castiel, dean winchester, john constantine, kirsty cotton, nicholas d. wolfwood, oyama yuriko (lady deathstrike), sam winchester, tessa, tinkerbell, wall-e |
So Purgatory. It's a thing.
Me taking the next few days off of work? Yeah, that's a thing related to Purgatory being a thing.
I feel like I just got back from the sandbox all over again. Swear to god if I have to quit my job over this crap in my head...
I don't think I was ever prepared to have this much blood on my hands and now I can't get it off. I get that I did what I had to do, but I don't want to know what I did to end up there in the first place.
The really screwed up part is that I know hell is coming. At some point whatever this thing I am when I sleep is, the one who ends up with hand prints branded on his arm and fights his way for a year in that place...he goes to hell.
I need some really good reasons not to hop in my car and just drive as far away from everyone I care about as possible, because right now staying near anyone seems like the worst idea ever.