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Sol ([info]solvei) wrote in [info]utr_logs,
@ 2008-08-08 14:06:00

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Entry tags:julia rayner, kyle rayner, solvei samuels

Who: Solvei, Kyle and Julia
What: Kyle and Sol reuniting, Daddy meeting daughter
Where: Sol's apartment
When: last night
Warnings: Probably not



Once Solvei finished talking to Kyle she had told Jules that Daddy was on his way over. The excitement in her little girl's eyes made her smile. Sol was also nervous and she felt like Julia could probably sense it too by the fact that she kept looking up at her from her coloring book. After Sol realized that she was pacing she stopped. If she kept it up there'd probably be a hole worn out in the carpet by the time Kyle got there.

She really wasn't nervous about how he was going to feel when he met Julia. There was no denying that she was her father's daughter. Even though she was petite and blond all other traits that her daughter had screamed Kyle at her. From her eyes to her charm she was her daddy's little girl.

What was she nervous about? Everything that had happened while he'd been gone working for the guardians. She had told Kyle that she wasn't mad. None of it was really his fault for being gone this long. But she was pissed. She had needed him and he hadn't been there for her. That's why she kept reminding herself that it wasn't his fault and it was just the guardians that he reported to. Since she'd never met them, it was kinda hard to blame them. She was sure that as soon as she saw him that everything would be okay.



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[info]thetorchbearer
2008-08-08 06:07 pm UTC (link)
A daughter. A lite girl. Not just any little girl, she was his and Solvei's. Their own family. The thought was terrifying and exciting at the same time. He didn't know if he had what it took to be a father, if he'd be able to handle the responsibility. Maybe he didn't but the one thing he was sure of was that he loved Sol and he was more than willing to try this out with her. To make up for all the time he was gone. He owed both of them so much.

He was soaring towards her place, he didn't want to wait any longer, once he saw the two of them everything would be okay. With a soft sound he landed on the ground outside of the balcony. His heart was pounding and his hands were sweating. He felt all kinds of nervous and excited.

"Solvei! Julia!" He called out both of their names as he looked up towards the balcony. He'd fly up there if he needed too. He wanted to see what his daughter looked like and he wanted to hold Sol.

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[info]abovetheclouds
2008-08-08 06:29 pm UTC (link)
Julia's head instantly picked up from her coloring book where she was working on a picture of Spongebob Squarepants. She heard Kyle's familiar voice from below the balcony and instantly she was on her feet. She glanced up at Solvei who was also rising from her spot in one of the living room chairs.

She was in too much of a hurry to wait for Solvei though and instead raced out onto the balcony, her face lighting up when she saw Kyle downstairs. She didn't wait another minute, just flew down the few feet down to meet Kyle on the ground. She flung herself into his arms and held onto him tight. She couldn't explain it, how confusing the last few days had been. Since she'd arrived she knew something was wrong and she knew that somehow she had to find her father. Kyle had this way of making everything okay again.

She wanted to explain to him how amazing and terrifying the last few days had been. How Dean was just a bitter, broken shell of the man she knew and Faith was more absentee than she'd ever. She wanted to tell him that Emily got hurt and that her cousins were missing in action. That Bobby had brown hair instead of grey. She wanted to tell him that her mother was pale and more withdrawn than she remembered.

She wanted to tell him a lot of things but she opted not to at the moment. Instead she slid away from him and back down to the ground as Solvei walked out through the downstairs door. She wanted them to have their reunion.

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[info]solvei
2008-08-08 06:57 pm UTC (link)
Solvei almost laughed when Jules raced outside as quick as she could and flew down the balcony when she heard Kyle's voice. Instead of messing with the fire escape she went down the steps and met them in the back.

Julia had just then released Kyle. Sol felt tears sting her eyes a little and just stood there. She waited for him to look her way. When he did he smiled at her and she didn't hesitate any longer. She rushed into his arms and let them wrap around her as she squeezed him. Pretty soon she was kissing him and it took her about two seconds before she remembered that Jules was standing right beside her.

Turning around she picked her up and held one arm around Kyle's waist and held Jules with her other arm. "Hi. I missed you." She whispered to him with emotion before letting Kyle take Jules.

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[info]thetorchbearer
2008-08-08 07:45 pm UTC (link)
It was one of those moments that were completely surreal. You couldn't explain it or really describe it. Time slowed down to a crawl and every sense became heightened. When he first saw Julia his heart skipped a beat and Kyle swallowed hard. A beautiful little girl. His daughter. It was an overwhelming emotion.

He caught Julia in his arms and clutched her tightly though Kyle was careful not to hurt her, Julia was a beautiful combination of his and Sol's best traits. "Hey there, apple blossom." His voice was soft and there was a bright smile on his lips. The little girl in his arms was so much more than he could have ever hoped for. He had so many questions, he wanted to know everything about her.

Reluctantly he released Julia though in doing so he looked up to see Solvei. The smile on his lips grew even brighter so much that he thought he might burst. All he had been able to think and dream about lately was her. When she came running into his arms he caught Sol and wrapped her up tight. Almost instantly he was kissing her back, an action filled with all the emotions created from being apart so long.

"Hi." The smile on his lips was probably goofy but he didn't care.

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[info]abovetheclouds
2008-08-08 08:50 pm UTC (link)
Julia giggled when her mom scooped her right up for the reunion that was going on. She breathed in a deep breath and just sagged against them both for a minute, just listening to the two of them. Relief swept over her, the idea that he was never coming back wasn't something that had occurred to her really. She knew what the future looked like.

"Where'd you go?" She asked Kyle, her little fingers closing around the material of his shirt as he looked down at her.

She kicked a little bit until Solvei let go of her and she slid back down to the ground. Grabbing both of her parents' hands she started to pull them back inside towards the house. She had to pull hard until the two of them gave in and let her lead them back upstairs and inside of Solvei's apartment.

Letting go of their hands she bounded up the stairs taking them two at a time until she was back at her coloring book. Ripping the Spongebob picture free of the book, she skipped back over to Kyle and handed it to him. "It's for you." She told him.

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[info]solvei
2008-08-08 10:08 pm UTC (link)
Solvei was relieved that Kyle was here, she didn't want to let him go. She didn't have a problem with it when Julia started to pull them up the fire escape towards the balcony. She laughed a little when she started up the stairs taking them in double time. Still holding onto Kyle's hand she gave him a look like, 'yeah, she's definitely ours.'

Standing back as Julia handed Kyle her coloring book page she smiled. Even though Julia was only nine she definitely could see that she had inherited Kyle's eye for art. Even if it was only a coloring book page.

"Squirt, you're gonna have to get ready for bed soon. Maybe you can go get into your pjs and then Daddy can read you a story. How about that?"

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[info]thetorchbearer
2008-08-09 12:11 pm UTC (link)
kyle still felt completely awestruck by the entire situation. It wasn't something that he could just wrap his head around. He was holing Julia and Sol's hand as they headed inside. He wanted to ask his daughter what her favorite color was, what foods she didn't like. He wanted to beg solvei to forgive him and just hold her all night long.

The familiar sight of her apartment was like a godsend at that point. He'd been dreaming about this place for days. As Julia came bounding towards he knelt down to take the picture. After giving it a thorough inspection he grinned at her. "You're a natural artist, sweetie." Kyle could see it in the picture, the way she shaded and colored. "I'll read any story you want."

He looked over at Sol and stepped in closer, brushing hair from her face. "I love you." he whispered softly. There was so much he wanted to say

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[info]abovetheclouds
2008-08-09 06:55 pm UTC (link)
"Yes!" Julia exclaimed excitedly, grinning at both of them before turning around and running off to Solvei's room where they were keeping the things that Jules had acquired in just her few short days here.

She rummaged around until she found her pajamas and slipped them on as quickly as she could as she listened to her parents back out in the living room. After she was dressed, she looked through the books that she had and finally settled on Snow White. It was her favorite story.

Clutching the book in her hands she walked back out into the living room and handed it to Kyle, looking up at him.

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[info]solvei
2008-08-09 07:05 pm UTC (link)
When Jules had scampered away to go get into her pjs Sol stepped into Kyle's embrace. When he brushed hair out of her face she put her hand against his holding his hand there for a second. She had missed this, missed him so much. Things had gotten so messed up and she was so scared that once he knew everything there wouldn't be any more moments like this. "I love you too, so much."

The way that he was looking at her made her breath catch in her chest. She hoped that everything was going to be okay. Things had to be at least okay since they had a daughter together now. Even thinking that thought still after spending a few days with Jules was a lot to take in. Since Julia had showed up she'd pretty much just been going through the motions and not really thinking about what would or could happen. Now that Kyle was back she could catch her breath a little. That's what she felt anyway. She just hoped that he would stay.

Sol was about to try and tell Kyle how much she missed him after she had kissed him when Julia came running back into the room. "She's really amazing, isn't she?" She whispered as Julia walked forward with her book for him to read.

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[info]thetorchbearer
2008-08-09 08:25 pm UTC (link)
There were so many first ahead of him and Kyle wanted to treasure them all. This? Was going to be the first story he ever read to his daughter. The first time that he ever tucked her in. It literally made him feel as if his heart might burst.

"Amazing? She really is. And she gets it from you." This was also a night that he was going to spend with Solvei. He knew there was a lot they needed to talk about but he really just wanted to be with her right then. Stealing a brief kiss he then followed Julia to the bed where he knew he would get to read the story.

"You ready,sweetheart? Your daddy happens to be a master storyteller." when the book was handed to him Kyle couldn't help but grin. "Snow White? One of my favorites." leaning in closer Kyle whispered. "I always thought your mom was like those princesses."

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[info]abovetheclouds
2008-08-09 09:56 pm UTC (link)
"I'm ready!" Julia exclaimed with a giggle as Kyle easily scooped her up off of the floor and whispered about fairytale princesses to her as they walked to the bedroom. "She is a princess." Jules agreed happily. It was so very strange to see her parents so young and in the beginning of their relationship. They were kind of like a fairytale couple, in the eyes of a nine year old. Julia still believed in happily ever after.

Kyle set her down on the bed and she snuggled up close to him, looking over at the storybook as he flipped the pages and started reading outloud. Her head rested against his chest, her eyes following along with the words as he read them outloud to her. It wasn't long before she drifted off to to the familiar and comforting sound of his deep baritone.

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[info]solvei
2008-08-10 01:58 am UTC (link)
Sol decided to let them have some alone time together. And story time was the perfect time for that. While Kyle was reading Jules a story she cleaned up Julia's coloring books, crayons and toys that she had left on the kitchen table. Once that was put away she couldn't help but go and peek in on them.

What she saw made her smile contentedly. It was so weird to have this after all she had lost in a few short weeks. She really wasn't completely convinced that it was real all the way quite yet. Julia had fallen asleep and she thought that Kyle was just now realizing that fact. She whispered, "Out like a light, huh?"

Kyle was able to get up and off the bed without their girl waking up. He was a natural she thought. Walking over to Julia, Sol brushed her lips against her temple. "Good night sweetie." She followed Kyle out but made sure to turn on the night light before turning off the main light.

Once they were out of the room she wrapped her arms around Kyle's waist and looked up at him. "How are you doing?" She'd had a few days to take it all in and she still wasn't completely settled with the idea. She wasn't sure what he was feeling right now.

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[info]thetorchbearer
2008-08-11 06:25 pm UTC (link)
There was something about reading to your daughter for the first time that honestly felt magical. Kyle made sure to do his best, pausing dramatically, adding extra emphasis to certain words. In fact he got so involved in it that he hadn't realized Julia was asleep at first. He brushed stray blonde locks away from the childs face and smiled contently. She looked so peaceful like that, it have Kyle a different kind of tranquil feeling than he had experienced before.

He quietly said good night to her and let solvei do the same. He also did his best not to wake her as he moved off the bed. Once outside he wrapped Sol up in his arms. "Me? I feel incredible. She's..she's perfect. An angel." Kyle had been sure he would want to run if ever faced with raising a child, but one night and he knew he loved Julia and wanted to take care of her.

"And you..you're amazing. Taking care of her by yourself. She loves you. I love you. I owe you so much, solvei."

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[info]solvei
2008-08-12 01:15 pm UTC (link)
Once they were out of the bedroom Sol led Kyle to the balcony and she just wanted him to hold her for a few minutes. She wanted to feel his arms around her after the last few weeks. It'd seemed like forever to her since she'd seen him. So much had happened.

"You don't owe me Kyle. And I love you, so much. But, I'm not so sure how you're going to feel in a few minutes." She had to tell him everything and she was scared to. There wasn't much in this world that she was scared of but the thought that she might lose him over one mistake scared the hell out of her. She really wasn't even sure where to start with it all.

Tugging gently on his hand she sat down with him on the couch. "I have to explain some things to you. It's not going to make a lot of sense but since you know how this world works you'll know that I'm not making it up. And that I'm not nuts." She looked at him and put her hand to his face. He looked worried and she thought that he should be. She hoped with everything that she had that they could get past this. Leaning over she brushed her lips against his and waited for him to tell her to go on.

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[info]thetorchbearer
2008-08-17 10:28 am UTC (link)
Kyle followed her into the living room, taking a seat next to her on the couch after she had done so. "I know you aren't crazy. This place doesn't work like others." when she said that she needed to tell him something there was a sinking feeling in his stomach and he was sure it was reflected in his face.

"All right, Sol, I'm listening." Kyle was still holding on to her hand, unsure of what she was about to say. If it was bad, he was promising himself right then and there that he would work through whatever it was. He loved her top much to lose her.

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[info]solvei
2008-08-17 01:57 pm UTC (link)
Sol didn't want to tell him now that it was time to. But since she wanted to get it over with and deal with it she decided it'd be best not to put it off. "One of the weeks that you were gone I was sent to a different universe. But it wasn't just me, it was all of my friends. Only in this universe it was different 'cause I didn't remember ever coming to this place. It was like... I don't even know how to explain but to make a long story short the first day I was there I had the baby. The baby that I lost. With Dean. We lived together with the baby for a whole week."

She figured that he could put two and two together but she couldn't put into words how hard it had been. When they had come back and the baby was gone and Kyle wasn't there for her to talk to about it. The first night back she'd done something horrible and she wasn't even sure if she should tell him about it. Turning to look at him she tried to gage his reaction.

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[info]thetorchbearer
2008-08-17 02:12 pm UTC (link)
Kyle swallowed hard as he listened to what she had to say, willing himself not to look away as he allowed himself to take it all in. It brought up more emotions than he could count. A lot of them were worry and concern for her, others were more selfish. He was ashamed of thinking about them. Scared that she had been more happy in the other world. Devistated over what she had to go through.

"I...I can't imagine how hard it was. Coming back to this
." she had to lose the baby again, he understood that. "I'm so sorry Sol."

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[info]solvei
2008-08-17 02:56 pm UTC (link)
One of the things that she liked best about Kyle and their relationship was that they were always honest with one another. From the very first night she'd told him more things about her than she usually told anyone. That's why she wanted to get everything out in the open.

Squeezing his hand she let it go and stood up. She started to pace because that's what she did when she was nervous. "Yeah, I'm sorry too. For more than just losing the baby." She glanced at him and finished, "The night we got back everything was just too much. I called for you and you didn't come. I went to Dean and we spent the night together. I'm sorry, so sorry. Everything was just too much and I wasn't thinking straight."

Crossing her arms, her back was to him. She half expected for him to just leave and when she turned around for him to not be there. That's why she stayed looking down at the street below.

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[info]thetorchbearer
2008-08-17 03:12 pm UTC (link)
No matter how bad something was, Kyle wanted to know the truth, it was the way that he had always been. He thought that was the reason he and Solvei had become so close. They were honest with each other and that had always been important.

When she stood up and started pacing he knew something was coming. As she told him what happened when she came back his face paled and he felt as if he had been hit in the stomach with a sledgehammer. Part of him wanted to fly away and not look back until he was in space. But he also realized why it had happened. He hadn't been there. If he had, he could had stopped it.

Still, at his core, Kyle was a jealous person. He was struggling with it right then. He wasn't going to run though. His mind was trying to sift through the emotions and see the facts. His hands clenched and then unclenched. He bit down on his lip before speaking.

"Just..tell me you love me, Sol." It's not that he doubted that she did, he needed to hear it,

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[info]solvei
2008-08-17 04:02 pm UTC (link)
When he finally spoke she jumped a little because she hadn't really expected him to still be there. If their places were reversed she probably would've run. She would've ended up regretting it later but she realized then that Kyle was a better person than she was.

Rushing forward when he asked her to tell him that she loved him. She got down on her knees in front of him and put her hands on his knees and looked up at him. There was no doubt in her mind that he was the one for her. She'd known it from the start really. "I love you Kyle. Totally and completely. You're the only man I want from here on out as long as you'll put up with me."

Taking a chance she held a hand up and touched his face. She needed physical reassurance right now that he wasn't going anywhere. Her biggest fear lately had been that he'd been gone for good and that it was karma biting her on the ass for the mistake that she had made.

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[info]thetorchbearer
2008-08-17 04:40 pm UTC (link)
It was a whirlwind of emotions in his mind right then. Not all of them were welcome or positive. It made him sick to his stomach to think about anyone touching Solvei. There was that desire to mark her as his own again which could be ignored for the moment. In the back of his mind he knew it was his fault too, he should have been there, but he knew he still would have been swinging if Dean had been there.

Kyle looked into her eyes when she said she loved him. He believed her with all of his heart. She had made a mistake but he had to consider what she had gone through. Very gently he helped her up and nodded. "I love you too...and I...forgive you."

He did forgive her. Did that mean he wasn't upset? No, he was. But he didn't want to yell and wake julia and he didn't think sol deserved him being angry after everything. He tried to swallow it all down,

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[info]solvei
2008-08-17 05:21 pm UTC (link)
Wrapping her arms around his waist she laid her head against his chest. His voice sounded sad to her. She hoped that they'd get past this not only for themselves but for Julia now. "Can we get past this?" They loved one another but she was worried about everything. She had to be friends with Dean because of Em and Faith. She wasn't sure how Kyle was going to deal with that.

Then she thought about how good it was just to be near him. She felt so safe in his arms. "Will you stay over?" It might be cute for the three of them to sleep in the same bed together. But she figured he'd probably want to go home. Sol was going to have to get a bigger place. She wanted Jules to have her own room.

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[info]thetorchbearer
2008-08-17 06:01 pm UTC (link)
Kyle was just as upset with himself at moment but even he wasn't so hot headed to think that now was the time to yell. Instead he wrapped his arms around Solvei and breathed in deeply. They were still going to have things to talk about and work through but that didn't mean it was impossible.

"We'll get past this, I promise." If Kyle believed in anything it was the fact that they had a future. He wanted to be there for Julia and he wanted to be there for Sol. They had things to get past, but they would do it together, tonight just wasn't the night.

Looking down at her he smiled just a little and nodded his head. "I'll stay over tonight." He wanted to be close to both of them. Lifting solvei up in his arms, he captured her lips with his own, kissing her deeply. He just wanted to show her his feelings hadn't changed.

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