One of the things that she liked best about Kyle and their relationship was that they were always honest with one another. From the very first night she'd told him more things about her than she usually told anyone. That's why she wanted to get everything out in the open.
Squeezing his hand she let it go and stood up. She started to pace because that's what she did when she was nervous. "Yeah, I'm sorry too. For more than just losing the baby." She glanced at him and finished, "The night we got back everything was just too much. I called for you and you didn't come. I went to Dean and we spent the night together. I'm sorry, so sorry. Everything was just too much and I wasn't thinking straight."
Crossing her arms, her back was to him. She half expected for him to just leave and when she turned around for him to not be there. That's why she stayed looking down at the street below.