Once they were out of the bedroom Sol led Kyle to the balcony and she just wanted him to hold her for a few minutes. She wanted to feel his arms around her after the last few weeks. It'd seemed like forever to her since she'd seen him. So much had happened.
"You don't owe me Kyle. And I love you, so much. But, I'm not so sure how you're going to feel in a few minutes." She had to tell him everything and she was scared to. There wasn't much in this world that she was scared of but the thought that she might lose him over one mistake scared the hell out of her. She really wasn't even sure where to start with it all.
Tugging gently on his hand she sat down with him on the couch. "I have to explain some things to you. It's not going to make a lot of sense but since you know how this world works you'll know that I'm not making it up. And that I'm not nuts." She looked at him and put her hand to his face. He looked worried and she thought that he should be. She hoped with everything that she had that they could get past this. Leaning over she brushed her lips against his and waited for him to tell her to go on.