InsaneJournal

Tweak says, "now this is getting silly"

coffeeboy (coffeeboy) wrote in utr_logs,
@ 2008-06-13 01:12:00

Entry tags:

ianto jones, owen harper

who. Ianto & Owen
what. attempting conversation
when. tonight.

Ianto headed round to see Owen. He wanted to know what was up with Owen. The fact Owen hadn't wanted to speak about it made him more determined to find out. It proved he could put aside any petty arguements they might have to show genuine concern for a friend. He rang the bell and hoped Owen would answer. He held a bottle of wine he'd brought back from his trip as a sort of peace offereing.

(Read comments) - (Post a new comment)

	coffeeboy 2008-06-16 05:55 pm UTC (link)
	Ianto gave a yelp that faded to a moan as he moved against Owen again, happy to give him complete control. That was how much he trusted him. Still wanting to forget Jack and this was perfect for that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	genius_mind 2008-06-17 12:08 am UTC (link)
	Owen wasn't exactly sure that he wanted control, but he'd take it. He kissed down to Ianto's adam's apple, sucking and teasing at it. His teeth grazed against his skin, one hand moving down to grab at his thigh. "What do you want? Tell me," he growled. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	coffeeboy 2008-06-17 06:30 pm UTC (link)
	He shivered, with his eyes closed he almost forgot then it was Owen doing that and not Jack. Though he hated comparing them. It wasn't right and he knew it. But he wasn't about to say it out loud or tell Owen to stop. "Fuck, anything." Ianto whined desperate. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

genius_mind
2008-06-19 08:45 pm UTC (link)

In his mind, Owen wasn’t comparing Ianto to anyone of the male persuasion. And he surely wasn’t comparing Ianto to Lyssa or Diane either. For Owen, this was something completely different. Strangely, Owen was comparing himself to Jack, in almost the same capacity Ianto was. I wonder if Jack did this? I wonder if Jack said that… These thoughts ran through his mind, try as he did to push them out.

“I don’t fuck anything.” He looked down at Ianto, a serious look in his eyes. “This is not a relationship, but it’s more than just a fuck to me.” And with that, he reached over into the bedside drawer and pulled out a bottle of lube. “Got that,” he growled.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	coffeeboy 2008-06-19 09:12 pm UTC (link)
	Ianto stopped himself asking 'what the fuck is this then?' Instead nodding. "Yeah." He barely spoke, he didn't trust himself to say anything more. And Owen acting like that, was pretty damn good. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

genius_mind
2008-06-19 09:30 pm UTC (link)

Owen shook his head. He wished Ianto understood, but he knew he wouldn't. He never would. To Owen, this was two friends seeking comfort. It was a time for them where they were feeling a little dejected. It was about Jack in a way. But it wasn't a relationship. It was a one time thing. And yet, at least to Owen, this was not just a fuck. And he'd never think of it as such. He had much more respect for Ianto than that.

"Good." He lubed himself up, feeing how hard he was in the palm of his hand. It was kind of hard to ignore. He wouldn't use a condom. He didn't feel he needed. He got himself tested regularly. And he pretty much trusted Ianto as well. Grabbing Ianto roughly by his hips, he thrust inside, burying himself as deeply as he could.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	coffeeboy 2008-06-19 11:27 pm UTC (link)
	Ianto let out a little gasp so surprise and then bit on his lip with his eyes closed, muttering quietly to himself as he shifted slightly. "Thank you." He said a little louder than he thought he was saying breathlessly and didn't realise. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

genius_mind
2008-06-20 04:26 pm UTC (link)

Oh Owen heard him. He wasn't sure though if he was supposed to hear him. She he didn't know if he should actually respond to the thank you or not. He pulled out, slowly, almost completely before slamming back in again. His movements where rhythmic in their nature, building up to speed, focusing on thrust first. His fingers dug into Ianto's skin, perhaps hard enough to leave a few marks, but not actually drawing blood.

He could feel Ianto responding, as they both worked together, taking out their aggressions against their Captain. He almost wanted to think former Captain, but Jack still was their Captain. Wasn't he? Owen didn't know. And right then and there, he didn't want to think about it either. Instead, he chose to growl and focus on Ianto. He leaned down and nipped at his chest, licking and biting wherever he wanted to.

"You're welcome," he murmured softly, barely audible.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	coffeeboy 2008-06-20 09:53 pm UTC (link)
	Ianto lay still as he could, covering his face with his hands. Owen wasn't meant to have heard, hell Ianto wasn't even meant to have said anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

genius_mind
2008-06-20 10:23 pm UTC (link)

Owen pulled back, staring down at Ianto. He stilled his own movements as well, laying buried inside of him. He was panting, his breath ragged. He didn't know if he was meant to continue or pull out. Slowly, he did just that, pulling out and pulling away from Ianto. Any moron could see that with his face covered like that, he was not enjoying the moment.

"I'm sorry," he mumbled. Owen assumed Ianto had thought this a mistake. And the last thing he wanted to do was alienate his friend.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

coffeeboy
2008-06-20 10:32 pm UTC (link)

Ianto moved his hands slightly down his face so he could see Owen. It was obvious then that he was crying, not anything to with Owen but how much then he hated himself. Hated how he was using Owen in some way. Hated how he felt about Reinette and what she would think of him.

"I'm sorry." It wasn't Owen who should be saying that first, it was him. He rolled onto his side, turning away from Owen then, hands trying to muffle a quiet sob at the thought he'd just fucked up everything.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

genius_mind
2008-06-21 02:36 am UTC (link)

Owen sighed. He hated to see his friend in that state. This had been such a mistake, he thought to himself. But he blamed Ianto none. No, he shouldered most of the blame himself. He was such a prat sometimes. He never learned, did he.

Moving over, he laid behind Ianto. Quietly, he wrapped his arms around Ianto and held him. He said nothing, afraid to say the wrong thing. He just held his friend, comforting him. If he needed to sob, he would let him sob.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

coffeeboy
2008-06-21 11:14 am UTC (link)

Ianto wasn't scrambling to get away, which given his state then seemed to be a big deal. He sniffed taking a deep breath trying to regain some of his normal composure. Though that in the situation wasn't really relevant.

"This is the point we start shouting at each other again." He finally said, quietly not sure if he was joking or being serious. "Telling me how pathetic I am."

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

genius_mind
2008-06-21 11:17 am UTC (link)

Reaching up, Owen rubbed Ianto's shoulder. He said nothing at first, contemplating what he was going to say. Yes, he could be rude, at times. Not always though. He sighed, closing his eyes, focusing on his mate. He even went so far as to wonder what he would want to hear.

"I can if you want? Yell. Shout. Tell you're a bloody tea boy?" He bit his lip. "I don't really wanna do that, mate."

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	coffeeboy 2008-06-21 11:28 am UTC (link)
	Shaking his head slowly Ianto moved away from Owen. Only so he could turn round and see him. "Don't." He managed a slight smile. "I need help Owen." It took him a lot to say those words then, but he couldn't just go into some sort of self destruct whenever Jack happened into his life again and he felt forgotten. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	genius_mind 2008-06-21 11:38 am UTC (link)
	"And ya got me to help ya. And Reinette. Lyssa in her own... well, odd way?" He gave Ianto a shy smile. "C'mon... It will be fine. We'll... We'll get it done, aye?" He took Ianto's shoulder and he gave it a squeeze. "And... We'll never discuss this again. Eh?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	coffeeboy 2008-06-21 05:31 pm UTC (link)
	Ianto cautiously hugged him in return. "Yes. If that's what you think would be best never again." He hoped that he didn't need to say how thankful he was to have Owen and in extension everyone else's support there for him. He was also very relieved that he hadn't fucked up their friendship, it had taken them long enough to get to that point after all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	genius_mind 2008-06-22 10:21 am UTC (link)
	Owen wasn't sure that was what would be best. But he had to go with what he thought would be best for Ianto. And it was clear to him that Ianto didn't want this. And he never would. Yes, they had a fucked up friendship, but it was theirs. "Let's go get dressed and get pissed with some pints?" He smiled at Ianto. "C'mon... I'm bloody cold now." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	coffeeboy 2008-06-22 10:37 am UTC (link)
	Ianto managed to laugh. "Fine." Ianto's slow to move, he's feeling the cold but not. "You're buying first." He frowns then laughs again at what he's about to say. He has to laugh otherwise he's not sure what else to do. "Where'd I leave my clothes?" (Reply to this) (Parent)

(Read comments) -