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[Jun. 24th, 2008|01:19 pm] |
I've been trying to write songs but my fingers are numb.
I've been trying to remember my dreams but I can't sleep.
Not getting far on either one of those. Seems like these two things are close together in a way. Like they're holding hands and waiting on me. Watching through the windows of my eyes when I'm trying to get my mind open like a jammed-up door. And if I can touch the shoulder of one, I can get at them both.
Maybe I'm getting more lost than I thought. |
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[Jun. 6th, 2008|12:13 am] |
Stopped freaking out and started trying to figure out what was going on. It took me a couple of days to get acquainted with all of this new stuff around me, but, I managed to find the website.
Yeah, it answered most of my questions.
This ain't the weirdest thing to happen to me.
Believe it or not. |
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[Jun. 6th, 2008|12:16 am] |
I don't matter all that much, but for fuck's sake I'm so fucking tired of this fucking world and the shit it does to my kid. I can't go in there and get her hopes crushed again. It's not like I can avoid it though.
I hate when she looks at me like that. |
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