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Connor McManus ([info]twinveritas) wrote in [info]undertherainbow,
@ 2008-04-13 18:38:00

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Entry tags:connor mcmanus, dean winchester, god, nicholas wolfwood

I've been neglecting to pray again. I apologize. I just don't know how to pray to something someone I know personally.
It's been a smooth transition for us, relatively speaking. I appreciate that. I only wish I could stop regretting the mistakes we made in the other reality. I want to make right the things we neglected there.
... What I'm saying is I miss Rocco. He was truly a good man, and shouldn't have fucking died for what we believe. He shouldn't have been brought into it. He was as innocent as the ones we defend. For fuck sakes, he shouldn't have died. I will always wear that as a burden on my shoulders. That he died because of us. If you're able... and he's somewhere in your keeping, God... I want to let him know I'm sorry. I didn't mean for him to die. We care about him still. Think of him every day. We even went to his funeral. Murphy brought flowers - just like he said he would.

God, I've met people here that said they'd died. We ourselves were as close to dead as could be before we were brought here. Why isn't Rocco here? What constitutes the basis for why someone arrives? He... He deserves a second chance. And an apology in person.

If I were to be able to do it all over, I'd have had him stay out of it. There's no reason Murphy and I can't do this on our own. We've eyes and ears and can tell when evil is being done. That's enough. Recruiting will only get other people killed.

In my Lady's name I pray,
Amen

Our cats are well again - well, they're healing, that's good enough news. They didn't catch rabies from that fucking raccoon.

Work's still slow, but it's a good kind of slow. Anyone feel like going out and celebrating over a drink?


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[info]gunslingrpriest
2008-04-17 04:46 am UTC (link)
Still, the raccoon assaulted them (never thought I'd type that sentence).

I'm alright. Having a bit of trouble getting into the job I want. Apparently the church isn't so trusting with their orphanages. I'm still proving that I won't be a danger to the kids.

Which is hard to accomplish when they insist on asking what the 'D' stands for.

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[info]twinveritas
2008-04-17 05:49 am UTC (link)
Death, I take it? Or something unreasonably long.

You're just lucky you don't have five middle names.

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[info]gunslingrpriest
2008-04-17 03:46 pm UTC (link)
Dangerous, actually. I picked it myself, when I was a kid. Didn't matter back home, I usually didn't even use my first name there. Here, it apparently matters.

You've got five middle names?

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[info]twinveritas
2008-04-17 03:55 pm UTC (link)
Three, actually. My mum thought it'd be funny to give my brother and I each other's names as middle names, then our own middle names, then the name of our father. She was a bit drunk at the time.

If it makes you feel more at ease, I'll call you Wolfwood from now on. Seems only fair. And you've gotta love those things you do to yourself as a kid that would make you feel like a badass as an adult. Got my first tattoo at 12, found it to be a bloody stupid mistake, since who the hell wants Killer on their wrist? Luckily, the one down my finger and hand covers it up now.

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[info]gunslingrpriest
2008-04-17 10:58 pm UTC (link)
That makes a certain amount of sense.

Do you prefer Connor, or something else? And Wolfwood's fine. Most of my congregation calls me Father Wolfwood, so it's easier to just go by one name.

Oh, don't even get me started on stupid tattoos. I knew a kid who tattooed 'fuck the world' on his forehead. Once he got to a certain age, you never saw him without a hat. We all do dumb shit when we're young.

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[info]twinveritas
2008-04-17 11:19 pm UTC (link)
Connor's fine. Haven't been called much else that doesn't require a superfluous knowledge of foreign obscenities.

Okay, that beats anything I've got for stupid shit kids do.

Hey, where are you? London, I'm assuming - seems like everyone but my brother and me wound up there. How about a round of drinks one day? I'm more than willing to hear some strange stories from a different planet. That is, if you're willing.

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[info]gunslingrpriest
2008-04-17 11:22 pm UTC (link)
Brooklyn. And I never say no to beer. If you name the place, I'll meet you there.

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[info]twinveritas
2008-04-17 11:31 pm UTC (link)
Brooklyn - right. Forgot you'd said that before.

Lessee. Seems that Hartford would be a good middle ground between us. Or I could come to Brooklyn, or you could come to Boston. In any case, I know the whole damn area, been here long enough to know practically every alley between Portland and Philly.

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[info]gunslingrpriest
2008-04-18 02:31 am UTC (link)
Hartford works for me. I'm not used to staying in one place so long, it'll be nice to see someplace new.

When do you want to meet?

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