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Tweak says, "You so care about me."

Kitt (knight_2000) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2010-06-07 18:52:00

Current mood:	predatory
Entry tags:	aidan winchester, kitt 2, miniver cheevy, napalm wartooth, nathan ford, teague brennan

Apparently, the only thing one has to do to stop drinking is to simply... stop.

Which will then lead to life becoming one big never-ending ball of happiness and joy, I'm sure.

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	huniepop 2010-06-07 11:51 pm UTC (link)
	... you are being such a baby. My uncle's trying really hard to quit drinking. Shut up. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	knight_2000 2010-06-07 11:52 pm UTC (link)
	Key word there. Your UNCLE. I have no one here. At least he has family. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	huniepop 2010-06-07 11:53 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe you would have someone if you weren't a whiny alcoholic. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	knight_2000 2010-06-07 11:56 pm UTC (link)
	I did have someone. I stopped drinking. She still left. Next? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	huniepop 2010-06-07 11:57 pm UTC (link)
	Did you stop whining? Seriously, you're making me mad. I don't get mad. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	knight_2000 2010-06-07 11:59 pm UTC (link)
	You don't have to talk to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	huniepop 2010-06-08 12:00 am UTC (link)
	No, I don't! I do it because I think you might be worth a damn. I just think that you don't think you're worth a damn. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	sassdoesnthelp 2010-06-07 11:57 pm UTC (link)
	Not true. Our situations are different. I have people around who support and give me reason not to drink, but there's not a day that goes by, not an hour, that I don't think about it. It's not just stopping, it's having a reason to stop. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	knight_2000 2010-06-07 11:59 pm UTC (link)
	I have no reason to stop, Nathan. I'm sorry. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sassdoesnthelp 2010-06-08 01:35 am UTC (link)
	Trust me, Kitt. I know the decision is a personal one, and you're the only one who can make it. I hope one day you choose that path, but I know from experience it doesn't work when someone else pushes you down that road. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	knight_2000 2010-06-08 01:39 am UTC (link)
	I don't know what to anymore, Nathan. I don't know where to turn. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sassdoesnthelp 2010-06-08 02:07 am UTC (link)
	I know how that feels. It's not a good place. I am grateful every day that I found somewhere to turn, someone who would let me turn to her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	knight_2000 2010-06-08 02:11 am UTC (link)
	How do I get out of it, Nate? Where do I go from here? I don't have anyone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sassdoesnthelp 2010-06-08 02:14 am UTC (link)
	I'm afraid that's the kind of thing you have to figure out for yourself. For me it was Sophie, and Sam. The way I hurt them both when I fell off the wagon back in January, I couldn't live with myself if I ever hurt them again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	insidethelines 2010-06-08 01:09 am UTC (link)
	If my sister wasn't a good enough reason for you to stop with this bullshit, I don't think you're smart enough or good enough to even think about being with her. I'm the one warning shot you get. Leave her alone, Kitt. You've made her cry one time too many. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	knight_2000 2010-06-08 02:02 am UTC (link)
	Message received. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	poetbrennan 2010-06-08 04:43 am UTC (link)
	You know, I've been watching your stupid pity parade for a while now, and you're the guy that makes hard working alcoholics like me look like a lost cause. Stop spamming the goddamn forum with your petty bullshit. We don't care if you're drunk. We don't care that you've backslid. We. Don't. Care. It's possible that nobody fucking does, and that nobody fucking will. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	knight_2000 2010-06-08 04:46 am UTC (link)
	Thank you. That's probably exactly what I needed to hear. The most sane words yet. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	poetbrennan 2010-06-08 04:49 am UTC (link)
	You make two damn posts a day about drinking and it makes it hard for guys like me to keep from spiraling in with you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	knight_2000 2010-06-08 04:52 am UTC (link)
	Misery loves company. If you drink, or used to, then you know that. And if you don't drink anymore, then by all means, share your secrets. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	poetbrennan 2010-06-08 04:54 am UTC (link)
	Staying away from idiots who want to throw their lives away. I have a family. I don't want to destroy their lives by destroying mine. If you have even one person you don't want to destroy by drinking, you do it for them. Otherwise, just keep it off the fucking forums. You're giving the kids here a great fucking role model by posting about this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	knight_2000 2010-06-08 04:57 am UTC (link)
	Too late for that. But thank you for the advice. You know, I'd forgotten that children might be reading. My apologies. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	poetbrennan 2010-06-08 05:00 am UTC (link)
	I can't talk to you anymore. It's too depressing. I don't feel sorry for you. I feel sorry for everyone you've pushed away to fuel your addiction. Get some help. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	miniver 2010-06-08 04:58 am UTC (link)
	Rehab. Therapy. And knowing you've pissed off my brother, he's scary when he gets mad. But he's kind of right. The kids get in enough trouble on their own. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	knight_2000 2010-06-08 05:00 am UTC (link)
	I'm not afraid of him. But he is right about the children, and for that alone I am sorry. Alcohol tends to bring out the worst in people, and not all of it is intentional. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)