InsaneJournal

Tweak says, "Bow chika bow wow!"

Remus is still fighting it (fallingshort) wrote in thequest,
@ 2019-06-22 09:48:00

Entry tags:

!: journal, !: text, c: fabian prewett, c: florinda mcgonagall, c: gideon prewett, c: lily evans, c: remus lupin, c: sirius black

28 June: Friday night research
[WARD TO PREWETT TWINS ]
What do you two know about Dark Marks? The tattoo variety rather than the ominous one in the sky. And how it may or may not work with or against the Order Pact?
[/WARD TO PREWETT TWINS]

[WARD TO LILY EVANS]
Lily.

I really don’t mean to be dramatic, but the world hates, me doesn’t it? This is punishment for actually being happy. I am also still switching between wanting to rattle him and wanting to wrap him up and never let anything touch him.

This is also a very solemn question: am I a bad friend? Specifically have I been a bad friend to Peter?
[/WARD TO LILY]

[WARD TO FLORRIE]
As a general inquiry, what do you know about trauma? Mental rather than purely physical. What sort of treatment options are out there?
[/WARD TO FLORRIE]

[TEXT TO SIRIUS]
Peter is at the flat. Let’s try not to kill him. Please.
[/TEXT TO SIRIUS]

(Read comments) - (Post a new comment)

	Florrie + Remus fallingshort 2019-06-24 02:32 am UTC (link)
	We are keeping this close right now. Which isn't fair because here I am looking for tips on something specific and only giving vague details. And mostly just looking for validation that it's okay to be angry at him regardless or even in spite of his mental state. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Florrie + Remus lionsheart 2019-06-24 02:36 am UTC (link)
	It's all right to be angry. He may not be the right or only person to be angry at if he was forced to do something under duress, and obviously you don't take it out of his hide, but anger is a reasonable response. So is a feeling of betrayal over, let us say, divulged secrets. Yours or someone else's. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Florrie + Remus fallingshort 2019-06-24 03:08 am UTC (link)
	I don't trust myself with anger. It's not something I like to hold onto or carry around. (Reply to this) (Parent)

(Read comments) -