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the fourteenth doctor; doctor who (doctorfun) wrote in thedoorway,
@ 2013-09-10 01:26:00

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alexis castle, amy pond, castiel, clara oswald, doctor - tenth, james kirk, jenny, justine raith, meg, norman jayden, rory williams, rose tyler, sam winchester

Never a dull moment around here, is there? Suppose that makes this a fitting place for me to be dropped in. Fashion Week, television programs returning to the telly, and all of it overshadowed by unpleasant events without origin. Ah, well! Could all be worse, I could be forced into experiencing the former firsthand! Hah!

Now, what's everyone up to this week? I'll be perusing schools to prove my ability to teach impressionable young minds.

FILTER: Jenny (The Doctor's Daughter~)

Well, now! Settled in all right? Everything in order? Anything I can do? Perhaps I should offer you a tour of the city or some other such thing. Would you like that?

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	doctorfun 2013-09-11 09:08 am UTC (link)
	Undoubtedly kindred spirits, you and I, Castiel! Never had a backup plan. Brilliance has its limitations! Quite right to say so, however. Something I enjoy... perhaps a bit of Astronomy, then! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

celestialintent
2013-09-11 12:37 pm UTC (link)

So it definitely would seem. I hope to speak with you again in person. As purely a social interaction, though questions are still welcome. If that would be acceptable.

That would be exceedingly fitting. I remember the cosmos from when it was new. My siblings and I used to race through it as a means of honing our speed. It was very pleasant, to see it as your kind does. I have no doubt that your knowledge and guidance will evoke some interest in the humans you teach.

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	doctorfun 2013-09-11 12:46 pm UTC (link)
	Absolutely! Provided I linger here for long, I'd be delighted to cross paths for further interaction! More than acceptable! Took an old, very good friend to see the creation of Earth. Beautiful sight, to be sure! Pleased I could share some of that with you, Castiel! Hope so, otherwise I've no business pursuing it! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	celestialintent 2013-09-11 12:58 pm UTC (link)
	Of course. I...understand that the desire to move on is strong for you. No offense will be taken if you do. I wish you luck. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	doctorfun 2013-09-11 01:03 pm UTC (link)
	It is and it isn't. Selfishly I'd prefer to stay here. Why wouldn't I? I've familiar faces, some old and some that will be new to me if ever I return, can't beat that! It'll take the gobbly gooey cube to send me back to my universe. I won't be leaving Rose again, not her or my unusual daughter. Thank you ever so kindly, of course! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	celestialintent 2013-09-11 01:19 pm UTC (link)
	That is also understandable. Given what I've learned about my own future, I very much doubt I wish to experience it firsthand. As for Meg...it would seem you and I both would go to excessive lengths to keep our mates as close to us as possible. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	doctorfun 2013-09-11 01:24 pm UTC (link)
	I am sorry you've trouble in your future. I've met my future here, bizarre circumstances. Wouldn't be me if things were teetering on the precipice of normal! Mates, yes, ah! Well. Look at that, I can type as though I'm flustered! Wonder if my hair is trembling along with the rest of me? I ought to have a luck! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Doctor celestialintent 2013-09-11 01:53 pm UTC (link)
	It...is not of import. I'm pleased to know yours is not as turbulent. As for mating...I can understand your reasoning for uncertainty or being flustered. I had my own reservations, but...I know Meg and I would not have gotten a chance to attempt it otherwise. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Castiel doctorfun 2013-09-13 08:26 am UTC (link)
	Presently, no, but it will be when you return. Not quite, you see. Time Lord business. I live, but not as I'd prefer. Rose isn't... she's not my mate. Good, though, that you've found happiness together! Well-deserved! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Doctor-Castiel celestialintent 2013-09-13 11:10 am UTC (link)
	Of course. Time Lord business and angelic business...if we do return, adjustments will need to be made. Though I'm not certain they're adjustments I wish to make. My apologies. I didn't seek to presume. I hope I did not offend you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Doctor-Castiel doctorfun 2013-09-13 11:15 am UTC (link)
	I know that in my case they are ones I'd prefer to avoid for as long as I can. Can't run forever, not even here. No need to apologise, Castiel! You've done nothing wrong, and you're not wrong in your presumption, I suppose. Rose deserves better than what I could give her. Just the way it works being what I am. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Doctor-Castiel celestialintent 2013-09-13 11:40 am UTC (link)
	No. No, I suppose you couldn't...but if it is any consolation, I feel as though I'll be running too. I...hope you do evade your fate. For as long as possible. And if it is what she wants and consciously chooses? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Doctor-Castiel doctorfun 2013-09-13 11:47 am UTC (link)
	It is a bit of one, at least in the sense of having some understanding. I hope the same for you as well, Castiel. Ffffffffffffff... I don't know, honestly. Twice I've lost her now, don't think I'd enjoy a third go of it. Not the sort of charm I'd like to test. Maybe, maybe, well, yes, no... Perhaps! Oh, I'm rubbish at relationships. Terrifying things, they are. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Doctor-Castiel celestialintent 2013-09-13 12:02 pm UTC (link)
	Thank you, Doctor. Admittedly, my knowledge of relationships is highly limited. Meg is my first. Likely my only. To lose someone a third time however...no. No, I don't feel as though you should. If you were to pursue something with Rose, I expect it would be a fight to keep what is yours. But then...it seems beings such as ourselves rarely stop fighting. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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doctorfun
2013-09-13 12:08 pm UTC (link)

Seem to be doing quite well for yourself, however! Losing Rose is all I ever seem to do. I've been married before, you know. Was a father long before Jenny came along, and yet... Ah, well. There's a great deal of complication around the whole of this scenario, but you are right about that, Castiel. I would and will always fight for her. The very mentioning of her name gives me incentive to try harder. Always will.

Well, I can't speak for my future self, he's a different man than I am.

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celestialintent
2013-09-13 06:10 pm UTC (link)

Then...I trust you will make the choice that you both wish to make and what you feel is best in the end. In the end, choice is generally all beings like us have left. I...will pray that you no longer have to lose Rose. Having lost someone I cared deeply for in the past, you...have my sympathies.

And that's also why I saw different faces in your past? You have the ability to change?

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doctorfun
2013-09-14 12:05 am UTC (link)

Suppose I've made enough choices for her, think I'll leave that up to her. Her choice is my choice, while we are here at least. Thank you, I hope the same for you--to never lose your loved ones. I've lost too much, not so sure I've many more in me to take, though that is a bit of a lie. I'd keep going, all I know how to do.

Correct! When I die in proper circumstances, I regenerate, drawback is I change completely. Everything I am goes away, all that's left are my memories. So, soon as I'm sent back, that's what is waiting for me: death and apparently an intense love for bow ties.

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	Re: Doctor-Castiel celestialintent 2013-09-14 05:44 pm UTC (link)
	Loss is definitely the most difficult emotion to navigate... But your soul...that remains intact. I'm not certain if you believe in this or not, but whatever makes you innately the Doctor, that does remain? I sensed something during our contact. This is why I ask. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Doctor-Castiel doctorfun 2013-09-14 09:26 pm UTC (link)
	Quite right! Suppose I do. Same soul, same memories, yet I become a different person entirely. See of yourself, if you like. The man I become is here, as are his companions. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Doctor-Castiel celestialintent 2013-09-14 10:45 pm UTC (link)
	Then I will speak with them when it is permissible. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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