Gert Yorkes | Arsenic (arseniclace) wrote in thedoorway, @ 2013-05-22 04:55:00 |
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The more I think about it the more I become confused. Do I relish in this existence as if these next few moments are my last, or do I build up to what I will never possibly have in some crazy hope that maybe tomorrow I'll still be alive?
When you watch people you don't know have their lives turned upside down by the random vanishings of loved ones it is hard to keep pushing forward when you then start to view these strangers as possible mirrors of your own loved ones upon your own vanishing.
There is rebirth, what the fuck is redeath like?
I'm not ready to find out.
But I don't know what living means right now either.