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Tweak says, "Turn down for what?!"

james buchanan barnes (whatthebucky) wrote in thedisplaced,
@ 2018-04-13 11:07:00

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bucky barnes / winter soldier (ph), gwen stacy (ph), jake stone, johanna mason (au), natasha romanoff / black widow (mcu), sam wilson / captain america (616), steve rogers / captain america (mcu), tina cohen-chang

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So I have a drinking problem. I realize this. Normally it's not an issue because most of the time, it doesn't really make a dent in my inhibitions, but things changed when we got access to unlimited amounts of alcohol and the elf wine. I drink to cope with other issues that I'm having. That doesn't help those issues or make them better, it just makes me forget them for awhile. Most of the time, it makes them worse.

After my behavior at the party last night and the way I woke up this morning, someone helped me realize I needed to do better for the people that I consider friends and family, as well as myself. So I'm going to actively work on this, to try to stop drinking.

I'm not going to be at Team America house while I work on drying out. I'm going to remove all the booze I have hidden away in my room and the public areas, but I won't touch anything that doesn't belong to me or is in your bedrooms.

I don't know how long this is going to take, but I wanted to give you the head's up.

[ ooc; Forwarddated to tomorrow afternoon! ]

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	astique 2018-04-13 05:33 pm UTC (link)
	How can we help? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	whatthebucky 2018-04-13 06:24 pm UTC (link)
	Just keep doing whatever you're doing and living your lives. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	bucky hurtorinjured 2018-04-13 05:35 pm UTC (link)
	If there’s anything you need, let me know. We...Hanna had gone through this, too. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	aria/bucky whatthebucky 2018-04-13 06:25 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe keep an eye on Tina? She's been trying to get me to do this for years, so I want to make sure she's okay while I go through this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: aria/bucky hurtorinjured 2018-04-13 10:05 pm UTC (link)
	Of course. We’ll keep her busy and content. Thank you for doing this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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whatthebucky, 2018-04-20 04:00 pm UTC

	labrat 2018-04-13 05:44 pm UTC (link)
	Where are you going to be? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	whatthebucky 2018-04-13 06:27 pm UTC (link)
	Trish Walker's place. She's got some experience with this sort of thing and is willing to help me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	labrat 2018-04-13 09:19 pm UTC (link)
	Okay. Let us know if there is anything we can do for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	rogerthat 2018-04-13 08:24 pm UTC (link)
	Worry about yourself, Buck. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Bucky/Steve rogerthat 2018-04-13 08:26 pm UTC (link)
	I'm glad you've come to this conclusion. I was worried but I ... don't exactly know your life in between the battle with Tony and now. I am still trying to keep a distance between us, and I'm sorry for that. I wish I could have helped you sooner. Good luck, Bucky. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Steve whatthebucky 2018-04-20 04:03 pm UTC (link)
	It's okay, Steve. I know being around me isn't good for you right now, so I get it. I miss you, but I get it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)