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Tweak says, "Goonies never say die!"

james buchanan barnes (whatthebucky) wrote in thedisplaced,
@ 2018-04-13 11:07:00

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bucky barnes / winter soldier (ph), gwen stacy (ph), jake stone, johanna mason (au), natasha romanoff / black widow (mcu), sam wilson / captain america (616), steve rogers / captain america (mcu), tina cohen-chang

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So I have a drinking problem. I realize this. Normally it's not an issue because most of the time, it doesn't really make a dent in my inhibitions, but things changed when we got access to unlimited amounts of alcohol and the elf wine. I drink to cope with other issues that I'm having. That doesn't help those issues or make them better, it just makes me forget them for awhile. Most of the time, it makes them worse.

After my behavior at the party last night and the way I woke up this morning, someone helped me realize I needed to do better for the people that I consider friends and family, as well as myself. So I'm going to actively work on this, to try to stop drinking.

I'm not going to be at Team America house while I work on drying out. I'm going to remove all the booze I have hidden away in my room and the public areas, but I won't touch anything that doesn't belong to me or is in your bedrooms.

I don't know how long this is going to take, but I wanted to give you the head's up.

[ ooc; Forwarddated to tomorrow afternoon! ]

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	whatthebucky 2018-04-20 05:18 pm UTC (link)
	I'll be back soon, Tee. And I'll come back better for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	queent 2018-04-20 07:23 pm UTC (link)
	~~This isn't the first time you've left or the first time alcohol has been an issue and I'm ju~~ Don't worry about me. Get better for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	whatthebucky 2018-04-20 08:10 pm UTC (link)
	On it, Tee. I'm coming by to clear the place out, if you need me to do anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	queent 2018-04-20 08:15 pm UTC (link)
	Clear what out? Just the alcohol, right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	whatthebucky 2018-04-20 08:16 pm UTC (link)
	Just the alcohol from my room and where else I have it stashed in the common areas. I won't touch anyone else's stuff. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	queent 2018-04-20 08:17 pm UTC (link)
	No, I just thought you meant something else for a second. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	whatthebucky 2018-04-20 08:23 pm UTC (link)
	I will never move out on you like that, Tina. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	queent 2018-04-20 08:24 pm UTC (link)
	Making sure. I thought maybe the house was too much or something. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	whatthebucky 2018-04-20 08:26 pm UTC (link)
	It's...a lot. But it's our home. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	queent 2018-04-20 08:28 pm UTC (link)
	We can look into selling and moving. Or do some renovations to change things when we can. If that will help. Or I can look into it while you're gone. Or later. Whatever. Probably not something you should worry about right now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	whatthebucky 2018-04-20 08:31 pm UTC (link)
	We can talk about it later, you're right. Don't worry about it, I want to keep it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	queent 2018-04-20 08:34 pm UTC (link)
	Okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	whatthebucky 2018-04-20 08:35 pm UTC (link)
	Love you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	queent 2018-04-20 08:38 pm UTC (link)
	Love you too. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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